1st February 2013 - 4th February 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Despite the crazy roof-leak yesterday, I think I stayed relatively calm. No?

I do pray that it will all be fixed and also especially today - I do pray that my husband's salary is in and this big rental worry will be over. Please bless us with this. Thank you.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. In fact, please send out your blessings to all who are in need at the moment. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with great opportunities here in YG. Please do continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for and let everything go smoothly for the both of us. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences that I get. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. (It is a good thing to be thankful in times of need, I think. Please guide me.) I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes perfectly well for him at work and that he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, LF, NM and HH are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray too for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

31st January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a blessed training this morning. I had fun.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with great opportunities here in YG. Please do continue blessing and guiding us in this journey and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for and let everything go smoothly for us both in all aspects. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes perfectly well for him at work and that he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow succesfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that all my communication and understanding with all clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, LG, HH and NM are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

30th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping ensure that my husband is able to sort out his CNY leave and his salary positively within the day so that we do not have to worry about the rental which we still owe the landlady. Please help bless him and us for this. Thank you.

I take from the fact that there was no burning yesterday that it was indeed a sign from you to say I need to let it go and it will all work itself out. It may not be in my place to teach people about this. And furthermore, I know that my main aim isn't to teach them but to solve my problems. That is indeed a selfish thought. Please bless me and guide me. Thank you.

I just read that the year of the snake isn't going to so good for me. Well, I pray for your guidance always and your blessings to help me gain strength, clarity and wisdom and have unwavering faith through it all. I believe as long as I do good, think good and feel good, all will be good. I believe that my prayers are always heard and answered. I need to believe and if I do falter on my faith, please guide me back on to the right path. Thank you.

Thank you for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. Please guide me to share. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. Please guide me to continue loving compassionately. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. Please guide me to share these too. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family always - my immediate and extended family, my loved ones and my friends as well as all those in need. I pray that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they alre always happy and everthing goes smoothly for them all. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes perfectly well for him at work and he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the differet partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, LF, HH and NM are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you

Eileen

29th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

These days, aside from the normal work that I have, I am feeling a little lost - especially with my charity work. I keep questioning myself as to why am I actually doing this. I need guidance. I pray for guidance. I want to do it right, with the right thoughts. In fact, I want to do everything with right thoughts. Please guide me.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please bless us with a smooth journey in everything that we do as well. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes perfectly well for him and smoothly and he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, HH, NM and LF are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. I need guidance to do this right and to do this with the right thoughts. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

25th January 2013 - 28th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Please guide me to abstain from malicious thoughts in my head. Is my mind at an unrested level? I need to zen. Please guide me.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless and guide us and let this journey continue smoothly for us both. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them all. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere he looks. I pray that everything goes perfectly smoothly for him at HTC. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, HH, NM and LF are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

 

24th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot explain my feelings, really. I have no idea what the hell is really wrong with me. I don't know if I am being over-sensitive or I'm just over-dramatizing things or what....... Everything's going quite well and I have no reasons to be feeling all funky. I'm not all funky. It's like one minute, I feel a bit low and then I feel chatty. What's with the mood swings, I have no idea. :(

Please guide me with strength, with clarity and with wisdom and please guide me also back onto the path of unwavering faith. Thank you.

I would still like to do my prayer of Thanks today because I find sometimes, this helps.

I am thankful for living such a blessed life and for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I know things have worked out very well lately for my husband and I and I cannot say how thankful I am of that. And at the same times, I want to make sure I don't let it all get to my head. I still want to be very down-to-earth about it. Please guide me with wisdom and clarity.

I am thankful as always for being blessed with so much privileges in my life and an abundance of food, clothes, roofs and monies. Please guide me to always remember to share and share with my heart. I have plenty. I know that. Please guide me with wisdom and strength.

I am thankful for all the love that always surrounds me. I am so blessed to know such love. Please guide me to always love with my heart and to rule my life with kindness, compassion and love. Please guide me with wisdom and clarity as well as the strength.

I am thankful for the great opportunities and great experiences that comes my way. I am blessed with these learning experiences. Please guide me to remember to share my good fortune, my learnings and my experiences so that others may benefit from it. Please guide me with strength and wisdom.

My life is great and I cannot explain my mood swings. Please guide me. Please do.

I would like to also say my prayers for my family, my loved ones and friends. Please bless them and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures.

Thank you very much for yet another day of listening and answering my prayers. I am grateful.

Eileen

23rd January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Since this is another prayer in advanced, I'd like to do my prayer of Thanks. I also think it will be good for me.

Thank you for showing me the kindness of a taxi driver today.

Thank you for blessing me with an abundance of food and I never know hunger. Please bless me and guide me to share these abundances.

Thank you for blessing me with an abundance of all my basic needs that I never need to know what it's like to sleep out on the streets in the cold nor do I know what it feels like not to have enough clothes to keep warm. Please bless me and guide me to share these abundances.

Thank you for blessing me with all the love in the world from my family, my loved ones and from my husband. I am blessed and I am a lucky child indeed as I never need to know what it's like without love in the world. Please bless me and guide me to love with all my heart and to show love to everything in this world.

Thank you for blessing me with an abundance of great opportunities and learning experiences. Please bless me and guide me with the wisdom and clarity to share my experiences and opportunities in a positive manner.

Thank you for blessing me with a show of kindness and compassion from others, even from strangers. Please bless me and guide me to always, always remember to rule my life with kindness and compassion too. I sorely lack on this.

I continue to pray for your blessings and guidance and I pray for strength, wisdom, clarity and unwavering faith. I don't know what is wrong with me lately and I need to be guided back to the path of faith.

Thank you for your guidance, always.

Eileen

22nd January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Today morning was absolute perfection as I had a fairly great run and it was an absolutely great community breakfast session. Thank you for the experience.

I read somewhere or someone's post to practise  praying whenever I need toand not just once a day as part of my daily rule. So, I'm praying now.

I know the past week had seen some of my very bad behaviour rearing its ugly head and and I am aware and conscious of it. I thought I was feeling better yesterday and today.... However my landlady's email had thrown me off kilter for awhile. 

I'm working on my compassion and patience and kindness. And ego. And I do, do so pray for your blessings and guidance to help me become a better person. With this landlady issue, I just want us to have a smooth stay here in this new apartment and that everything goes well and of course I'd still like to believe that we had been blessed enough to meet a landlord and landlady who is kind and understanding to us. Therefore, I pray for faith and I pray for wisdom and strength. I'm working on not being an egotistical idiot and just learn to take the road less travelled by backing out amicably. Which is why I am praying for strength, wisdom and faith that everything will be all right.

Please continue blessing and guiding me andblessing my husband and myself with a smooth stay here in Myanmar. 

Thank you.

Eileen  

18th January 2013 - 21st January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot find a reason or an excuse for my behaviour this morning. It was utterly uncalled for when I came back from a blessed training and there was a truck parked outside my entrance. Yes, he was blocking my way but it was really no big deal, I know that and I knew that. The driver smiled, but I wasn't the least bit friendly at all. What is wrong with me?? Am I losing it?

Please LB & GY, please guide me back on the correct path. I don't like this. I will try, of course. Please guide me.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG and do please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless us with a smooth sailing journey here in Myanmar. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am, really continuously and utterly grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes perfectly well for him at work with HTC and that he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, NM, HH and LF are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moment and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future and guide me to the path of correct reasons. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Please guide me. I want to be a good person, a better person.

Thank you.

Eileen

17th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm trying to look for some signs....... of your guidance and your teachings....

Thank you in advanced and thank you for your guidance and blessings thus far.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless us and guide us and let this journey be smooth sailing for us both. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am always grateful and thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for and everything goes perfectly well for him with the job at HTC. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, LF, HH and NM are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

16th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for an awesome training session this morning. I pray for my knees. Am I doing too much?

I would like to just have a conversation with you today.
Of course, it goes without saying that I am thankful for everything in my life and for a life that has treated me and all my loved ones very well and blessed us with great abundance of everything. I am, I am grateful for that.

I am not sure, but I think I'm feeling a little bit lost. Especially with the volunteer, trying to make a difference work that I am doing. I'm actually not even sure what I am doing for that anymore. I think if you asked me, of course, I 100% would like to give the children a chance at life. At least half of the chances that I got in my life, if not more. I do so want to do that. But I am questioning if I am doing it for the right reasons. I don't have an answer it seems, as to why I do it. Why am I doing it? Just to help? Just to make a difference? Would I make a difference? Then, I was being very emotional and personal with one of the caretakers and really - who am I to judge? I don't have children so I don't know how it is like to bring children up in this world. Everyone has their own way. And style. My parents aren't perfect, but they're perfect in my eyes. Well, sometimes. To be honest.

I need to find the right path again. I need to do this, no.. I WANT to do this for the right reasons. I am only worried and afraid my reasons are wrong. I'm talking ego and recognization. I need to know that I don't want those. And I don't want to do it because I feel sorry or I pity the children either. Please guide me, LB & GY. I need the guidance.

Lately, I've been getting less and less patient with people in general. I don't know. And God knows, I do pray for patience everyday. And to be understanding and more compassionate. I have yet to learn to lead my life and rule it with compassion. I try. Sometimes, I do try. But what is compassion really? How do I be compassionate at work? Ok, yes,.... with outside, I can be. I know sometimes, it is just not in my place to judge or to teach and therefore, I need to be understanding and compassionate. But at work..... ? Please guide me.

Over and above all, please guide me to be a better person. In all ways. Please show me signs of your guidance. Please give me signs of reminders. I know you have showered me with kindness from everywhere. And I think I am not recipocrating enough. Please guide me with wisdom, clarity and strength. Please show me the right way and the correct ways.

Thank you for all your blessings. And guidance.

Eileen

15th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for an awesome running session this morning.

There's something I've been trying to learn and that is patience. In my head, I have an argument.... like if the girl was late to open the door at the gym, I'm thinking ok, they come by bus and it's a long way to travel. But at the same time, I'm also thinking she's delaying my training time and I don't accept tardiness when someone is working. At work too, like with the IT person...... this morning as well...... I'm trying to have compassionate arguments, but these are only in my head. Please guide me.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG and please do continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also continue blessing and guiding us and let everything go smoothly for us in this journey. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am as utterly grateful as possible (I'm not even sure that's a correct phrasing), for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so many great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them all of them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes perfectly well for him at his new work and he gets the big break that he's been waitin for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray also that my communication with all my clients are always smooth and great. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that all the children at HT, LF, HH and NM are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessinsg in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you

Eileen


 

11th January 2013 - 14th January 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Special prayer today for my husband who is facing a tremendous amount of stress at work. Please bless him and guide him and let everything go perfectly well for him in the job. Thank you.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for and let everything go smoothly for us in this journey. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

Thank you for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful and grateful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything works out perfectly for him at work and he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray too that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial reward of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that all the children from HT, NM, HH and LF are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. I saved up some for them, but I need to use this to clear my husband's debts. But I will make good my commitment to them. Please guide me and please bless me. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

10th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great training session this morning. And thank you for guiding me and keeping me focused yesterday with my proposal writing.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and myself with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waitin for and also bless us with a smooth sailing journey in this new adventure. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I give thanks and appreciation to a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am grateful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes perfectly for him with his new job at HTC and he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communications and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, LF, HH and NM are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you

Eileen

9th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for an awesome training session this morning.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless and guide us in this journey and let everything go smoothly for the both of us. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, everything works out perfectly for him at his new job and he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, NM, LF and HH are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong and healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

8th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

I need some guidance and some directions regarding my commitment to help the kids get out of their poverty cycle. I was very upset with one of the caretakers and I reacted emotionally. I think it was more of annoyance with the lazy attitude, and on one hand, I think I was unfair because I do not honestly know about what he goes through or what compels him and I don't know the first thing about raising children. But on the other hand, I also honestly felt that for someone in his position at the moment, he needs to do something serious about it and not wait for hand-outs.

What should I do?
I pray for your guidance, to give me the wisdom and clarity to do what I do and what I want to do with a clear conscience and all the right reasons.

Aside from that, I am grateful and thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answerd. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Please bless my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. Please bless them with happiness and let everything go smoothly for them all. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures too. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with great opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless and guide us in this journey and let everything go smoothly for us always. Thank you.

Please, show me your guidance and guide me with the purpose of my ....  voluntary work. I need to know. Please show me and guide me.

Thank you.

Eileen

3rd January 2013 - 7th January 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm making my prayers in advanced. Again.
Thank you for an awesome workout this morning. It was great!

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless and guide us in this journey and let everything go smoothly for us. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the food on my table, clothes on my back, roofs over my head and monies in my purses and banks. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams and please also bless that everything works out perfectly for him at HTC and that he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray also that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that all the children from LG, NM, HH and HT are always safe, sound and healthy and that they are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness. I pray that they grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

2nd January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

It's 2013. Awesome!

Thank you for a blessed year.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless us and guide us in this new journey and let everything go smoothly for us both. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head and also all the monies in my purse and bank. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes well for him at work with HTC and he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray also that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, LG, HH and NM are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank  you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen