Wednesday, August 31, 2011

1st September 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I do not know what came over me last night. I guess, I was just disappointed. There are things that I cannot understand and by right, I think I should understand. But I'm in a "low mood" mode since I've gotten back from China and that shouldn't be the case. I will dig deep and take myself out of this funk. Simply because, I have so many things to be grateful and thankful for that I should be happy. I guess, I just miss China and perhaps, I miss my friend.

Thank you for listening to me and answering my prayers too. Thank you for blessing me and my loved ones, family and friends with a life that has treated all of us very well. Thank you for so much love being showered at me and so many opportunities and great experiences. Thank you for a life that is great indeed. I am blessed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones and all my friends - to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live a long and prosperous life. I pray that they are always happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be happy, comfortable and strong and I pray that the family remains strong by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continue to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth and career advancement within this month. Please give him your blessings and guide him with the clarity to find renewed passion and be reinspired to chase down his dreams. I pray that he is happy and finds a fulfilling career path. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the projects for M&A after today's meeting. I pray that this will lead to a great jv and partnership with my friend in China too. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally to achieve our goals. I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up healthy, wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they experience all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain the clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decision for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your guidance and blessings in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for all humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

31st August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am back from my China trip, safe and sound. I am thankful, so thankful for such a great eye-opening trip. I am thankful too for catching up with my friend and renewing the friendship. I think with it being my birthday and all and missing the holiday, I'm a mixed bag of emotions today. I feel like I miss China. I am not so sure why.

It seems an opportunity might open itself up to me to move over to China instead and I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me gain the clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decision for my business. Thank you.

I am truly grateful for a great experience in China over the last few days. And certainly very grateful too that I met nice strangers, nice people. I'm thankful. I'm thankful for a life that has treated me well, that has treated my family, loved ones and friends well too. I am surrounded by nice people and I am constantly enveloped in so much love. I am blessed. And lucky. Thank you for a life that is great.

Today, I start again, with my prayers for my family - both immediate and extended - and all my loved ones and friends - to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray for my husband's career to continue sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities coming his way. I pray that he finds renewed passion and is reinspired to fight the good fight. I pray that he is happy and finds a fulfilling career path in which he enjoys. I pray for him, LB & GY. Please show him kindness and blessings as well as guidance. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and I pray that all of the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that I win all the major projects that we are proposing and for the wedding, I pray that I will win the job for M&A too. I need to find and see some hope. I pray too for the opportunity to work with my friend. I am sure this will work out well and we will form a successful and formidable partnership, with your blessings and guidance always. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally to achieve our goals. I pray too that we reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more understanding, more patient, more inspiring, one who thinks good, feels good and does good always. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and keep the faith always. Please show me kindness and hope for I need these to hold on to sometimes. I promise to strive to be strong and be positive but I pray for your guidance and blessings still. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

25th August - 30th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Please excuse me for doing my advance prayers again in view of my travel plans tomorrow. First of all, thank you for blessing me with this trip. I hope to see new things and discover new opportunities. With your blessings, I will. Thank you.

I've been feeling in a funk the past couple of days and I hope it is really just PMS because I do not wish to spiral back into despair and hopelessness. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me be strong and keep the faith and to stay positive and see everything from the positive side. It gets a bit tiring when I almost feel like my situation hasn't changed by much. I need something to hold on to. I need to be stronger. With your blessings and guidance, I shall.

I am sincerely, still thankful for a life that has treated me and my family, my husband, my loved ones and friends well. I am thankful and grateful for the love that surrounds me and the many opportunities and great experiences. I know I have been lucky and blessed in more ways than one. For that, I am thankful and grateful.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended - to be safe, sound and healthy always and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures all the times. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be strong, comfortable and happy and I pray that the family remains strong and well by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continue to sail smoothly for him. I pray with all of my heart that he finds happiness, finds renewed inspiration and passion that enables him to chase down his dreams and find and see the opportunities lying in wait for him. With your blessings, I hope you give him your guidance to let him see and let him feel the magic of positive-thinking too. I do want him to be happy. I pray for him to find career advancement and financial rewards as well as being able to do something he loves and to find fulfillment. Please guide him to see and find clarity and wisdom. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year. I pray always, always, for that big break for myself and for all of my partners who are working very hard everyday. I pray that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that all the clients that come to us are the nicest of all. I do pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me deal with some clients who may be more difficult than others. I know that for things to change, I must change first. I pray to win the projects for Oct 15th, Dec 26th and January 9th consecutively. I need this break. Please. I do pray hard. Please grant me this. I will work hard too. I pray also for all the different partners that I work with to continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving the big picture and our goals and I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up to be well, healthy and wonderfully inspiring people. I pray that they lead a life that is full of great moments and adventures. I pray that I find the way to give them all a better future too. I pray you will bless and guide me here. Thank you.

I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more inspiring. I pray for your guidance and blessing in helping me think good thoughts and not think of negative responses and negative things about people. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me feel positive and feel good. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me do good deeds. I pray for your blessings in guiding me to find clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours and above all, awareness of my actions and reactions before I make these decisions or take an action. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me keep the faith always. Thank you.

I do pray for the world to be a better place for all and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday too.

Thank you.

And thank you in advance for a great and safe trip to China.

Eileen

24th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am still in a bit of a funk. I need to get out this.
I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me re-discover my positivity. Back when I first read The Secret and the Laws of Attraction. I need that. I need to look forward, stay focused and keep the faith.

As I had prayed yesterday, I pray the same today. I pray for all good things in life for myself and my family and all my friends and loved ones and all my partners too. I want and I pray that all of us get that big break we have been struggling and waiting for. I'll be honest, I need a change of my situation. I still don't know what to do or what I can do. Maybe I do know. But I am not seeing clarity or wisdom. LB & GY, please guide me and bless me with the clarity and wisdom to know what I want to do and to do it and strive after it. Thank you.

It's really not that I am not thankful. I am thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I know am lucky and blessed in more ways than one. Many ways. But I cannot compare my life to others. Of course, I wish I could help others too. Those who need it. But again, grant me the wisdom to know how. I do not wish to be a selfish person either. I know life is great and I have many opportunities, much love and a great many experiences. I am thankful for all these. I am. Sincerely, I am. But I need to know, I need a sign to let me know that my situation is not despairing. I need something to hold on to, to keep the faith. Maybe I am weak. If so, I pray to be stronger. I pray to feel good and feel positive. Please bless me.

I pray sincerely everyday for all the same things for my family, for my husband, for my loved ones, for those in need and for my friends. Please bless all of us.

Thank you.

Eileen

Monday, August 22, 2011

23rd August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I feel down today. I do blame it on my PMS. But I'm so afraid of spiralling into a throe of negativities again. I remember a time where PMS had little affect on me after I started praying. I just feel like my situation is not looking so hopeful. I've been praying so hard everyday, wishing for that big break. But it just never comes. And we're into August already. I am just tired. I don't know what to do. I do try very hard to keep the faith that my prayers are heard and answered always. I try to look on all the positive side of things. I don't know what to do, really. Please guide me. Please.

I just pray for that big break and that everything will work out smoothly and perfectly. For me. For my husband. For all of my family and loved ones. For all my partners. I don't want it to feel like it is a despairing situation and I don't want any of us to be frustrated. I want us to be happy. I pray very hard for this. I hope you hear my prayers. I hope you will grant me your blessings and your guidance.

I need to stay positive and think positive and I need to keep the faith. It is a bit tiring sometimes. Some days. I try. I do try. I am not sure if these are lessons in my faith, my patience.... but I need something stronger to hold on to. I do. I really do. I am trying and learning to be strong too. But, I'm afraid.

I know I am lucky and blessed in more ways than one. In life, we cannot compare, but I think I've been having it a lot better than some. I am grateful. I am. I honestly am. See? I even get to travel to China. But please, LB & GY, I need to get out of this situation of a repeated cycle of nothing happening. I cannot keep working for no money. I cannot. I want to be generous in life. I do. I know money isn't everything but it is for some reason important. I dunno. Please guide me to gain clarity and wisdom.

Please, LB & GY. I pray today for that big break for all of us who needs it. Please bless me and please bless us. Give me a sign that my prayers have been heard.

Thank you.

Eileen

Sunday, August 21, 2011

22nd August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am fairly certain that I am having my PMS since I seem to get irritated quite easily. Well, it's still under control actually. But at least I am more conscious and aware of it. I had a good training this morning. The 20km run was good. Not the best timing but at least I made it.

I've been praying very hard for the project with IS to close smoothly. I know at the current moment, there seem to be some setback. But I believe all is not lost and I pray hard that my prayers are heard and answered. With your blessings, everything will go ahead as planned. Thank you.

I give thanks to a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. I know sometimes I struggle to keep the faith, but I am learning. With your blessings, I shall learn more. I am thankful for all the love and opportunities in my life. Life is great indeed and I am grateful.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended - for them to be save, sound and healthy always and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that Nick's mom is happy, comfortable and strong and I pray that the family remains well and strong by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds renewed inspiration and renewed passion for his career and for life and I pray for all great opportunities to knock on his door to spur him to greater heights and happiness. I pray that he finds financial growth and a rewarding career path very soon too. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and I pray that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray again for the project with IS to come to fruition. I pray hard. I pray too for all the different partners that I work with to continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally. I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I pray that they grow up to be healthy, wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you. I pray that Tola is fine and alright too.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good, and feels good always. I pray too for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday too.

Thank you.

Eileen

Saturday, August 20, 2011

21st August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Again, I'd like to keep my prayer short today.

As always, I am thankful for all the good things in life and a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful and grateful for so much love and opportunities surrounding me and my loved ones always. I know I am a lucky and blessed child and I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. Thank you.

I always pray for all good things for myself, my family and my loved ones. I pray for the same, sincerely everyday from my heart. I wish nothing but good things for all. I hope they all have great lives too.

Today, I pray extra - that the project with IS is a success and we close the deal. I pray that it be our big break needed to break into this market. Please grant me this. Please grant us this. Thank you.

I also pray that my husband is re-inspired and finds renewed passion with his career and that he finds financial rewards and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere in a rewarding career. Please, LB & GY. Thank you.

Eileen

Friday, August 19, 2011

20th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I have one special prayer.

But before that, you know I am always grateful to a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I know I am a lucky and blessed child and I am grateful and thankful that my prayers are always answered too. I am thankful that I have so much love and opportunities and great moments. Life is great indeed. Thank you for blessing me and my loved ones.

Everyday, I pray for the same things, sincerely, with all my heart. I wish it.

Today, I pray that the project for IS comes to fruition and the clients are hugely impressed by it. I pray that this be our big break for breaking into this market. I pray that we close the deal and everything goes perfectly as planned and implemented smoothly and executed beautifully. I pray. And pray. And I pray too that this time, I'm working with someone ethical and trustworthy - IS.

Thank you, LB & GY

Eileen

Thursday, August 18, 2011

19th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm surprised I managed to push myself a little for the swim. Overall, I am tired. I think it is about that time of the month. I had some negative thoughts. I mean, it's not negative thoughts, just negative drama that I always envision. I'm sure you know what I mean. But I have consciously dispelled those thoughts. With your blessings, I will and can only become better.

I am thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for so much love and so many opportunities in my life and so many great experiences. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Thank you for answering my prayers and blessing me and all my loved ones too. Life is great indeed. I trust and have faith that it will only get better. Thank you.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended - for them to be safe, sound and healthy always and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are happy always and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be happy, comfortable and strong and I pray that her family remains strong by her side and well too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him. I pray that he finds happiness and I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he is freed of frustrations and he is re-inspired and finds renewed faith and passion. I pray that many oppportunities come his way and that with your guidance, he will ride on the right ones and find financial growth, career advancement and fulfillment. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the project for IS and that it jump-starts the new business venture for me and my partners here in Cambodia. I pray that MR will find the big break we need and that we will all start getting paid again. I pray for this. Hard. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally as a team towards our goals. I pray also that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and they are well and healthy always. I pray that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more understanding, more patient, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours and I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

18th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Well, despite a bit of tiredness, I did have a good swim session today. I'm pleased. Faster would be better. With your blessings, I will improve :)

I'm thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful and blessed and I know I am a lucky child. I am also thankful for all the abundances of good things, great things in my life as well as for my loved ones too. Life is great indeed. Thank you.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended - to be safe, sound and healthy always and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that Nick's mom is comfortable, happy and strong and that the family remains strong and well by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career sails smoothly for him continuously and that he finds fulfillment and renewed inspiration and passion. I pray for your guidance in helping him gain clarity to discover the opportunities lying ahead for him and I pray that he finds financial growth and career advancement very soon. Please help him and bless him. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the project for IS and that this jump-starts a new financially rewarding business venture for me and my partners. I pray also that all of the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards the big picture goals. I pray too that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray that they have good health too. I also pray for your guidance in helping me help these kids as much as I can. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always with lots of positive thoughts. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain the clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours and I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

17th August 2011 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

You have once again showed me signs that you are listening to my prayers and answering them. I am grateful. Truly grateful for that. I know great things are coming my way. Thank you.

Eileen

17th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I wonder what my dream of snake is all about yesterday. Are you trying to tell me something? I'd like to see it from a positive point of view since the snake was actually destroyed at the end - by my Dad :)
I would like to start praying my usual prayers again. To be honest, I feel a little insecured when I do not do my full prayers. Should it be this way? Please guide me. Thank you. I also thank you for answering my prayers in letting me go to China. I pray for a blessed and safe trip too. Thank you.

I am thankful for everything that is good in my life and I am thankful for all of my prayers being answered. I am thankful and grateful that life has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for so much love in my life and so many opportunities that come my way. Life is great indeed. Thank you.

I pray as always, for my family - both immediate and extended - for them to be safe, sound and healthy always and I pray that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be comfortable, happy and strong and I pray that the family remains strong by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband continues to sail smoothly for him. I pray for your guidance to guide him, to find clarity and to be re-inspired and regain his passion. I pray that he finds financial rewards and great opportunities lying in wait for him. Please guide him. I wish for him to be happy. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue to flourish financially and grow successfully within the year and that all individual projects under each business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we continue winning new businesses and new projects and everything goes smoothly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working together cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I pray that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good, feels good always and I pray for your guidance in helping me dispel negative thoughts from my mind too. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours and I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

Monday, August 15, 2011

16th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

To be honest with you, I want to pray. I do pray sincerely. But I feel almost as if my prayers are boring. I'm not sure if boring is the right word to use. I pray for the same things everyday. Is this what it takes to keep faith? Does changing my prayers change things? Or should I just pray on what I feel everyday?

I am thankful. I continue to be honestly thankful and grateful to a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I know I am a lucky and blessed child in more ways than one. I cannot compare my life to those who are better or those who are worse. I just know that my life is good and with your blessings, it will get better. The same for all my loved ones. I am thankful for my prayers being answered.

I pray for the same thing again, the same prayers that I have been praying for the last 8 months. For my family, for my husband, for myself, for my loved ones and for all the people in the world. I only pray for good things for all of us. Thank you.

Yesterday, I prayed for your blessings and guidance for my husband. I pray hard again today for this. I want him to be happy. Please guide him and bless him. I know he deserves a break too. A big break. I pray that it is granted to him. Thank you.

I continue to pray to be a good person too, in more ways than one and everyday, I find myself constantly reminding myself to be one. With your blessings and guidance, I continue to improve. Thank you.

I pray that everything goes smoothly and perfectly too. Thank you.

Please give me a sign if I am praying correctly.

Thank you.

Eileen

Sunday, August 14, 2011

15th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I pray for my husband.

I've been praying so hard for him to be happy, but he is not just very unhappy, he is also frustrated with his work and career. Please guide him to find his clarity. I will be supportive by his side.

I don't know what else I can do. I want him to be happy and excited and passionate. Please, LB & GY, please bless him and please answer my prayers for this.

I don't want to see him cry in frustration. It breaks my heart.

I pray that he is happy and he finds financial rewards and career advancement and opportunities lying in wait for him.

Thank you.

Eileen

Saturday, August 13, 2011

14th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I wish for a good run today. I haven't had a good Sunday run in a long while. With your blessings, I will.

I know that I am a lucky and blessed child and I know life has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all of my prayers being answered and grateful for all the love and opportunities I have in the world. I have, and I would like to give too. I can't help thinking that I do very little for the children at the orphanage. I think about their future too. With your blessings, I would be able to help them. I am thankful for a life that is great.

My prayers remain the same everyday - for my family, for my loved ones, for my friends, for all the people in the world who needs love and care and for myself. I wish nothing but good things for everyone and that everything goes smoothly, perfectly as planned for all. I wish for good things, great things for all of us and may we get whatever we wish for. I pray for my big break, LB & GY.

I also pray to be a better person. I wish to be a good person, in more ways than one. With your blessings and guidance, I will be.

Thank you.

Eileen

Friday, August 12, 2011

13th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I had a good sleep. Thank you.

As always, I am thankful to everything that is good in my life and I am grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I know that I am lucky and blessed and I am thankful too for all my prayers being answered. Life is great indeed.

I continue praying for everything that is good and great for both myself, my family, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need. I wish nothing but the best for all of us and that everything goes smoothly for all of us and that our lives are filled with joy, laughter and love. And also that we will all get our big breaks soon. Thank you.

I also pray and wish to be a good person in more ways than one and with your blessings and guidance, I will become a good person. I endeavour to be one - who keeps faith, who thinks good, does good and feels good too. Thank you.

I know I have been keeping my prayers simple lately. But my prayers are always the same because as I have said before, these are areas that are important to me - my family, my loved ones, my career and business, and to all the people in the world who needs it.

Thank you.

Eileen

Thursday, August 11, 2011

12th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

The lack of sleep yesterday has rendered me really tired today. I feel a little light-headed in fact. But like everyday, I pray that with your blessings, more good things come my way.

I don't know if it is the lack of sleep or fatigue, but I'm not feeling so perky or excited or inspired. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused and keep the faith.

I do know that I am a lucky and blessed child and that life has treated me and my loved one very well. I am thankful and I am grateful. I am grateful for all my prayers being answered. And thankful for all the love and opportunities too. Life is great indeed.

I pray for all things good for myself and for my beloved family and for all of my loved ones and friends and I also pray for those who are in need. I wish for nothing but the best for all of them and if it is within my powers, I will help them. With your blessings, I will be able to provide for all of them.
Thank you.

I continue praying for your guidance as I wish to be a good person, in more ways than one. I want to dispel all negative thoughts and energies and actions. I need to learn to let go and stop being calculative as well. "All that we are is a result of what we have thought". I endeavour to keep that in mind. Thank you for the blessings and guidance.

I pray for all things to go smoothly for myself and for my family and for all my loved ones and friends. I pray that we shall reap the rewards of all the planned things coming to fruition. Thank you.

Eileen

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

11th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I feel it - you have heard my prayers yesterday and I have been given signs. I think the sudden influx of ideas and plans to be made is a sure sign. With your blessings, all these ideas and plans will come to full rewarding fruition. And seeing the double rainbow today has renewed my faith. No, I think "renew" is the wrong word to use. I think the word I am searching for is "strengthen". Yes, seeing the double rainbow today has strengthened my faith and I am thankful.

With your blessings, all things will go as planned and all will bear rewarding fruits for me. Thank you.

I am still thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all the love and opportunities and all the great experiences that I have. Truly, I am lucky and blessed. Life is great indeed.

I pray everyday and I repeat my prayers. Whilst at times, it is because it is the easiest for me to make sure I've got it all covered, it is also because these prayers are what is most important to me. Especially for my family and loved ones. I hope my prayers continue to be heard and answered for them, for myself and for all of my loved ones and friends too.

I do also pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a good person, a  better person in more ways than one. I sincerely wish to be. I wish to dispel all negative and bad thoughts, not just about life but about myself, about people around me and about things I don't know about either. I think yesterday evening was a challenge. To have someone cursing at me when it wasn't even my fault to begin with. But I think I held myself together - although, I was fuming after a while. BUT, I think, I wasn't fuming as much as I thought I would and I didn't think I would've held my tongue for more than that. It's like I have a constant reminder in myself, to act bigger and more magnanimously. Thank you for your guidance and blessings.

Thank you for all things good that continue coming my way and that of my loved ones too. And also for all the people in the world who need a some kindness in their lives.

Eileen

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

10th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am keeping faith.
But at this point, I am getting bored.
I feel like I am not doing enough and I am afraid of falling into a rut.

It's a very weird feeling for me.
I feel like I need to do more and be out there and get up and go and all that jazz.
And I want to be excited - I remember just a month ago, when all things were happening in a week and I was drained, but I was excited.

I know I see results and I am thankful. My prayers are answered.
Really thankful.
But I want to do more. I need to do more.

Please guide me and please bless me.
I pray for that today.

Thank you.

Eileen

Monday, August 8, 2011

9th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for yet another great training day this morning. And I pray for a great work day too. Thank you!

Life is good to me and I am grateful for that. Grateful and thankful for a blessed life and all my prayers being answers not just for me but for all of my loved ones too. I am thankful for all the love I have, all the opportunities I have and the ability to do good with these. I know I am a lucky child. Life is great indeed. Thank you.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended - to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that they enjoy all of life's precious moments and experience all of life's greatest pleasures too. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be happy, comfortable and strong and I pray that her family remains strong and well by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continue to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and lots of great opportunities out there waiting for him, both within country and beyond. I pray that all the projects he manages are huge successes and that he is recognized for his talents, skills, creativity, passion, loyalty and experiences. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the projects for M&L, IS as well as AW. I pray too that the TM deal for Cambodia & Vietnam closes smoothly. I continue praying for the big break which I need. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally towards our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they are always healthy and safe. I pray that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours and I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm always and keep the faith too. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday. I wish to meet all of these kind-hearted souls too.

Thank you.

Eileen

Sunday, August 7, 2011

8th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great training session this morning. I think I had not bad a run. Could've done faster, but I'll take it. 2 hours non-stop is good :)

I continue to be grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful that all my prayers are answered and I have so much love, opportunities and great experiences in life. I know I am a lucky and blessed child and I know life is great. Thank you.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended to always be safe, sound and healthy and I pray that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be healthy, comfortable and strong and I pray that the family remains strong and well by her side. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and lots of great opportunities to propel him forwards and upwards within this month, in country or beyond. I pray too that all the projects he manages are huge successes and that he is recognized for his talents, skills, creativity, loyalty, passion and experiences. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and I pray that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray too that we win the projects for M&L, for IS and also for AW to further boosts our business. I pray that the TM deal for both Cambodia and Vietnam closes smoothly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue to work cohesively together as a team and that we support one another unconditionally towards our goals. I also pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all are safe and healthy and strong. I pray that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good all the time. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours and I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and that humankind are kinder and more compassionate each and everyday. I wish to meet all of these kind-hearted souls too.

Thank you.

Eileen

Saturday, August 6, 2011

7th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I am going to make my prayer short. As you would know, I pray for the same stuff everyday. And sometimes, I question my faith. But with your blessings and guidance, I shall keep the faith and it will burn stronger than ever. I had a bizzare strange feeling yesterday when I went out after a long while of staying cooped up in the house and not mingling with people. I was a little shocked and felt out-of-place when I enter a place that was overly crowded and packed. I think life has hit a bit of a boring routine for me and I need to keep the faith not to fall into a rut. With your blessings and guidance, I will keep the faith.

I am always thankful and I know it in my heart that I am lucky and blessed in many ways. More often, seeing the world around me reminds me of that. I am grateful and thankful. On behalf of all my loved ones, I am thankful too for a life that has treated all of us very well. Thank you.

I pray and wish for all the good things in the world, not just for myself, but for all of my loved ones and for all the people who need it too. I wish that they have all the joys, happiness, love and that they are all healthy and live long and prosperous lives. Specially for myself and my husband, I hope we both catch our big breaks soon and lead a better life. Also to lead a life that we can constantly help the less fortunate. That is my wish indeed. I pray and wish we flourish financially and everything goes smoothly and successfully for us. I pray always for your blessings on my wishes. Thank you.

I pray too, to be a good person in more ways than one. With good thoughts, good deeds and good feelings. With your blessings and guidance, I will. Thank you.

Eileen

Friday, August 5, 2011

6th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am still wondering how come I haven't been able to sleep well. I wake up too early. What's going on? But it's still ok as long as I'm in good shape, it's all good. I know you are looking out for me. Thank you.

I am also grateful and thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I know I am a lucky girl and a blessed one too because all of my prayers are always answered and life has many great things coming my way. I am thankful for there being so much love in my life and so much love that I have to give too. Life is great indeed. Thank you.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended - for them to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy too and enjoy all of life's best moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be healthy, comfortable and strong and I pray that the family remains strong by her side and well too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancements and lots of great opportunities waiting for him whether in country or beyond. I pray that all the projects he manages are huge successes and that he is recognized for his talents, skills, creativity, passion and experiences. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we close the deal with M&L and IS because we need the jobs and we will do it very well. I pray also that we close the TM deal smoothly and that we also close the CBL deal smoothly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue to work cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards our goals. I pray too that we reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I pray that they are always healthy and well. I pray that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours and I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and that humankind grow kinder and more compassionate everyday. I wish to meet all of these kind-hearted souls too.

Thank you.

Eileen

Thursday, August 4, 2011

5th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

This week seemed to have passed by rather quickly. Because it is a Friday, I feel good. But I seem to feel like I haven't achieved very much for the past one week. I need more. With your blessings, I will.

I am thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all of my prayers being answered, not just for myself but for my loved ones too. I am thankful for all the love that I have and all the love that I can give. I know I am a blessed and lucky child. Life is great indeed. Thank you.

I pray as always - for my family - both immediate and extended - to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be comfortable, happy and strong and I pray that the family remains strong by her side too and well. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities whether in country or beyond. I pray that all the projects he manages are huge successes and that he is recognized for his talents, skills, creativity, passion, loyalty and experiences. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and I pray that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the projects for M&L, IS and as well as the CBL projects. I also pray that the TM deal closes smoothly for both Vietnam and Cambodia. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue to work cohesively and support one another unconditionally as a team towards our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people, always healthy and always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I also pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decision for all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday. I wish to meet all of these kind-hearted souls too.

Thank you.

Eileen

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

4th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I know I've been feeling rather lazy with my work and have been trying to get inspiration for my blog-writing too. With your blessings and guidance, this phase will pass. I wish I get to go to China too for the bridal summit.

I do know that I am a lucky and blessed child and I am thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all of my prayers answered for myself and for my loved ones and I am grateful for all the love I have and all the love I can give. I am grateful for the opportunities in my life too. Life is great and I am thankful for that.

I pray as always, for my family - both immediate and extended, to be safe, sound and healthy always and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be safe, strong and healthy and I pray that the family remains strong by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to be smooth sailing for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and golden opportunities coming his way - whether in country or beyond. I pray that all the projects he manages and oversees are huge successes and that he is recognized for his talents, skills, creativity, passion, loyalty and experiences. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the project for M&L - please let me get this job, I pray. I pray too that the TM deal closes smoothly and that we also win the project for IS. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they stay healthy and strong. I pray that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday. I wish to meet all of these kind-hearted souls too.

Thank you.

Eileen

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

3rd August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I just realized today that whenever I am 'flying' in my head, more often than not, my thoughts are rather negative. It is always about how I would retort something negative that is work-related. It just dawned on me that I have this peculiar negative habit. This is something I need to change because I've been praying for your blessings and guidance in helping me fill my mind with good thoughts always. With your blessings, I will.

I am of course, always thankful for a life that has treated me and all my loved ones well. I am thankful for so much love and opportunities in my life and thankful for all the good things in my life. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed. Thank you.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that Nick's mom is happy, comfortable and strong and that the family remains strong by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and lots of advancement and growth opportunities - whether in country or beyond. I pray that all the projects which he manages are huge successes and that he is recognized for his talents, skills, creativity, passion, loyalty and experiences. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the project for M&L and also the new deal with IS. I pray also that the TM deal for both Cambodia and Vietnam closes smoothly and we all enjoy our profits together. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue to work cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and I pray too that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they are well and healthy always. I pray that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings to help me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more inspiring, more understanding, one who thinks good, feels good and does good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours and I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday. I wish to meet all of these kind-hearted souls too.

Thank you.

Eileen

Monday, August 1, 2011

2nd August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today's training can be considered not bad, I think. I enjoy the rain - but not when I am outdoors. Although, I am thankful for being safe.

I am also thankful for a life that has been good to me and my loved ones. I am thankful for all the love that I can have and all the love I can give. I am thankful for all of my prayers being answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended - to always be safe, sound and healthy. I pray that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always too. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be safe, happy, comfortable and strong and I pray that her family remains strong by her side. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and opportunities to expand - whether in country or beyond, within this month. I pray that all the projects he oversees are great successes and that he is recognized for his creativity, skills, talents, intelligence, passion and experience. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the projects for M&L and that the TM deal closes smoothly too for both Cambodia and Vietnam. I also pray that all the different partners I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards our goals and I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday. I wish to meet these kind-hearted souls everywhere I go.

Thank you.

Eileen