24th February 2015 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

My heart is so heavy. I am feeling it so much for my Grandma.
I had lacked patience with her, but at the same time, I'm so heartbroken that she is so sad.

Dear LB & GY, I thank you for blessing her with yet another CNY with the family. I will ask for you to please bless her with positivity, joy and happiness. Please bless her to see clearly. Please bless her with courage to let go. Please let her be happy. And please bless her with a long and prosperous life.

Please, LB & GY. Please......

I pray for that.

On top of that, I am thankful for a great celebration with the family. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

Eileen 

16th February 2015 - 4th March 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I have a special prayer today and that is please bless my family, especially my grandma with a joyous and blessed CNY celebrations. Let it be wonderful and happy for everyone. Thank You.

I am so very thankful for a blessed life. Even this morning's great run in great weather. Thank You!
Thank You for a life that has treated me and my loved ones so very well.

Please continue guiding me to share, to love, to be compassionate, to help, to be kind, to do with right thoughts, right heart and right actions. Thank You.

Please continue blessing my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all of my family, all my friends, all the children and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. Please bless them with happiness and smooth journeys. Thank You.

Please bless everyone with a joyous CNY celebration and holidays and for those in the time of need, please bless them with strength, courage and peace.

Thank You

Eileen 

11th February 2015 - 15th February 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am so thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. I am thankful.

I don't know why I live in fear everyday of losing the ones I love. This is frightening to me. Losing them. Please LB & GY, please bless all of my loved ones, my family, my friends, all the children and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives filled with joy. Thank You.

As always, please continue guiding me to be a better person. No ego, do the right thing with the right thought and the right heart. Please, LB & GY. Please guide me.

Thank You

Eileen 

28th January 2015 - 10th February 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot believe I forgot my prayers for a week. That is extremely terrible. I'm sorry.

You know, I'm at a stage of my life that there isn't anything to complain about. Life is great and I am so blessed with all the love, the opportunities, the experiences, I cannot ask for more. It is ..... amazingly unbelievable. I know that. Thank You. Thank You so much. I am thankful every moment, every day. I don't complain. I have no complains.

But I am forever living in fear that all of these will be taken away from me. I know that's not how I should be living my life. It is terrible.

Dear LB & GY,

I pray only that you bless my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my ;oved ones, friends and all the children that they are always safe, sound and healthy. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Please LB & GY, I cannot face losing them. :(

Please do continue guiding me to be a good person. Lately, I've been feeling really guilty about shrugging some of my responsibilities with the kids. Anyway, please do continue guiding me and reminding me to have the right thoughts, do the right action with the right heart.

Thank You

Eileen