2nd July 2014 - 4th July 2014

Dear LB & GY,

I am caught by surprise with the bonus x 3 months at that. I am of course very, very, very thankful. I cannot comprehend how or why. In fact, I almost feel like I don't really deserve it.

But with faith, I am believing that this is your way of reminding me - to stay positive always. I count my blessings. I am going to celebrate by sharing! This is great news indeed.

I'm probably feeling lower in energy because I think I'm PMS-ing.

I have a few special prayers :

Firstly, please bless my grandma with a speedy recover and let her walk again and let her be her usual fiesty self, playing her cards and mahjong. Please. I can't wait to go home to see her again.

Secondly, please bless that all the moves, for my apartment, for the YC to be a smooth one.

Thirdly, please bless that the owner will be kind enough to return our 1 and a half months deposit. Please bless me to use kindness and compassion. Please.

Fourthly, please bless my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Please.

Also, please continue blessing and guiding me and my husband both, to be better people, always and always. To do the right thing, with the right thought and the right hearts.

Thank You.

And I would like to say my prayer of Thanks too.

I am so thankful for the blessings you had been showing me. I think my lack of faith sometimes can't see them as blessings. It almost feels lately, I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. So please guide me. It's not that I am not thankful. I feel afraid and nervous. So please guide me.

I am so thankful for all the love that I have in my life. I am full of it, swimming in it, brimming in it. So, for this, I am very very thankful.

I am thankful for all he food, all the clothes, all the roofs over my head. How can I not be thankful for this? I am so grateful for this indeed!

I am thankful for the opportunities and experiences that I have been blessed with. It's amazing and a worthwhile learning experience. I am grateful for it.

I know I need to have unwavering faith and I need to be strong and keep my wits within me. Please guide me.

Thank You

Eileen

1st July 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I've not had a day off like this in a long time. It's pretty relaxing. Had a good workout this morning too, which was great.

I pray that my grandma recovers real soon and will be walking and playing her mahjong in no time. Please bless her. Thank You.

I pray that our move to the new apartment is smooth and everything goes well for both my husband and I at the new place. Please bless us. Thank You.

I pray that my husband regains patience and happiness. I noticed that of late, he's easily angered. I am not sure. I know I myself have been having recent bouts of the tendency to lose it with some of the Myanmar moments. Please bless and guide the both of us here.  Thank You.

I pray that we find a place for the Youth Centre soonest and that it's an awesome and great place. Please bless me and the kids. Thank You.

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so many great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love and great experiences that I encounter. I am thankful for all the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray as always, that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends, and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank You.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere he looks. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes well for him at work and that he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank You.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are all planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank You.

I pray that all the children at LG, HH, NM and HT are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always stay inspired and motivated to achieve their dreams. I pray also for your guidance and blessings in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have better futures. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more inspiring, more understanding, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain strength, wisdom, clarity and courage to make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank You.

Eileen

25th June 2014 - 30th June 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a blessed trip to Singapore. I didn't know I would be so excited about learning. It was awesome for me. Really. Thank you for such a blessed opportunity. 

Today, I'd like to say a few prayers : 

I pray that my grandma recovers soon and she'll be able to walk again and she'll be happy and chirpy and full of fire. Please, LB & GY. Please bless her with a long and prosperous life full of joy and happiness. Thank You. 

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all the children and all in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives and that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them always. Thank You. 

I pray also that you will bless me, my husband and the YC with great apartment deals and everything works out smoothly for us in this front and the whole move would be smooth and great. Please, please, please. 

Thank You.

I know I am losing my patience with many a things recently in this country and maybe it is me, not praying as regularly as I used to. But everyday, I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person. Please do remind me always. I know sometimes the smiles of a stranger is your reminder that there are good in this world. So, thank you for the reminders. I need it. 

Thank you. 

Eileen 

16th June 2014 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

I just want to pray for my Grandma's speedy recovery. Please, please bless her with a long and prosperous lives and that she is always safe, sound and healthy.

Please also bless my husband with smooth sailing journey and that everything works out perfectly for him.

Please bless my family, loved ones and all my friends and all the children to be always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives full of happiness.

Thank You.

Eileen 

14th June 2014 - 24th June 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm travelling again and as such will do my prayers in advanced. As usual.

I think I'm kinda feeling like the weather because I'm so worried and so afraid of losing my loved ones. I think I am obsessed with it and I absolutely fear it. I do not know how to deal with it. At the moment, I'm only pushing it away from my head.

Please first and foremost, I'd like to pray that my family, my loved ones and all my friends are always safe, sound and healthy and tha they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for him. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments. Thank You.

I pray for your guidance in helping me learn to let go. Is that correct? Learning to let go?

I pray for strength.

Most of all, I pray for my grandma's speedy recovery.

Thank You
Eileen 

13th June 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm feeling really quite terrible. Mainly because I'm worried about my Grandma.

I know it'd be too much to ask for her to live forever.
I just want her to be well and happy and enjoy her life.
Please.

Am I terrible for not being by her side at the moment?
I feel lost. I don't know what I should do.
I want to be home, and then I feel I need to be here.

I am so afraid of losing her. Like, now is not the time and there is never a time that I would accept it.

So, please... guide me.

Please bless her most of all, to be safe, sound and healthy. I can't bear to see her dignity disintegrate. Not anyone I love, please. Mr. B and GY, please.

I pray. I really pray.

Thank You
Eileen 

6th June 2014 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I would like to say a prayer - please keep everyone I love safe, sound and healthy. Please bless them with happiness and a smooth journey as well as long and prosperous lives.

Thank You.

I also pray for a smooth ride tomorrow. Please bless me with strength and tenacity to finish.

Thank You.
Eileen 

3rd June 2014 - 12th June 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

Doing my prayers way in advanced again.

Sometimes, I am not sure about why I do what I do.
Sometimes, I question my motives or my objectives.

I think I do have good intentions. I see someone helpless, I want to help.
I want to do my best. But somewhere along the way, the lines kind blur for me. I don't know why.
I lose my direction. Is it? I lose my end game. I am not sure.

Today, I pray for your guidance. I pray for your guidance in keeping me on the right path. Thank you.

Of course, I would like to say Thank You. I cannot say Thank You enough for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am grateful for your blessings. Please continue blessing my family, loved ones and all my friends and all those in need. Bless them to be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. Bless them with happiness and smooth sailing journeys that they undertake. Thank you.

Bless my husband too. Guide him too on the right path and let him find happiness.

I also pray for the smooth ride this Saturday and everything goes well. Please bless me and guide me and give me the strength for this ride.

Thank You very much.

Eileen