Tuesday, August 25, 2015

26th August 2015 - 1st September 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

On this day, I'm thankful for so many things. I'm thankful for all the love. I'm thankful for all the food. I'm thankful for all the great things. I am thankful for all the small things. I am just thankful. Thank You for a life that has treated me and my loved ones so very well.

Please continue blessing them all - my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my friends, all the children, let them all be safe, sound and healthy and let them live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey is a smooth, smooth one.... Thank You.

I am just thankful. I really am. There's nothing more that I want. I have everything that I need. And so much more. I'm living the dream and I'm so thankful.

Please continue guiding me to be a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more understanding, more patient, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always.

Please let me say a prayer for all those affected by horrendous tragedies - both natural and man-made. Please help them find peace and strength at these times. And help them stay positive.

Thank You

Eileen 

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

12th August 2015 - 25th August 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I have been tardy. I know, I know. No excuses.

I am thankful for the work opportunities. I really am. It's great and I am not complaining at all.
I am just not sure about the direction for the SA project. Please guide me.

I am still thinking about the awfully wasted trip with my grandma before. I know, I can't do anything about it. I hate it. :(

LB & GY,

Please, I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my Grandma, my Mom, Dad, husband, all my loved ones and friends and the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray for your guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, feels good and do good always. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me gain wisdom and clarity, and strength and courage in all that I do and make the rightest and best decisions and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray for all those affected by tragedies and disasters, to be strong and keep the faith. Please bless them with strength and courage to get through this.

Thank You

Eileen


Thursday, August 6, 2015

7th August 2015 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

I am feeling terrible about my behaviour towards my Grandma during my last trip. I don't understand why. Why? I love her to bits and I miss her when I don't see her. What happened? :( Please let me make amends. Please.

I don't get what the hell is my problem. There's something seriously wrong with me. !! :(

Please help guide me to be a better person, all round. Please LB & GY. It's just this issue that is playing back in my head at the moment. It didn't use to be this bad and I wasted time and opportunity to be with her more.

I will see her again soon. Please help me keep her safe and sound and healthy.

Thank You.
Eileen