31st December 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

On this last day of the year, I would like to say my prayer of Thanks.

Thank You for a blessed year filled with abundance of great adventures and awesome experiences. I'm truly a blessednchild. I have no want. I'm just thankful that I have. I can't possibly ask for more. Thank You.

Moving forwards, I would like to pray for your blessings and guidance to live my life with this in mind :

"When you get, give.
When you learn, teach."

I'm looking forward to 2016.
Please continue keeping my family and loved ones safe, sound and healthy.

Thank You!!

Eileen 

24th December 2015 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

Just want to say a prayer of thanks. Thank You for letting my Mom & Dad have an enjoyable trip in Yangon.

Thank You, Thank You, Thank You.

I am truly blessed indeed. Thank You for blessing me and my loved ones with a life that treats us very well. More than well.

Thank You

Eileen 

16th December 2015 - 30th December 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

OMG. Thank You Thank You and Thank You. I cannot say Thank You enough for the great trip to Korea! I never imagined! So, thank you. I am so blessed. Really, really blessed.

And this weekend, my parents are coming so I'm really excited. Please bless them with a really happy and awesome and safe trip. Thank You.

Wow. I'm really the blessed of the blessed. Thank You. Thank You.

As always, I would like to pray for my family. I pray that all of my family - both immediate and extended, my mom, my dad, my grandma, my husband, all my loved ones, the children and my friends are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with clarity, wisdom,courage and strength in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance in helping me stay positive, be at peace and calm, stay focused and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I would like to say a special prayer for the homeless people I saw in Korea. May they find shelter from the cold. May they find someone to care. If given the opportunity, I would do my part for them.

Thank You

Eileen 

1st December 2015 - 15th December 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I've been really under-praying. But I'm always, always, always thankful for everything that I have. I have absolutely no complains, no wants. Yes, I do have wants but that is more based out of greed rather than need.

I am thankful and feel very blessed that my family and loved ones are blessed with a great and blessed life.

I pray as always, that my family - both immediate and extended, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my friends and the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey smooth-sailing. Thank You.

I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in granting me with courage, wisdom and strength in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have tenacity and unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I say a prayer to all those working hard on the streets to earn a living. I pray that they all have a great day today and that spurs them on positively.

Thank You

Eileen 

10th November 2015 - 30th November 2015

Dearest LB and GY,

 

I think I'm losing a little of the lustre at work and I need to stay calm and I'm praying for your guidance here. Have I become a nasty has-been? No. Please guide me. I don't have to win all the time. Patience. I need patience, understanding and compassion. Please guide me. Thank you.

 

As always, I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my loved ones, friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journey is always smooth and filled with happiness. Thank you.

 

With regards to the children, please also guide me to make the best and rightest decision. If I asked honestly, I have compassion. I just don't know why I'm being rubbed all the wrong way these days. Please where is Eileen? Please guide me LB & GY. Please. She's there. I know it. Please guide me. Thank You.

 

I haven't been working really hard for my test this weekend. Please, please, please bless me with a pass. Let me know that I have the option to change my career path. Please, Mr. B.

 

I pray also for all the old ladies and old men out there, trying to make a decent living. Maybe these are people I want to give a little kindness to. Let me see them tomorrow. I'll help them.

 

Thank You

 

Eileen 

31st October 2015 - 9th November 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

 

I know I have so much to be thankful for. Just for today's energy to complete my workout, the car I have to take me where I need to go, the lunch I just had which was healthy and awesome. I'm so blessed. Thank You for that.

 

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my friends and the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journeys smooth and filled with love and joy.

 

I pray also for your continuous guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with strength, wisdom, courage and tenacity to make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

 

I say a prayer for all those in times of need at the moment. Please bless them with strength, faith and tenacity to stay positive through it all.

 

Thank You

 

Eileen 

22nd October 2015 - 30th October 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I know I've been very tardy with my prayers. But I'm thankful every single day for all the great things in my life. I am very lucky indeed. Very blessed indeed.

I pray as always, that my family - both immediate and extended, my Grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, all my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and the journey is smooth sailing for them all. Thank You.

I pray as always too, for your blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with clarity, wisdom, tenacity and strength in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray also for all those facing difficult times. I pray that you bless them and guide them and help them with strength and courage. May the light shine for them too.

I am a very lucky girl. Thank You.

Eileen 

21st October 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, like everyday, I pray that my Grandma is well. I miss her. I can't wait to see her again. I didn't make good use of my time with her the last trip. Let me do it again. Please. Thank You.

I pray as always, that my parents, my family, loved ones, my husband and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journeys are always smooth sailing and filled with love and joy. Thank You.

I pray as always, for your guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with tenacity, strength, courage and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray as always for those affected by tragedies to stay strong and find light in the darkness and please bless them with unwavering faith.

Thank You

Eileen 

9th October 2015 - 20th October 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am a really blessed child. I know that and I am truly grateful.

Recently, I feel I'm not doing much in terms of sharing, caring..... I wish to do more. I think maybe I'm a bit jaded with the SA project and I'm worried I will fail. What is the best way to help people? What is the best way to show compassion?

Please guide me. Guide me to share my abundances and my love in positive ways. Thank You.

As always, I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey always smooth sailing. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your blessings in helping me gain wisdom, clarity and strength in making the best and rightest decisions and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I say a prayer to all those affected by tragedies. Please bless them and help them find the light and to stay positive and have unwavering faith.

I say a prayer too for my husband and my travels next week. As always, may it be safe and joyful.

Thank You

Eileen 

1st October 2015 - 8th October 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I had an amazing trip to Hpa An. Thank You for the blessings in abundance. Sometimes, I am afraid that my luck would run out. Please guide me to stay focused, stay positive, have unwavering faith and tenacity always. Thank You.

I don't know if growing older has instilled more fear of losing the people I love. Please guide me to be at peace and calm. Thank You.

I know that I am a lucky, lucky and blessed child. Please guide me to share my abundance and always love and be compassionate. Thank You.

As always, I pray that my family - immediate and extended, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey is smooth sailing always. Thank You.

I pray for the people affected by tragedies. I pray that they find the light in the dark and for them to have unwavering faith too.

Thank You

Eileen 

24th September 2015 - Additional

Dear LB & GY,

Today, I just have one prayer and that is to pray for a safe journey tomorrow to Hpa An.
Thank You for the abundance of opportunities to experience new things, new places, new people and explore the world.

Please guide me to share and to love always.

Thank You
Eileen 

18th September 2015 - 30th September 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank You for another wonderful blessed trip away. I'm counting my blessings and I have an abundance of it. Thank You. I can't be grateful enough at how lucky and blessed I am.

I'm a bit lost with the kids. I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing or the wrong thing. I would appreciate some guidance here. Please. Thank You.

As always, I pray that my family, both immediate and extended, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all the children and all my friends are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray too for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your blessings in granting me strength, wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings too in helping me stay positive, be at peace and calm, stay focused and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I say a prayer for all those going through difficult times. I pray that they find their strength and stay positive.

Aside, I also want to ask for your blessings and guidance as I do really want to help more people. I just am wondering if giving up on the kids is a good idea. I haven't seen them in ages. Please guide me.

Thank You

Eileen 

9th September 2015 - 17th September 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

It's been a whirlwind week. Thank You and Thank You and Thank You for all the blessings. I can't say Thank You enough. I am blessed. I am blessed that all the people I care about are blessed.

Please guide me continuously to find the good, to share the good and to give the good. To love and to have compassion. To be positive and have unwavering faith. Thank You for your blessings and guidance.

I pray as always, that my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their road smooth and filled with love. Thank You.

I would like to say a prayer for all those facing hardships. Please bless them with strength and tenacity and that the light will indeed shine for them once again.

Thank You.

Eileen 

2nd September 2015 - 8th September 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am thankful, so thankful for all the love I am showered with, that I am surrounded by. I am truly a lucky & blessed girl. Thank You for an awesome birthday celebration.

I have so much, so much, so much indeed to be thankful for. I can't be thankful enough, I don't think. It's like living a dream. Thank You for such a blessed journey.

Please as always, I pray that my family, my loved ones, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

Please continue blessing and guiding me to be a better person. To always inspire. To always be compassionate. To always be kind. To always give. To always share. Please guide me and bless me with courage, faith, wisdom, clarity and strength and make the best and rightest decisions. Please guide me and bless me to stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

Please bless those affected by tragedies to stay strong and positive in the wake of darkness. I pray that the light will shine once again for them.

Thank You

Eileen 

26th August 2015 - 1st September 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

On this day, I'm thankful for so many things. I'm thankful for all the love. I'm thankful for all the food. I'm thankful for all the great things. I am thankful for all the small things. I am just thankful. Thank You for a life that has treated me and my loved ones so very well.

Please continue blessing them all - my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my friends, all the children, let them all be safe, sound and healthy and let them live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey is a smooth, smooth one.... Thank You.

I am just thankful. I really am. There's nothing more that I want. I have everything that I need. And so much more. I'm living the dream and I'm so thankful.

Please continue guiding me to be a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more understanding, more patient, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always.

Please let me say a prayer for all those affected by horrendous tragedies - both natural and man-made. Please help them find peace and strength at these times. And help them stay positive.

Thank You

Eileen 

12th August 2015 - 25th August 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I have been tardy. I know, I know. No excuses.

I am thankful for the work opportunities. I really am. It's great and I am not complaining at all.
I am just not sure about the direction for the SA project. Please guide me.

I am still thinking about the awfully wasted trip with my grandma before. I know, I can't do anything about it. I hate it. :(

LB & GY,

Please, I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my Grandma, my Mom, Dad, husband, all my loved ones and friends and the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray for your guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, feels good and do good always. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me gain wisdom and clarity, and strength and courage in all that I do and make the rightest and best decisions and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray for all those affected by tragedies and disasters, to be strong and keep the faith. Please bless them with strength and courage to get through this.

Thank You

Eileen

7th August 2015 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

I am feeling terrible about my behaviour towards my Grandma during my last trip. I don't understand why. Why? I love her to bits and I miss her when I don't see her. What happened? :( Please let me make amends. Please.

I don't get what the hell is my problem. There's something seriously wrong with me. !! :(

Please help guide me to be a better person, all round. Please LB & GY. It's just this issue that is playing back in my head at the moment. It didn't use to be this bad and I wasted time and opportunity to be with her more.

I will see her again soon. Please help me keep her safe and sound and healthy.

Thank You.
Eileen 

23rd July 2015 - 11th August 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm being very, very tardy with my prayers. I'm really sorry.

I don't want to be the type that only prays when something is not going right. Please guide me. Remind me.

I am thankful everyday for everything I have and I get to experience. No complains. I am truly, truly so blessed. So, please continue guiding me to share all of my love, all of my blessings with others from the bottom of my heart. Thank You.

I pray as always, that my family - both immediate and extended, my Grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, my loved ones, all my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journeys filled with love and joy. Thank You.

I pray too for your guidance in helping me help the children I have committed to help. Sometimes, I am at wits' end to guide them. And more often than not, these days, I feel like giving up. Please help me. Please guide me. Thank You.

I pray for all those struggling to make a living, I pray they are blessed with a better life. I pray that they find peace and strength in whatever they do. If I do cross paths with them, I pray that I have the ability to help. Thank You.

Mostly, I am just thankful. So thankful for a blessed life that has treated me and my loved ones very, very well.

Thank You

Eileen 

22nd July 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

With the new move of the Youth Centre, the boys' routine are a little disrupted. I pray, I'm praying really that it is still a smooth sailing journey for them. Please, LB & GY, today, I'm praying for this. That all will be good and well at the new place. I pray that they continue to stay motivated to attain success.

I pray that they find their roads to success. I pray for your guidance in helping me help them find this road.

Please, LB & GY.

Thank You

Eileen 

10th July 2015 - 21st July 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am very thankful everyday for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very, very well. I have no complains and with your guidance, I will continue staying positive and chasing the good. Thank You.

I do feel there's a need for me to do something, something more for the underprivileged group. Children who want to go to school. Children who are being exploited. How can I help more? Please guide me. There must be something I can do.

I say a prayer as always, that my family - my Mom, my Dad, my grandma, my husband, all my loved ones, my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with the strength, courage, wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for myself and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray too for all the people out there who are feeling like there is no sunlight. I pray that you bless their lives and guide them to see it. Guide them to strength and positivity.

Thank You

Eileen 

9th July 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot believe how much I am getting. I will share. I will do something good with this. Please guide me to think of a great idea.

Nevertheless, I think this comes with a whole lot of pressure and responsibility as well. I pray for your guidance in helping me have the strength, tenacity and wisdom to carry it out to my fullest capabilities. Thank You.

I am reeling over this windfall. I am. It is more than what I need and I am so, so, so truly blessed.

Thank You. Thank You and Thank You. I just can't say Thank You enough!

Eileen 

2nd July 2015 - 8th July 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

My life is so awesome, I thank you for that. For blessing me and my loved ones with a life that is good to all of us. Very blessed indeed.

Last week, I saw a little boy selling flowers in the pouring rain. It's..... in my eyes, it's wrong. I grew up in a very, very lucky environment. How can I help people like him? What can I do? Please guide me. I want to help. I want to do everything I can in my powers and ability. So, please guide me.

I pray too for all the old ladies and old men out trying to make a living on the streets. I pray that they get a better life. I pray that someone takes care of them too. Again - what can I do? How can I help? Please guide me.

So, I am thankful for my life. I will not complain about the rain. Nor the sun. Everything's good and I've everything I need and more. So, again, how can I help others? Please guide me.

I pray as always, that my family - my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my loved ones, all my friends, all the children - are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journey is always smooth sailing, filled with love and laughter. Thank You.

I can only keep praying for your guidance in helping me become a better person to help people who need in this world. Please guide me. Thank You.

I pray too for all affected by tragedies - that they find peace and strength and that they find strength within themselves to shine through.

Thank You

Eileen 

25th June 2015 - 1st July 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I have been really, really tardy with my prayers this year. I'm sorry for that. I also don't want to have to pray only when things doesn't look good, you know. But I think prayers help me keep a positive mind.

I am facing more and more fears, at least once a day of losing my loved ones. I don't know my mind keeps going back there. Please guide me. Thank You.

As always, I say my prayers for my family, my mom, my dad, my grandma, my husband, all my loved ones, friends and all the children - please bless them always to be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journeys smooth sailing. Thank You.

I am thankful, very thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the food, clothes, roofs, the great experiences, the love and so much good things in my life. I really have no complains and nothing more I can ask for. I do ask for your guidance to help me be a better person - kinder, more understanding, more patient, more compassionate, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain strength, courage, wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions and staying true to myself. I pray for your guidance in helping me be more compassionate and share my love. Thank You.

Please guide me with the children as well. I need it. Thank You.

Here, I say a prayer for all those who have to slog it out in the rain to earn a living. I shall not complain about the rain. But please bless them with good things too. It's hard for them.

Thank You

Eileen 

12th June 2015 - 24th June 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank You for an awesome trip to Chiang Mai last week. I am so, so, so blessed! There had been a lot of reminders for a lot of things during the trip. But mainly was to focus on being compassionate and kind. I will remember. Thank You.

Thank You for blessing my family and loved ones and me with a life that had treated us very very well. I do pray for continuous blessings on all of them and especially my Grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband - keep them all safe, sound and healthy and let them live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journeys are always smooth sailing and full of joy and love for them. Thank You.

I do pray for the children too - please guide me to guide them better. Please guide me to make a difference in their lives. Please guide me to impart the best knowledge to them in ways that I know. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person. I will strive to take note of my action, my thoughts and my emotions. I pray for your guidance and please bless me with strength, wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. Thank You.

I say a special prayer for all those affected by tragedies - may their souls rest in peace and may their families find strength and peace and light. I pray for them.

Thank You

Eileen 

3rd June 2015 - 11th June 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

 

That was a right good scare I had regarding my housing. I was though, trying to stay positive through it and trying to keep calm and learning not to assign any emotion. It was tough. But today, I will be officially renewing my contract and for that, I am so, so, so grateful and thankful and everything. Thank You. Thank You and Thank You.

 

Today, I will also be taking a holiday trip with my husband. Once again, I cannot even begin to say how grateful I am for being so blessed in my life. Nothing, nothing and nothing I can complain about nor do I want to. I'm the luckiest girl alive and I cannot be grateful enough.

 

Please continue blessing my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my loved ones, extended families, my friends and all the children and that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that their journeys are always smooth sailing, full of love. Thank You.

 

I pray for your continued guidance in helping me become a better person - one who is kind, understanding, compassionate, patient and inspiring. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with strength, courage, wisdom and tenacity to make the best and rightest decisions and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

 

I would like to say a prayer too for all who are affected by tragedies, that they stay strong. I cannot imagine the horror they must be going through and I am not sure I may even be able to bear it for myself. But for them, I pray that you grant them the strength and courage and I pray that you grant them light.

 

Thank You

 

Eileen 

27th May 2015 - 2nd June 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Whilst you are blessing me with a lot of opportunities, please do guide me in making the rightest and best decisions and that I am not judging things based on my emotions. Please, guide me. Thank You. I am of course extremely thankful and grateful for the blessings. It is amazing for me to get those opportunities. Thank You.

As always, please bless my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends, the children and all those in need that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. Please bless their journey with lots of love and joy and let it be smooth sailing always. Thank You.

I am thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for the love, kindness and great experiences I see and get everyday. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful for opportunities to share and help. Please continue guiding me to be compassionate, kind and caring. Thank You.

I say a prayer for those who are facing tragedies - I pray that you bless them with strength, courage, and unwavering faith and let there be light for them soon.

Thank You

Eileen 

20th May 2015 - 26th May 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I thought I had a pretty no-issue PMS this month but just feel awfully tired today. Weird :)

Anyway, I am still feeling the bliss of thankfulness at the love that I have in my life. I cannot believe how lucky I am. I am so blessed and so thankful. My life is awesome and I am so grateful. Thank You. Thank You for a blessed life in which me and my loved ones have been treated so well.

Please continue blessing my family, my Mom, Dad, Grandma, my husband, my loved ones, my friends, the children and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey always smooth and filled with love and joy. Thank You.

Please continue guiding me to be a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. Please guide me and bless me with courage, tenacity, wisdom and strength to make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavors and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I need to remember to find beauty everywhere. Please guide me, LB & GY.

I would like to say a prayer for those affected by tragedy or those staring in the face of tragedy. Please help them stay strong and positive and help then keep the faith. Let them see the light soon.

Thank You

Eileen 

13th May 2015 - 19th May 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Again, I cannot begin where to say how thankful and blessed I am..... in this life. Everything, everything is like a dream. Thank You for the blessings.

I am just a little lost about how I can help more. Especially with the children. I don't know what got into me. Please guide me here.

As always, I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journeys smooth sailing. Thank You.

I actually haven't seen the old lady selling flowers for a long, long time now. I hope she is well and she is better. Please bless her. Thank You.

I still long for those days of my bright-eyed wonderment. Have I fatigued? Have I jaded? What happened? LB & GY, please guide me. I want to help more and have more compassion. Thank You.

I am so utterly, utmostly thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. Please guide me to do the right thing, with the right thought and the right heart. Thank You.

I pray for those who are facing something tragic in their lives right now. Please bless them with peace, strength and courage in the face of tragedy and let them emerge stronger than before.

Thank You

Eileen 

6th May 2015 - 12th May 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am very, very, very thankful for the trip we had over the short weekend break. I am thankful for a husband who is perfect in every single way. How I got so lucky, I don't know. Thank You.

I am thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am so very thankful for a life filled with love and joy, great experiences and adventures. I think there isn't any "need" you know, in my life. Sure, there are more wants. Maybe something I should learn to do without. But my life is absolutely great. For that, in that, I am thankful. Do guide me to continue sharing all of my blessings with people who need them. Thank You.

I am a little lost - seems I am always a little lost. But I really don't know what to do with the children. I can't see myself making a difference nor an impact in their lives. And it all feels a little...... unreal and my fire is fizzing out. LB & GY, please guide me back. Please guide me back on my commitment to help these kids help themselves towards a better future. Please teach me what I should do. Thank You.

I pray, as always, for continued blessing upon my family - both immediate and extended, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my loved ones, my friends, the children. Please keep them safe, sound and healthy always and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey smooth and filled with love and joy. Thank You.

Please continue guiding me to be a better person - remind me. Guide me to have the right thought, right heart and right actions. Guide me to make sound decisions from wisdom and clarity and to stay true to myself. Guide me on the path of courage, strength and tenacity. Please bless me and guide me to have unwavering faith, to have peace and calm mind and to stay positive always. Thank You.

I also would like to say a prayer for all who are faced with tragedies at the moment. Please help them find strength and courage to face the dark and let them find the shining light as soon as possible.

Thank You

Eileen 

28th April 2015 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

I would like to say my prayer of thanks.

I am thankful for all the love in my life. I am thankful for being so loved and so cared for by all my loved ones. I am thankful for all the food on my table. I am thankful for all the clothes on my back. I am thankful for all the roofs over my head. I simply have no reason to ask for more. Just guide me to share and share kindly, compassionately. Please.

I would like to also say my prayers for my family and loved ones.

I pray that they are always safe, sound and healthy - my grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, all my family, loved ones, friends and the children. I pray that they are blessed with long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journey is smooth and filled with love and joy always. Please continue blessing them.

I would like to say a prayer for the people of Nepal.

I pray that those affected by the tragedy stay strong. I pray for you to bless them with peace and strength. My heart goes out to them, for nobody, nobody ever wants nor wish for something like this to happen to anyone at all. It is easy for me to feel lucky, and get on with my life because I am not affected by the tragedy. I cannot imagine how distraughting it feels for those affected by it. Please let me pray for peace for them.

Thank You

Eileen 

29th April 2015 - 5th May 2015

Dear LB & GY,

Something must be terribly wrong with me! I cannot understand what is with me wanting to kill myself over something that is so totally not worth the time nor effort.

Please, LB & GY, please guide me. Help me focus on my blessings. I am. I am. I cannot be more thankful for all the love that surrounds me. I cannot ask for anything more from a husband who tries so hard for me. I am truly, truly blessed.

Please guide me to do the right thing. For him, for all the people I love.

I need to stop my moment of weaknesses. I need to.

Please, LB & GY. Help me understand, help me move on, help me move past this. With grace.

Thank You

Eileen 

28th April 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I would like to say a big prayer of thanks for an absolutely enjoyable trip with grandma and my husband. I hope the trip is a great memory for my grandma. For that, I am so blessed, I am so grateful.

Please continue blessing my family, my loved ones, my friends and the children. Keep them safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. Thank You.

Please continue guiding me to be a better person. Sometimes, I don't know why I can't control my thoughts and actions. Rationally, I can understand the situation, but I don't know what the hell is wrong with my action from that understanding. I just blurt out and I act out irrationally. It's..... uncalled for. On my part.

Please guide me. Please.

Thank You

Eileen 

9th April 2015 - Additional

Dear LB & GY,

I'm really not a good person

Please guide me.

I am really thankful for all that I have. I really am. I am asking myself honestly, and I know I am thankful for these blessings. Please guide me to continuously appreciate all the good in my life. Please guide not to be short-sighted. Please guide me not to want more. Please guide me to share, and share kindly and compassionately without expectations. Please, Mr. B. Guide me. Thank You.

I don't understand what I am doing and thinking. This curve ball has thrown me off my feet for a bit. In my head, in my head I know and I know all too well, this is so wrong. Please guide me with the wisdom to not play with fire.

Even as I am writing this, I know I am not taking heed. So, please Mr. B. Guide me.

Guide me and help me be a better person. Where's the sparkly, bright-eyed girl who gets amazed with everything? Please guide me and bless me to be a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. Please guide and bless me with strength, wisdom and courage to make the best and rightest decisions and stay true to myself without excuses. Please guide me to stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

Whatever I am hoping for in that wrong, I know it's not real. Rationally, I know it's not real. Please guide me to see the truth.

Thank You.

Eileen

10th April 2015 - 27th April 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm doing my prayers a lot in advanced...... This year, I haven't been really great with keeping up with my prayers. I'm sorry for that.

I do pray for the same thing from my heart everyday. I pray that my family, my Mom, Dad, Grandma, my husband, my friends, my loved ones, the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that their journey is smooth sailing always. Thank You.

I pray for your guidance. I pray truly for your guidance. There are things I know I am doing wrong and I pray for the strength and wisdom to make it right. Recently, I cannot even decipher my feelings. It's...... not right. When once, I was so sure, I don't know how is it possible that a minute of irresponsibility could do so much harm. And still doing it. Right now. What is the problem, really? That I am hoping? Am I looking? I don't know what I'm doing. I don't understand what I'm feeling. Is it the thrill? What is wrong with me?

Please guide me. There are things that I am sure of. I am so sure of. But I don't know what is this need to play with fire. To know. To hope. To complicate things. I need to forget. I think that's what I need to do. I need to forget. I need to move past this. Please give me the strength to do so. Please.

Other than that, I am thankful, so very thankful for everything that I have and all the blessings that I get. I cannot ask for more. No, I have nothing to ask for more. Just thankful. Please guide me to carry on well, sincerely, with love and compassion.

Thank You.

Eileen 

3rd April 2015 - 9th April 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

This is not looking good....  I know I am doing something wrong, but I'm allowing myself to do it. I have absolutely no excuses whatsoever.

I am doing so many wrongs. I don't know what's right.

I am not sure if I would spiral downwards again.

I don't even know what I am to say. I have no excuses for my ..... bad behaviour and terrible judgement. Please guide me through this. Thank You.

I am thankful. I have so much to be thankful for. I have a great, perfect husband and a wonderful marriage. I am thankful for that. I don't know what the hell I am doing. :(

I am thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities, great experiences. I have no complains. I have no wants. I am happy and I am thankful for being so blessed. I need guidance to live my life right. Please guide me.

I pray as always, for my grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, my loved ones and all my friends and the children. I pray that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journey is smooth and filled with love and joy. Thank You.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday. Thank You

Eileen 

13th March 2015 - 2nd April 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot believe how tardy I have been with my prayers. No wonder I felt something missing. Is it because my faith is not as strong as it used to be?

Anyway, I am so very thankful for the blessings and opportunities I am granted and that all my loved ones are granted. I am blessed that they are blessed too. It's unbelievable sometimes for me. But I'm so grateful.

Please continue blessing my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends, the children and all those in need and let them all be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journeys are always smooth and filled with love and joy. Thank You.

Please continue blessing and guiding me. Sometimes, I question my thoughts and actions. Please guide me to do the right thing with the right thought and the right heart. I want to know that something is done sincerely. From me. Please guide me.

Thank You.

Eileen 

5th March 2015 - 12th March 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Today is the last day of the CNY. I am missing my grandma.
I don't know why I still behave badly with her. What is wrong with my impatience? This is really terrible. :(

Please guide me to do right by her. She means the world to me and I cannot bear to lose her. I keep failing to understand her.

I am looking forward to my holiday plans with her in April. Really excited and I pray that she will have an absolutely great time. Thank You.

I pray as always that my family, my grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, all my loved ones and friends, the children are always safe, sound and healthy and please bless them all with long and prosperous lives. I pray too that their journey is smooth sailing filled with joy and love. That is my one big prayer always, always, always.

Thank You LB & GY.

I do pray also for your guidance, blessing me with the wisdom to be a better person and to choose to be a better person always. Thank You.

I would also like to say a prayer for all those who are struggling with their lives, for all those affected by tragedies for them to stay strong and courageous and please bless them with peace of mind and help them stay positive.

Thank You.

Eileen 

24th February 2015 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

My heart is so heavy. I am feeling it so much for my Grandma.
I had lacked patience with her, but at the same time, I'm so heartbroken that she is so sad.

Dear LB & GY, I thank you for blessing her with yet another CNY with the family. I will ask for you to please bless her with positivity, joy and happiness. Please bless her to see clearly. Please bless her with courage to let go. Please let her be happy. And please bless her with a long and prosperous life.

Please, LB & GY. Please......

I pray for that.

On top of that, I am thankful for a great celebration with the family. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

Eileen 

16th February 2015 - 4th March 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I have a special prayer today and that is please bless my family, especially my grandma with a joyous and blessed CNY celebrations. Let it be wonderful and happy for everyone. Thank You.

I am so very thankful for a blessed life. Even this morning's great run in great weather. Thank You!
Thank You for a life that has treated me and my loved ones so very well.

Please continue guiding me to share, to love, to be compassionate, to help, to be kind, to do with right thoughts, right heart and right actions. Thank You.

Please continue blessing my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all of my family, all my friends, all the children and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. Please bless them with happiness and smooth journeys. Thank You.

Please bless everyone with a joyous CNY celebration and holidays and for those in the time of need, please bless them with strength, courage and peace.

Thank You

Eileen 

11th February 2015 - 15th February 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am so thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. I am thankful.

I don't know why I live in fear everyday of losing the ones I love. This is frightening to me. Losing them. Please LB & GY, please bless all of my loved ones, my family, my friends, all the children and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives filled with joy. Thank You.

As always, please continue guiding me to be a better person. No ego, do the right thing with the right thought and the right heart. Please, LB & GY. Please guide me.

Thank You

Eileen 

28th January 2015 - 10th February 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot believe I forgot my prayers for a week. That is extremely terrible. I'm sorry.

You know, I'm at a stage of my life that there isn't anything to complain about. Life is great and I am so blessed with all the love, the opportunities, the experiences, I cannot ask for more. It is ..... amazingly unbelievable. I know that. Thank You. Thank You so much. I am thankful every moment, every day. I don't complain. I have no complains.

But I am forever living in fear that all of these will be taken away from me. I know that's not how I should be living my life. It is terrible.

Dear LB & GY,

I pray only that you bless my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my ;oved ones, friends and all the children that they are always safe, sound and healthy. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Please LB & GY, I cannot face losing them. :(

Please do continue guiding me to be a good person. Lately, I've been feeling really guilty about shrugging some of my responsibilities with the kids. Anyway, please do continue guiding me and reminding me to have the right thoughts, do the right action with the right heart.

Thank You

Eileen 

21st January 2015 - 27th January 2015

Dearest LB & GY

Am I doing the right things in my life?
Am I being better?

I'm trying to achieve understanding and patience, but at work.... it's so difficult. I am also struggling with the boys.

Have I lost the bright-eyed wonderment? I want to see good things.

Please LB & GY, please guide me. Guide me and bless me with love, compassion and patience and to embrace unwavering faith and tenacity. Thank You.

Please LB&  GY, please bless my family - both immediate and extended, my grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, all my friends and the children with good health, always safe, sound and healthy and bless them all with long and prosperous lives. Bless them with a journey that is smooth and full of joy. Thank You.

Those are my two utmost important prayers. I know.

But I also pray for the old men and old women peddling the streets. May they find joy and peace in their lives too.

Thank You

Eileen 

14th January 2015 - 20th January 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank You for your blessings in shining a path for me. I am thankful for renewed strength to continue doing what I need to do. I know I have lost some of that feeling, but I know I am not broken, just bent.

Please continue guiding me on the right path, to have the right thought, right heart and right mind. Thank You.

I pray that my grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy in this blessed journey. Thank You.

I am so very thankful for the great opportunities I am granted with. Please guide me to make the right choices, right action with the right heart always. Remind me to be compassionate, to be kind, to share, to love with the right reasons. Thank You.

I pray for the children, the old men and women peddling the streets. I pray for them a better life.

I pray for those affected by tragedies to be strong and please bless them with unwavering faith.

Thank You very much.

Eileen

7th January 2015 - 13th January 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

It's a new year. The fingers have to stretch a little more to reach '5'.

Thank You for all the blessings. The learnings, the opportunities, the experiences. I am so thankful indeed.

Please, continue blessing my family, my grandma, my mom, my dad, my husband, my loved ones, my friends, all the children. Please bless them to be safe, sound and healthy and bless them with long and prosperous lives. Please bless them with joy and happiness and a smooth journey. Thank You.

As for me, please continue guiding me and reminding me - to be a good person, a better person. To be nice, to be compassionate, to be kind.

For all other people who are faced with tragedies, please bless them with faith and courage.

Thank You

Eileen