31st December 2014 - 1st January 2015 - Additional

Dear LB & GY,

I just want to say that I am really thankful for 2014 which had thrown me into lots of new things and experiences. A lot of learnings and I'm blessed to be given the opportunities.

I pray for a blessed 2015, for my family, loved ones, the children and all. May the year be filled with joy, kindness, love and great experiences for all.

I pray too for your continued guidance in seeing that I am committed to being a better person. Please guide me.

Thank You once again for a great year. I look forward to the new one!

Eileen 

31st December 2014 - 6th January 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am grateful for your blessings that yesterday's event went on without much of a hitch. Thank You.

I am a little displeased with myself of late. I was blaming it on my PMS, and I think perhaps, I need a few moments to myself  to properly reflect on my terrible behaviour of late. I want to win, I want to have the last say, I want things to go according to my plans, I'm frustrated and irritated with things and with people.

More so than ever, LB & GY, I need your guidance. I do not want to spiral down this road. I don't think I am feeling ungrateful or I'm complaining about my life. I just find that I am so impatient and so uninspiring.

I am really grateful and thankful for a life that has treated me and my family well. We are very blessed indeed. I am thankful for all the great things in my life. I have so much love and support, what more can I ask for?

I just pray for your blessings and guidance to help me find peace with the decisions I make, find courage and strength and tenacity in carrying out the decisions I make and find the wisdom to make the right decisions.

So, LB & GY, please do bless me with your guidance and reminders.

Thank You

Eileen 

23rd December 2014 - 30th December 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I think it's just my PMS....... am I feeling tired? With the kids? With the project? I don't know what to do actually. As in, what decision I need to make...... or should make. Wow. Please guide me to do the right thing, with the right heart and the right thoughts. Thank You.

I pray also that you bless my grandma with a speedy recovery and that she lives a long and prosperous life. I pray that she is filled with joy everyday. Thank You.

I pray that all of my family, my loved ones, my friends and all the children and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray that the year will end on a positive note for everyone. I pray that you bless those who need with strength and courage to keep fighting and stay positive. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with wisdom, courage, tenacity, strength and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions and staying true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay positive, be at peace and calm, stay focused and have unwavering faith. Thank You.

Lastly, I pray also that 2015 is a great and awesome year for all.

Thank You!

Eileen 

16th December 2014 - 22nd December 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I pray and I pray from the bottom of my heart, for your blessings in keeping all my family, my loved ones and all the children safe, sound and healthy and bless them with long and prosperous lives. Please Mr. B. I live in fear of losing them. I am not ready to face it. Please. Thank You.

I pray also for your blessings and guidance in reaching out to those who need it, those who need courage and sunshine to face yet another day. May they find the strength to stay positive and fight on for better days. Thank You.

I pray for your blessings in reaching out to the old who are still working hard to earn a living. May they find peace, happiness and prosperity in a life that is free from pain and heartaches. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance to help me become a better person - kind, compassionate, one who thinks right, does right and feels right always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with strength, courage, tenacity and wisdom to do what is right and what is needed. Thank You.

I am utmostly thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful for a life worth sharing and caring and loving. I am thankful that my prayers are always heard and answered. I am a lucky and blessed child indeed.

Thank You

Eileen 

9th December 2014 - 15th December 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm blessed, so blessed for a life that has really treated all my loved ones very well. Thank You for that.

I pray for your blessings in keeping all my loved ones safe, sound and healthy and bless them with long and prosperous lives too. Thank You. I pray that they are always happy and their journey always be full of great things and joy. Thank You.

I pray that my grandma recovers speedily and will be in her fiesty self to celebrate our next CNY together. I pray for your blessings in blessing her with a long and prosperous life full of happiness and joy. Thank You.

I pray that this journey with the kids will be smooth sailing always and I pray for your blessings and guidance to grant all of us with courage, wisdom, tenacity and strength in facing the challenges ahead. Thank You.

I pray for all the people going through a tough time now and may your blessings guide them with the strength and courage to stay positive and thrive during these times. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous guidance in helping me become a better person - right mind, right heart and right actions. Please do guide me. Thank You.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank You

Eileen

p/s : I do have something on my mind - it almost feels as if I don't have as much compassion as I did when I first started living here in Myanmar. Have I finished discovering much of good things? I miss that the donation box is left outdoors and now, it is no longer left out there. Please guide me in finding the positive side of Myanmar again. Thank You. 

2nd December 2014 - 8th December 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

Wow, I totally forgot one day of my prayers.
I am not sure how to view this, but I do remember every morning to say my prayers....... but I always have some excuse - time, do not want to open the door, mostly, it's just lazy. I'm sorry for that. I should be more mindful.

I would like to say Thank You for the blessings you have showered me with as well as my loved ones. Thank You for a life that has treated all of us really well. Thank You and Thank You. I am so thankful and so blessed.

I pray that my grandma recovers speedily. I pray that she is always happy and positive. I pray that she is safe, sound and healthy and that she lives a long and prosperous life. I pray too that my family, loved ones, my husband, my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives too. I pray also that they are always happy. Thank You.

I pray for the old men and old women peddling the streets here. I hope they are always well. I haven't bought flowers for a long time now. I should buy some tomorrow. It's getting cold for the old lady. Please bless them all.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank You

Eileen