Monday, November 29, 2010

30th November 2010

Dear LB & GY,

My mood is not-so-good. I try. I've so many things to be thankful for which means I shouldn't be feeling this way!

Today, I pray once again, for the safety of my Ah Por, Por Por, my parents, my brother, my husband and my entire extended family. May they be safe from all harm and hurt. Please do keep them safe and sound!

Thank you for your blessings in keeping them safe so far. I truly appreciate that and I pray that they will always be safe.

I pray for me to catch a break this week on the business front. I do not wish to sit idly but I pray for your guidance as to where and how I should go about looking for this window of opportunity. Please let me find it.

I pray that my husband's workflow would be smooth and there will be no glitches for him in the work and career front.

I also pray for the world to find peace and strength in their undertakings.

Thank you Lord Buddha and Guan Yin for listening to my prayers.

Eileen

Sunday, November 28, 2010

29th November 2010

Dear LB & GY,

My in-laws have left. I need to be less anal as a person. Ok, I need to learn to be less anal as a person.
But nevertheless, I still hoped they have enjoyed themselves. I think it is not so much as having fun, but seeing their son and spending some time with him too - so in that aspect, I hope they have had fun.

I thought to be more specific with my prayers today. And I shouldn't generalize too much, yes?

As always, I start with my prayers for the safety of my Ah Por, Por Por, my parents, my brother, my husband and my entire extended family. Please bless them and keep them safe from harm's and hurt's way.

I pray too, once again for the souls of those who perished in the Cambodian stampede tragedy. I pray that their relatives would be able to identify them and send them off in the way they feel would give them their own peace of mind. For the survivors, I pray that they find strength.

I pray for me to be given the opportunity to do wedding plans and decorations for the local Cambodian market and that this part of the business will take off. I pray that Nagaworld would sign for us to be wedding partners very soon and I promise I will work very hard to ensure success for this if given the chance.

I pray for my husband to have a smooth working flow with every project that he is responsible for and he will have little trouble or set-backs standing before him.

Thank you for keeping me surrounded by a lot of love all these while. I still truly appreciate that very much.

Eileen

Saturday, November 27, 2010

28th November 2010

Dear LB & GY,

I may not be a good person, but I'm not a bad person either. That's what I think. Today, while running, I actually thought about the fact that the tragedy will be a dampener on the Diamond Island weddings and it could be used as an opportunity for Nagaworld and I was wondering if I should suggest it to Naga. Does this make me a bad person?

I pray for the souls of those who were lost in the tragedy. May they find peace. I pray for the survivors - may they find strength. From the bottom of my heart, I don't think they deserve it. But I am not judge or jury, I think.

I pray too, as always for the safety of my Ah Por, Por Por, my parents, my brother, my husband and my entire extended family. Please, please keep them safe and out of harm or hurt's way. If it were to happen, let it be me.

I pray for your guidance in helping me become a better person with only good thoughts. I will try to keep myself in check as well. But please guide me. I pray for you to help ensure that it will be a smooth journey for my husband and myself in both our careers and businesses. I really need a break to overcome the financial challenges I am facing now. I won't be greedy.

As always, I am thankful, still, for being where I am today - alive and well with a lot of love surrounding me.
Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

Eileen

27th November 2010

Dear LB & GY,

I think I am having my PMS today - and as such, get irritated rather easily. I should seriously learn to keep my emotions in check!

As always, I pray for the safety of my Ah Por, Por Por, my parents, my brother, my husband and my extended family. Please keep them safe, sound and healthy. If anyone were to be harmed or hurt - I would rather it be me.

I pray for peace and strength for the victims and survivors of the Cambodian tragedy. I pray that they would be able to rebuild their lives stronger and better.

I pray for my husband and my brother to have smooth working journey - whatever their job / work requires of them. Please don't let there be too many things in their way.

I pray for you to please guide me in making the right decisions for my businesses. I pray for a smooth workflow too and with opportunities for me to overcome the challenges I face.

Lord Buddha and Guan Yin, I pray for your guidance, as I want to be a useful person in this world. I pray for you to bless me with peace and calm and positivity.

Thank you very very much.

Eileen

Thursday, November 25, 2010

26th November 2010

Dear LB & GY,

I forgot again. My emails seemed to take no. 1 spot over saying my prayers first - despite there being a note on my laptop as a reminder. I will try to be mindful.

I am thankful for the love and blessings I have received so far in my life. I know sometimes life is challenging - but I am thankful that I am luckier than millions of other people in this world. I had a great childhood, I've got great parents, grandparents and I knew the love of a family - despite all our differences and ups and downs. For that, I am lucky.

Today, I pray once again for the safety of my Ah Por, Por Por, my parents, my brother, my husband and my entire extended family. Please protect them and keep them safe from any harm or hurt. I would rather be the one to be harmed and / or hurt in place of them.

Dear Lord Buddha and Guan Yin, I forgot about the lady who drowned and subsequently passed away. Please pray for her soul to find peace. I regret that I haven't been nicer to her. But I honestly did not wish for her to be harmed or hurt.

I pray for your guidance to help me be a good person. To be kinder, to be more understanding and to be more patient in life and everything that I do. I do not wish to be a bad person. Or a useless person.

I pray for your blessing in ensuring that my work is smooth and I will be given an opportunity to pull through these challenging times. I am not a greedy person. I want to be able to make enough money to live in a modest manner, have money to treat my parents and my family to some of the things they had to sacrifice in order to raise me and also have more money left to help the poor and unfortunate people. I do wish to have a lot of money so that buying KFC for the children at the orphanage isn't something I need to think twice about.

Thank you for listening to my prayers. And Thank You for your blessings.

Eileen

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

25th November 2010

Dear LB & GY,

It's me again. I was meant to do this first thing when I start my computer. But old habits are sometimes hard to change. I started my emails first and then Facebooked and then...... ok, no excuses. I am sorry.

Today, I would like to pray for the peace and strength of those who were affected by the Cambodian stampede tragedy. I pray that they will find their own peace somehow.

I pray too, for the safety of my Ah Por, Por Por, my parents, my brother, my husband and my entire extended family. May they stay safe and sound and in good health. Please, please, Lord Buddha and Guan Yin, please keep them safe.

I pray for everything to go smoothly at the workfront for my husband and also for myself. I pray for there to be a guiding light as to what I should do with my businesses.

I pray for your guidance to be a useful person to the world. I want to be a useful person to the world.

I pray for you to guide me on the path to be more patient as a person.

I also would like to say THANK YOU - for having kept my family and loved ones safe from harm's way all these while. I truly appreciate this.

Thank You.

Eileen

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

24th November 2010

Dear LB & GY,

I haven't done this in a long time. But I'm going to try. I've been told that there are many ways in which one can say her prayers. I'm going to do this the best way I know how - that is to write. And I promise even if my prayers were repeated, I will never do a "copy & paste" thing.

I'm really not sure how this works. But, to what I understand, I'll just say what comes to heart.

Today, I pray for the souls of those who have perished in the Cambodian stampede. I hope they will find peace. I pray for the survivors. I hope they will find strength.

I pray too, for the safety of everyone I love - my Grandmas, my Mom, my Dad, my brother, my husband and my entire extended family. On this note, I would like to say Thank You - for having kept all of us safe thus far. I am in gratitude of your blessings.

For myself, I pray for your guidance and your blessings - for me to be a useful human being and for me to face the challenges that I am facing at work. I feel I am at a very bad place now with my work. So please guide me and please let it all be smooth-flowing for me.

I am still thankful for all the love I have in my life right now.

Eileen