25th September 2014 - 1st October 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

Am I being very tardy with my prayers lately?
I only have 2 prayers really now. Of course, I have many prayers but I have 2 prayers which are very important to me.

I pray that my grandma recovers speedily and that she is at the mahjong table in no time playing her game. I pray that she is happy and lives a long and prosperous life. Thank You.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my husband, my loved ones and the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that everything goes smoothly for them and they are always happy. Thank You.

I am so afraid of losing them.

Eileen 

19th September 2014 - 24th September 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

As per usual, everyday now, I have one special prayer and one prayer for my family and loved ones.

I think more so because I am really worried and really afraid of losing them. I don't think I can deal with it. I really won't be able to deal with it. I am afraid and worried if something untoward happens to them. Why am I wired this way?

I pray that my grandma has a speedy recovery and will be at the mahjong table in no time. I pray that she is happy always and live a long and prosperous life. Thank You.

I pray that my family, both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my husband, my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. Please keep them all safe and well. I pray too that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them in whatever they undertake. Thank You.

For me - I pray for guidance, to help me be a better person - right heart, right mind and right actions.

Thank You
Eileen 

18th September 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I don't know if the flu is getting to me.

But I am still feeling really afraid of losing my loved ones. I don't know why! It drives me crazy and worried.

What should I do?

I pray for them everyday.

I pray for Grandma - please bless her with a speedy recovery, bless her with happiness and bless her with good health, and let her live a long and prosperous life. I cannot imagine losing her.

I cannot imagine losing any of my loved ones. I pray that my husband and my parents, and all of my family are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all also live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes perfectly well for them and their journey is smooth always.

Sometimes, I go crazy thinking about what if I lose them. I dread those moments and I cannot brace myself for it.

Please guide me, LB & GY.

Thank You
Eileen 

17th September 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

Please I do pray for my grandma today again.

Please let her be happy. Let her be well. Let her be positive. Let her recover speedily. Let her play mahjong and cards in no time.

Please. I'm not ready to lose her. Please bless her. And guide her.

Thank You
Eileen 

10th September 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

Just one special prayer today. It is for my grandma.

Please bless her and guide her. Please bless her with happiness. Please guide her to be positive.

Please let it be an easy road for her from hereon. Please. Mr. B. I'm not ready to lose her yet.

Thank You
Eileen 

4th September 2014 - 16th September 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I am traveling today back home. I'm excited to see my Grandma. Thank You!

Can you please guide me? I don't know why I live in fear. Not for myself but for my loved ones going away. And I don't know why I'm feeling in a funk about it. Please guide me.

I have 2 prayers today......

Please bless my husband and keep him safe, sound and healthy. Please. Thank You.

Please bless the children and guide them on their path to success. Please. Thank You.

Over and above all of that, I have a really good life. I am thankful. So thankful. I appreciate it very much.
Please guide me to be a good person, always.

Thank You
Eileen