Monday, October 31, 2011

1st November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

What is happening with me? I thought this month was a month worth celebrating. It's been a year since I started praying and re-living my life in a positive manner. However, since 2 months ago, I have been watching as my positivity ebbed out. I cannot explain it. I wish to strive on and continue my positive streak. But I do not know what is happening. I feel ..... defeated.

Please LB & GY, please offer me your blessings and guidance. Please let me see the light. I know what I want. I want my husband to get that job in Bangkok or Vietnam or China. I want to streamline my business and focus more on my core business. I can do so remotely from either one of the locations. I want my focus to be balanced. I want things to be smooth-sailing. I want to be happy. I want to be calm and I want to be anger-free. I'm not sure if what I am asking is too much. I want to spend more of my time with people who need love and kindness. I will do whatever I can in my powers to get that done.

Please LB & GY, I wish to be positive and live my life with my glass full always. I need to be inspired always and look at things from the bright side. I wish to hear every news as great news.

Please LB & GY, please offer me your blessings and guidance. I need it. Please. I need you. I pray sincerely, for your blessings, for your guidance and for your help. Please show me the light.

Thank you.

Eileen

Sunday, October 30, 2011

31st October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Sometimes, I think I am a pot calling the kettle black. I have been asking my husband to stay positive and have a positive attitude. I can only imagine that deep down, he finds it difficult too. Please LB & GY, I pray that you continue offering us your blessings and guidance and help us have positive attitudes and have unwavering faith. I pray too that we get good news soon - with your blessings, of course. Thank you.

Please know that I am sincerely and continuously grateful for a life that has treated me and all my loved ones very well. I do pray for the same things everyday - for all of them, for myself too. But it is of late that I feel I need to make 2 special prayers and I hope you will excuse my brevity.

I pray that my husband gets that job in Bangkok, Vietnam or China very soon so that we can make plans to move. I pray that this is the big break he deserves. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance in helping me find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all his dreams. Of course, I pray that he is happy too. And excited about life.

I pray that my projects with T&A and M&A are planned perfectly and are huge successes. I pray that the issue with M&L are resolved amicably. Please guide me here for today's meeting. I believe I had made up my mind not wanting to take on the job further. I'm sorry, LB & GY. I know this was an opportunity you gave me. In any case, I will pray for your guidance here.

Thank you very much, LB & GY. Above all, thank you for hearing my prayers and answering them. I wait for good news.

Eileen

Saturday, October 29, 2011

30th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot understand my erratic moods at all. I had a short flare-up yesterday over a really small issue.
Hmmm......

Dearest LB & GY,

I pray everyday for the same things for myself, my husband, my loved ones, my family and my friends. I hope you know that I am sincere with my prayers and I do only wish for good things for all of them. I am also sincerely grateful for a life that has treated me well too. And my loved ones. I know that I am truly lucky and blessed.

Dearest LB & GY, I have a special prayer lately and that is for my husband to get that job either in Bangkok, Vietnam or China and that you offer him your blessings and guidance in this. We both need to hear good news and I pray for this. I pray for my husband to find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all his dreams. I pray that he gets that big break he deserves. Please, LB & GY, please offer your blessings on this.

I pray also that all the projects I have - especially for T&A, M&A to be huge successes and to pan out perfectly and smoothly. I pray too that the project for M&L finds an amicable solution soon. Please offer me your blessings and guidance here too.

Above all, LB & GY, I pray to have unwavering faith and to continue having positive attitude and energy. Please bless me and guide me.

Thank you.

Eileen

Friday, October 28, 2011

29th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I don't really know what's up with me. Is it my hormones? Hmmm... why does it seem like I am still PMS-ing?

LB & GY, please hear my prayers and please offer me your blessings and guidance.

I do pray for the same things everyday, for myself, my husband and my loved ones and friends. But lately, I think my situation deserves more prayers. I pray that you offer my husband your blessings and guidance in helping him get that job he loves, either in Bangkok, Vietnam or China. I pray that everythings pans out perfectly for us and I pray that everything goes smoothly for us. Please bless us and give us good news very soon.

I pray that my projects especially for T&A, M&A goes tremendously well and are huge successes. I pray too that the issues with M&L are resolved amicably whatever the outcome may be. Please offer me your blessings and guidance here.

LB & GY, please bless me and guide me to continue staying positive and have a positive attitude, to look for the good things in life, to be at peace and calm and to have unwavering faith. Please, LB & GY. I wish to spiral upwards.

Thank you for hearing my prayers and most of all, thank you for answering my prayers.

Eileen

Thursday, October 27, 2011

28th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I have a confession. I think my positive attitude is waning. I really do try to look for the good things and to see the good things. But like for example, yesterday, I do, I do really feel blessed and lucky that several people came to help me start my car. But for some reason, I don't feel as "good" as I used to about it. I cannot explain it. I hope you know what I mean. I think this whole job issue with my husband has taken its toll. But I do not wish to spiral downwards. Please help me, LB & GY. Please. I pray. I pray to stay positive and to have unwavering faith.

I hope you know that I am truly and sincerely grateful to a life that has treated me and all my loved ones very well. I am really. I need to find that strength and positivity about me again. Please guide me and please bless me. I cannot have one good day and one bad day like this. I know this time, it is certainly not my PMS.

I pray that my husband gets that job he wants. I know that it is perhaps time for me to say goodbye to this place. Therefore, I trust that you have plans in place for us. I pray for unwavering faith. I pray that with your blessings, we will get good news very, very soon. I need it. I do. LB & GY, please.

On top of that, I pray for everything to go smoothly. I need this too. I still have my fighting spirit. I do. I need to learn patience and calm. Please bless me and please guide me.

Thank you for hearing my prayers. Thank you for answering all my prayers.

Eileen

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

27th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I feel a whole lot better today actually. Are my hormones really that crazy? I feel like good things are coming my way. I believe this is your blessings at work. I am grateful for that.

I am sincerely grateful and continuously grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for the great experiences and all the love and opportunities. I am thankful for being such a blessed and lucky child. I am thankful for all my prayers being heard and answered. I continue praying to keep faith that my conversations with you are always heard. Thank you.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends,and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job of his dream either in Bangkok, China or Vietnam soonest possible. I pray that he gets that big break he deserves. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance to help him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year. I pray that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly and smoothly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the projects with T&A and M&A to be great success stories. I pray too for M&L project to come to an amicable solution. I pray for all the different partners that I work with to continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness. I pray that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me find wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate every day.

Thank you.

Eileen

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

26th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I got a message from my best friend. She said, maybe I should enjoy the unknown and take it one step at a time. On one hand, I think it is true. On the other hand, I feel like I am losing faith a little. I thought I was doing quite well with my glass full attitude. But you know, I think it is hard to keep it up at times. I really need your blessings and guidance. Give me strength and help me stay positive and have unwavering faith.

I do pray for everything good for all of my family, loved ones, friends and all in need. I pray for the same things for myself, for them and for my husband everyday. Of course, I am thankful that life has treated us well. I wish to look at all the good things only and I wish to be positive and continue my positive thinking and attitude. Please offer me your guidance and blessings here.

I pray that my projects go perfectly smoothly and are all huge successes. Thank you for answering my prayers when I asked for business growth. Please continue blessing me and guiding me towards business success and the success of all my projects. Thank you.

I pray that my husband gets that job in Bangkok or Vietnam or China. I pray that things go perfectly smoothly for him and that you offer him your blessings and guidance. I pray that he gets that big break he deserves. I pray for your blessings and guidance too in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

Dear LB & GY, please hear my prayers. Please offer me your blessings and guidance in every way possible.

Thank you.

Eileen

Monday, October 24, 2011

25th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today wasn't a bad training session on the bike. Thank you for that.

I continue to be sincerely grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for the love and opportunities. I am thankful for all my prayers being heard and answered. I am thankful for being such a blessed child. Life is great indeed. I know it.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes perfectly smoothly for them. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in Bangkok or China or Vietnam very soon. Please LB & GY, please offer him your blessings and guidance on this. Please guide him to stay positive and please bless him to find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Please grant him the big break he so deserves. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the projects for T&A, M&L and M&A to sail smoothly and that they are all huge successes. I pray that everything falls in place perfectly and smoothly. I pray also for the different partners that I work with to continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up to be strong, healthy and wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and I pray that you continue offering me your blessings and guidance for me to stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Sunday, October 23, 2011

24th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great run this morning. I had a great dream last night. That was quite funny. And who knows? Perhaps dreams do come true :)

I continue to be sincerely grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love and opportunities. I know I am lucky and blessed in more ways than one. I am thankful for all my prayers being heard and answered too. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that everything good comes their way and that everything goes smoothly for all of them. I pray that they are always happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he finds that great job in Bangkok or China or Vietnam and that also with your blessings and guidance, he finds renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray that he finds the big break he deserves. Please offer him your kind blessings and guidance. Please, LB & GY. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the projects for T&A, M&L and M&A to be executed beautifully and are all huge successes thus further boosting business for us. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me streamline my focus for my businesses. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures and they are always shown a little kindness. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Saturday, October 22, 2011

23rd October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Wow. Woke up the latest time I've woken up in a long time. Thank you for a good rest.
I hope you know that I am sincerely thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. And I continue praying for the same things for myself, my husband, my family, loved ones and all my friends. I pray that my prayers are heard and answered always. I have faith.

I pray for my husband to land that job either in Bangkok, China or Vietnam and I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray that you shall continue blessing us and guiding us. Please, LB & GY, please bless him with that dream job. We both need it and when given this chance, we will make full and good use for it, not just for ourselves, but for all those in need too. When he really gets a good paying job, I intend to keep a portion of money for the children at the orphanage. If I am able to contribute to this fund in any other ways, I will too. Please guide us and please bless us. Pleasse give us the blessings for unwavering faith and please bless that everything falls into place perfectly for us.

Thank you very much.

Eileen

Friday, October 21, 2011

22nd October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I guess it is really my PMS that was making me feel all sorts of not-cool. I don't know how come my PMS can be so bad. But I am definitely feeling better, as in more positive.

LB & GY,

I have one special prayer from today onwards. And that is to pray that my husband gets that job either in Bangkok, China or Vietnam. And I pray that it is a good job for him and that his drive to excel is renewed. I pray hard that the job offer comes soon too. I need to have direction and planning. I pray for your blessings for this. Please do answer our prayers. Please, LB & GY. Thank you.

You know that as always, I pray for the same things and it is always for all things good for my family, loved ones and friends. I pray for all those in need too. I pray that everything falls perfectly in place for them, for myself and for my husband too. Please offer us your blessings here too. Thank you.

Please guide me to keep my unwavering faith.

Thank you.

Eileen

Thursday, October 20, 2011

21st October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I definitely feel better today. But I'm still feeling a bit lost as to what to do with the M&L project.
I pray for your blessings and guidance to help me pull this off successfully, one way or another and that it sails smoothly and everything falls in place successfully. Thank you.

I am sincerely thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and all my loved ones very well. I am thankful for my prayers being heard and answered always and I am grateful for being such a blessed and lucky child. I know I am. I know lately things haven't exactly gone great emotionally for me. But I believe and I have unwavering faith that you continue to guide and bless me as always. Thank you.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need, to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for all of them. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures too. Thank you.

I pray for my husband's career to continue sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I do pray very hard for him to get that job in Vietnam or Bangkok or China and that it is rewarding for him in more ways than one. I pray that you offer him all of your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully. I pray for your guidance in helping me make the right decisions in streamlining my business focus to ensure sustainability and continuous growth. I pray too that all of the projects - especially that for M&A, M&L and T&A to sail smoothly and be huge successes. I pray that all of the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year too. I do pray for that big break. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures too. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings too in helping me stay focused, be at peace, stay calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you for your blessings and guidance.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

20th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I feel better today, I think. I've been so sensitive with my feelings lately. I think it is because I am consciously trying to stay positive and have unwavering faith. But the rain stopped in time for me to cycle to the gym. So thank you for that.

I pray for the same things everyday, LB & GY. I hope you know that I am sincere. I pray for my family, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need. I pray for everything good for them all and for myself too. My prayers may seem to be inconsistent lately, but I hope you know without a doubt that I have the same prayers in my heart for everyone. It is just that, I think at the moment, I need to pray additionally for my husband to get a good job, a great job and he finds his big break. I need to pray additionally for myself. And I am beginning to think that for the M&L project, I have prayed for it to take place and now that my prayers are answered, I strive to make it happen successfully. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me ensure the success of the projects and all the projects that you have granted me. I pray really, I pray. Thank you.

Above all, I pray for unwavering faith that everything falls into place perfectly for my husband and myself. I know I am not liking the "up in the air" feeling and I wish, and I pray that very favourable news will be soon heard so that I can make proper plans, we can make proper plans. I pray for your blessings on this. Please, LB & GY. Please. I am worried, sure. I don't feel good about it. But with your blessings, I believe it all works out perfectly. Thank you.

I pray for glass always full. For me, for my husband and for everyone.

Thank you.

Eileen

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

19th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I scolded somebody on the road again. I really tried to keep my patience. Or my wits about me. I blame it on my PMS. I don't know how to explain this funk that I am in. I don't like it. I thought I was doing so well. Really.

Please offer me your guidance in helping me continue staying positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith. I know I have prayed for more businesses and for business to boom and I am thankful for the chance that you are giving me. I believe I can excel. I believe there is a reason why M&L project comes back on my plate. I will do well. I pray for your blessings here too.

I guess perhaps I do not like the "up in the air" status. I am once again looking for an escape. It's not fair and it's not correct. So, please guide me with clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours.

I have been praying so much for myself lately. But I feel I need to be in a better place. I do care for others too, but I cannot lose my focus. I'm not sure I am expressing myself clearly. But I believe you know what I mean or maybe how I really feel. So please once again, please guide me.

LB & GY, I am looking for that big break. I am. I cannot keep continuing this cycle. I pray for strength too.

I pray that my prayers are heard and answered, as always. I keep faith.

Thank you.

Eileen

Monday, October 17, 2011

18th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great training this morning with no incidences.

I am sincerely grateful and thankful that life has treated me and my loved ones very well. I know I am probably in a bit of a PMS-mode, but please know that I am sincerely grateful for things that are going well. I strive to look for the good things and with your blessings and guidance, I will stay positive. I have faith that my pryaers are heard and answered always. Thank you for that.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes perfectly smoothly for them all. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job he wants and that it is exciting and full of great opportunities to learn and grow. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray that things go very well for him. Please, LB & GY. Please, I pray. I do pray. We both need this. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, I am able to streamline my business focus and I am able to plan better and achieve greater rewards in every ways. I pray currently - for my projects with M&A and T&A to be planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully and these projects are huge successes. I pray that the project with M&L comes to an amicable end for both parties. If granted that I do the job, I strive to do it well. But I know that my heart is not really into doing the project for M&L. Please guide me here. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I pray that they grow up strong and healthy, and to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's precious moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom to look for signs to guide me in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive, look for the good things in life and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

17th October 2011 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

I have an additional prayer today.

Before that,.... I'd like to express some of my thoughts. I actually hope that what I am thinking is really because it is real and not because I am having emotional or mental PMS at the moment. Therefore, I pray for your guidance on this. Please give me some signs.

I pray for my husband to get the job over in China or Vietnam or Bangkok soonest possible. Either way, I am willing to move with him. I think, though I am not sure but I think I'm ready to say bye-bye to Cambodia. I'd also like to streamline my business focus next year and concentrate on building my core business remotely and as well as keeping JFT. For the rest of it, I am not sure I wish to proceed further.

I would like to spend more time championing some of the causes that I feel for. Particularly in relation to women and children and helping them build self-sustaining livelihoods. I'd like to give my time to spread kindness and love. My brush with the anti-human trafficking issue has really sparked my interest. I'd like to actually speak to people, you know. Motivate them, teach them, etc. I'd like to do that. I'm not even sure what is the reason for me to do this. All I can think of is that it seems more fulfilling. I pray for your guidance here because I want to do this for the RIGHT reasons.

I do pray for your blessings and guidance and I pray that everything falls into place perfectly as planned.

Thank you.

Eileen

Sunday, October 16, 2011

17th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

To be honest with you, I'm thankful for the work. I am thankful to be kept busy. I am thankful for the learning experiences. But at the same time, I am feeling .... I cannot describe how I am feeling. But I really pray that everything goes smoothly as planned. For all of my projects - especially for M&L and M&A. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me ensure that it is all smooth and everything falls perfectly in place. I pray for your blessings to ensure that these projects are successful for me because I need them to be. I pray for your guidance.

I pray for your guidance in helping me stay calm, stay focused, stay positive and to have unwavering faith. I do not want any PMS-days. I want to be very positive in solving all issues and I want to enjoy the entire process.

I do pray for the same things everyday. I may have slacked perhaps but I sincerely pray for the same things not just for myself, but for my husband, my family, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need too.

I am also sincerely grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well.

I continue to pray for your blessings and guidance for all of us. Please. I need clarity of mind to learn as much as I can.

Thank you so very much.

Eileen

Saturday, October 15, 2011

16th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

As always, I pray for everything good and for everything to go smoothly for myself, my husband, my family, loved ones and all my friends and as well as for those in need. I pray that you continue offering us all your blessings and guidance everyday.

Today, as usual, I keep my prayers simple.

I pray that my projects for M&L and M&A are planned smoothly and everything falls in place perfectly. I pray that these projects are huge successes too. Please offer me your blessings and guidance. I need it. Thank you.

I pray also that my husband is offered a great job - one which he loves and enjoys. I pray that you offer him your guidance and blessings on this and I pray that he gets the big break he's been waiting for. Thank you.

Eileen

Friday, October 14, 2011

15th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm not sure I feel anything about my husband's Grandma's passing. It almost feels like nothing has happened and we are not required to go home either. Perhaps it is because I wasn't close to her. But I do pray for her soul to rest in peace. May the family be alright too.

I am thankful for all the good things in my life. I hope you do know that I am sincerely thankful. I pray for the same things everyday. And I want good wishes for all of my family, my loved ones, myself, my husband, my friends and all those in need. I pray for these everyday. And I hope you hear my prayers and offer me your blessings in answering them.

Today, I just pray that my projects in the planning stages for M&A and M&L goes perfectly smoothly and that everything falls in place perfectly and everything is confirmed soon. I pray for the successes of these projects too. Thank you.

I also pray that my husband gets the job of his dream soon and with your blessings and guidance, he finds renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve his dreams. I pray for him to get his break soonest possible.

Thank you.

Eileen

Thursday, October 13, 2011

14th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for the energy. I am thankful indeed.

I am really, sincerely thankful for your blessings and guidance and for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for the love, opportunities and experiences. I am thankful for all my prayers being heard and answered. I am thankful for being such a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray as always, for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to be safe sound and healthy always and they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly and he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that a great job offers itself to my husband soonest possible. I pray that you continue to offer him your blessings and guidance and help him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue to flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for your blessings in ensuring that the project for T&A, M&L and M&A gos perfectly as planned and are all huge successes, boosting further businesses. I pray for opportunities for business expansions or business relocation. I pray that all of my partners continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I pray that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and always have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

13th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I have to keep my prayers short today. But I am thankful for the inspiration and the fire and fighting-spirit. Thank you for blessing and guiding me to spiral upwards. I continue searching for signs. With your blessings and guidance, I find clarity, wisdom and unwavering faith. Thank you.

Please bless me and offer me guidance in helping make sure all my projects are planned perfectly, implemented smoothly and executed beautifully. Please bless me and guide me to be a good person with good thoughts and good action too. Thank you.

Please offer my husband your blessings too and may he find the dream job and dream opportunities lying in wait for him. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing all of my family, loved ones and friends.

I do pray for the same things everyday and I hope you continue to bless me and answer all of my prayers.

Thank you.

Eileen

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

12th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I heard a really good song today.
I may have lost some faith a day ago.
But I believe you are always blessing and guiding me.
Please continuing blessing and guiding me with unwavering faith.
I believe you will bless me and help ensure my path is smooth.

I look for signs now. I look for signs to help me plan what is next.
Please offer me your guidance and blessings to gain clarity and wisdom.

I thank you for everything, for the learning, for the teaching, for the love, opportunities and experiences. I am grateful.

The glass is half-full. And I'm ready to rock and roll. Thank you.

Please also offer your guidance and blessings to my husband, my family, all of them, my loved ones and all my friends and all those in need. Thank you.

Eileen

Monday, October 10, 2011

11th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I pray additionally to stay positive, be at peace and calm, to have unwavering faith. I pray for your guidance and blessings to be a better person, kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always.

Thank you.

Eileen

11th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Please allow me to speak my mind today.
I am finding every ounce in me to keep my faith, to have unwavering faith.
But it's rather hard when we pray so hard for good news and we end up with unfavourable news.
I have not seen my husband wanting a job this much.
And I so wanted him to have it.
And now, he has no plans and I am trying to stay positive for the both of us. And it's hard because I don't even know what are his plans. What is in store for us?
I have made wrong decisions in the past and I'm just praying that we can start new and fresh with better clarity and wisdom.
I want my husband to be encouraged. To find renewed passion, to find renewed strength, to be reinspired.

What can I do to make our lives better? I am not complaining but it feels like we're in a vicious rut cycle. I want us to get out of it. I had believed and I had stayed positive for the past 10 months now. It hasn't been easy. Give me a sign. Any sign.

I am not angry. I am frustrated. I don't want to be. I want to be happy, I want to be inspired, I want to be positive and I want to see the glass as full.

I pray for your blessings and guidance. I pray so hard that something good happens for us. I pray so hard that we get the big break we have been waiting for. And we get it soon. We are trying to make plans but I don't even know where to start and what we should do.

Please guide me. Please guide us.

I am sad. I am sad for my husband because he seems so down-trodden. I pray he stays positive. I do not want him to feel pressured. LB & GY, please, I pray and I sincerely pray for that big break. I need that chance to make things right again. With your guidance, please. See that we get through this and excel tremendously.

Thank you.

Eileen

10th October 2011 - Additional Prayer

Dearest LB & GY,

Please continue to offer me your blessings & guidance to keep my unwavering faith. I pray that I stay positive and believe that everything falls into place perfectly.

Please LB & GY, let us get through this. Soon.

Eileen

10th October 2011 - Additional Prayer

Dearest LB & GY,

I believe with your blessings, I shall continue having unwavering faith. I believe you have better plans for my husband and myself and that everything falls into place perfectly.

I just pray that you continue to bless and guide us and I pray that a better offer shall come my husband's way very soon. Very soon indeed.

Thank you.

Eileen

Sunday, October 9, 2011

10th October 2011 - Additional

Dear LB & GY,

I pray that my husband gets the job with MTVE. I pray really hard on this. Please offer him your blessings. Please offer us your blessings.

Thank you.

Eileen

10th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great run training this morning. And guiding me towards figuring out what needs to be done. I need clarity and focus. Please offer me your blessings and guidance.

Thank you as always for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and experiences. I am thankful for being such a lucky and blessed child. I am thankful for my prayers being heard and answered always. Life is great indeed.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that everything goes smoothly for them and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures and are always happy. Thank you.

I pray that my husband gets the job with MTVE and I pray with all of my heart that you offer him your blessings on this. I pray that with your blessings, he finds renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I have not seen him wanting a job this much, LB & GY. Please bless him. I pray for him. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue to flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all of the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the projects with T&A, M&L and M&A to sail smoothly, planned perfectly and everything fall in place perfectly and I pray that they are great successes and  I pray that the successes of these projects further boosts business growth for all involved. I pray too that we win the project for YC in Macau. I pray that all the business partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards our goals and I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures too. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more inspiring, more understanding, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours and I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and that humankind grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Saturday, October 8, 2011

9th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I keep my prayers simple again today.
But I hope you know that I pray for the same things everyday for all of my loved ones, family and friends and those in need.

Today, I pray that my husband gets the job with MTVE and he is recharged to pursue his dreams.
Today, I pray that my projects with T&A, M&L and M&A goes perfectly as planned and are great successes.

I pray that everything falls into place perfectly as planned.
I believe and I have faith.

Thank you so very much.

Eileen

Friday, October 7, 2011

8th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I make my prayer simple but I hope you know that sincerely, I continue being grateful and thankful, I have unwavering faith that my prayers are always heard and answered and I pray for the same good things everyday.

Today, I pray that my husband gets that job with MTVE. I pray that the months ahead, though challenging are exciting and it's good for us. Thank you. Thank you for offering your blessings and guidance for the big break.

I pray please, LB & GY.

Thank you.

Eileen

Thursday, October 6, 2011

7th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am thankful. I am really thankful for your blessings and answering my prayers. Thank you for the job for my husband. The months ahead are exciting and we're both excited. Thank you. Though things are still a little vague for me, but I have unwavering faith that it will all fall into place perfectly.

Thank you for a life that has treated me and all of my loved ones very well. Thank you for all the love, opportunities and experiences. Thank you for all of my prayers being heard and answered. Thank you for the blessings. I am a lucky girl. Life is great indeed.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those who need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that everything goes smoothly for them and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continue sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that you continue offering him your blessings and guidance to find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray that his new job will be exciting and fruitful for him in every way possible. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year. I pray that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that the projects for M&A and M&L are great successes and are all planned perfectly and smoothly and the success of these projects further boosts business growth and business cooperation between me an HQ in both Vietnam and China and beyond. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy, wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

6th October 2011 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

I pray that my husband gets that job with MTV Exit and that it'll be a good remuneration package.
Please.

Thank you.

Eileen

6th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am keeping my unwavering faith and I trust that you have better plans for my husband. I believe that my prayers are heard and answered always and that you continue guiding us and offering us your blessings in every way possible. Thank you.

I am sincerely thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for the love, opportunities and experiences. I know I am a lucky and blessed child and I am thankful for all of my prayers being heard and answered. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family, both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all who need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that everything goes perfectly and smoothly for all of them and I pray that they are always happy and enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere that he looks. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance and help him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray hard that he gets that job in Dubai or HK or China. I pray that he gets the big break he deserves. Please bless him. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the projects for M&A and M&L to sail smoothly and that everything falls in place perfectly. I pray that the successes of these projects further boosts business growth and makes way for great cooperation between myself and HQ. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards our goals and that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

5th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Well, feeling a little tired today. But very excited about facing new challenges and new experiences related to work. With your blessings and guidance, I know I will excel tremendously. Thank you.

I am sincerely grateful for all of my prayers being heard and answered. I am thankful for a live that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and experiences. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray as always for my my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that everything goes perfectly and smoothly for all of them and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continue sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings, he gets the job in Dubai. I pray that you offer him your guidance too in finding renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray for him to get his big break. Thank you.

I pray that all of my business flourish financially and grow successfully within the year and that all the individual projects under each business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the success of the M&A and M&L projects and that everything goes perfectly and everything falls perfectly in place. I pray that the success of the projects further boosts business growth and spurs great cooperation opportunities between me and my friend from China. I pray that all of the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within the year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy, and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay positive, stay focused, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Monday, October 3, 2011

4th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for the returning of the M&L project. It came out of nowhere. Thank you for answering my prayers. I believe all the more in having unwavering faith now. Thank you for the blessings. Thank you for so many things that is good in my life and thank you for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need in the world to always be safe, sound, healthy and happy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that everything goes smoothly for them and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he finds renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the project with M&A that everything goes perfectly as planned and falls in place perfectly too. I pray that the success of this project further boosts business growth and also spurs a successful cooperation between myself and HQ. I pray that today's meeting for the M&L project is successful too and this project also further boosts business growth and cooperation with HQ. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally as a team towards our big picture goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I pray that they all grow up strong, healthy, and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be better everyday and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate all the time.

Thank you.

Eileen

Sunday, October 2, 2011

3rd October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great training session this morning. I woke up feeling quite bubbly actually and I didn't experience any fatigue during the whole run :) Nice. Thank you.

I am sincerely thankful for all the good things in my life and for a life that has treated me and all my loved ones very well. I am thankful for the love, opportunities and experiences. I am thankful for all my prayers being heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great.

I pray for my family, both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all the people who needs - to always be safe, sound and healthy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray that they live long and prosperous lives and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continue to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the project for M&A to go perfectly as planned and that everything falls in place perfectly. I pray that the success of this project further boosts business growth and spurs great business cooperation opportunities between my friend from China and myself. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more understanding, more patient, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Saturday, October 1, 2011

2nd October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great day yesterday. Honestly, I am still missing Battambang. Can't believe time flies so fast.

As always, I pray for everything great. I pray for all my loved ones, family and friends. I pray for everything to go smoothly as planned and to fall perfectly in place as planned. I pray for my husband and I to get the big breaks we both deserve.

I pray that the project with M&A goes perfectly well and that everything goes smoothly as planned. I pray that the success of the project spurs great business growth and expansion plans as well as cooperation plans between me and my friend from China.

Thank you.

Eileen