24th November 2011 - One Year Anniversary

Dearest LB & GY,

I delayed my prayers today because I didn't want to rush through it. Just thought I'd like to spend some time reflecting on my one-year of praying.

I am searching deep within me.

I can't believe how fast the year had passed. It's been a year already. And I am proud to say that I haven't missed a single day's prayer. I realized that some days, my prayers had been short and curt. But I am pretty sure I still pray sincerely.

I had struggled to keep faith sometimes. It's not always easy. In fact, I feel fragile, and maybe still do a little. I want to believe that everything works out as planned but at the same time, that everything happens for a reason. And you are the force behind it. Is this what it is to keep faith? Sometimes, it is hard, particularly when things doesn't seem to go smoothly or as planned. And it is so easy to lose that faith.

But admittedly, you have shown me that I just need to stay positive. I need to believe that my prayers are always heard and answered. Admittedly too, I need some form of 'notice' if you can call it that... to help spur me along. Not sure if you understand what I am saying. I need some signs, to know that my prayers are answered. Are heard. Especially when I feel despaired and going through my PMS at the same time. Those are the hardest days and moments actually. Or when I thought something good might happen and it doesn't and I don't understand why not. I need your guidance at these times to let me understand it. I do. I do. I pray for your blessings and guidance always.

Dearest LB & GY,

I intend to stay positive and keep faith and make sure my faith is unwavering. I pray for your blessings always for this. For your guidance too. I genuinely want to be a better person, with good thoughts and good deeds always. Please guide me so. I need to be more aware of myself. I need to be more patient, definitely. I need to true.

As I say that, I am sincerely, sincerely grateful to a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I have food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I have so much love and opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful. Really. I am fortunate and I really would like, really, really would like to spend more time helping the less fortunate in any ways possible. But I also want to be able to make this decision rationally and not as some form of escape or trial. As I mentioned, I need to be true. I want to be true. So, please offer me your guidance here. And blessings too. But rest assured, even on less positive days, I am thankful for all these in my life. All the good things in my life. Therefore, I do believe and feel it is time to step up and help others in need. Please guide me here.

I pray everyday, for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need. I pray that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray too that they are happy and everything goes smoothly for all of them. I pray also that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday, for my husband. I pray that his career continues sailing smoothly and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in BKK and that this is the big break he has been waiting for. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray for him to be happy too. I pray also for your guidance in helping me stay positive and keep faith. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday for my businesses. I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the project with M&A to sail smoothly and that everything falls in place perfectly and that it is a huge success. Please guide me and bless me here. I pray too that all the different partners I work with continue working cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday for the children at Happy Tree. I pray that they are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong and healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray too that you offer them your blessings and may they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I am too emotional with my work and get worked up immediately without seeing the total picture. I need to change this. I pray for your blessings and guidance for that. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. As I mentioned, I want to be true. True to my thoughts, my feelings and my actions. I want my actions to be good. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith and tenacity always. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday, for the world to become a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate all the time. I wish to meet more kind people in my life who would inspire me too.

Thank you very much.

Eileen

23rd November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

We're one day closer to my one year anniversary of praying. I am thankful for keeping faith and thank you for your blessings and guidance.

I pray that my husband gets that job in BKK and with your blessings, this is the big break he deserves. Please bless us with this new experience of living in BKK. I promise we'll make good of it. I promise I'll make good of it. I pray too that my project for M&A goes well, that it is a huge success and everything falls in place smoothly. Thank you for your blessings.

I am sincerely thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful for all my prayers being heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them all. I pray too that the enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me and granting him the job in BKK and I pray for your blessings in giving him the break he deserves. I pray too that you offer your guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the project with M&A to be a huge success and that everything goes smoothly and falls in place perfectly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another as a team unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray too that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at the orphanage are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong and healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray that the world is a better place and that humankind grows kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

22nd November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I survived another morning of training. Thank you for your blessings! Today is another day of being clear-headed and I'm in the positive. Thank you for your guidance.

I pray that my husband gets that job in BKK and I pray that you bless us with this new experience of living in BKK. I promise we'll make good of it and I promise I'll make good of it. I pray too that my project with M&A is a huge success, everything goes smoothly and everything falls in place perfectly as planned. Thank you for your blessings and guidance.

I am thankful and continue to be thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am grateful for all the love, opportunities and experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in BKK and with your blessings and guidance, this is the big break he deserves and with your blessings and guidance too, he finds renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that every project under each individual business is planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that the project with M&A is a huge success and with your blessings and guidance, everything falls in place perfectly and runs smoothly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at the orphanage are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I hope the X'Mas party that I have planned comes through beautifully and perfectly for them. I pray that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray too for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith and tenacity always. Thank you.

I pray that the world is a better place and that humankind grows kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

21st November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

We're getting close to the one year since I started praying. I guess, it had been hard some days and sometimes to keep faith and be tenacious. But I am thankful for your blessings and guidance and I am proud to have come this way. There are still much for me to learn about myself, and much room for me to grow but I am sure that with your blessings, I will.

I pray that my husband gets the job in BKK and please bless us with this new experience. I promise we'll make good of it and I promise I will make good of it. I pray for your blessings and guidance too that the project with M&A is a huge success, it goes smoothly and everything falls in place perfectly. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful too for the food on my table, clothes on my back and the roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in BKK and it's the big break he deserves. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping him gain renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray for your blessings in granting him and us the new experience in BKK. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that the project with M&A is a huge success and that everything goes smoothly and falls in place perfectly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working together cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at the orphanage are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures too. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

20th November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Yesterday was surreal. But hopefully, with your blessings, my husband shall have unwavering faith too.
I pray that he gets that job in BKK and it is the big break he deserved. I pray for your blessings in granting us this new experience. I promise to make good of it. I promise that we'll make good of it. I pray too that my project with M&A is a huge success, that everythings goes smoothly and that everything falls in place perfectly. Thank you for your blessings and guidance.

I continue to be thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am grateful for all the love, opportunities and experiences. I am thankful that all my prayers are heard and answered. I am thankful for being such a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you for your blessings.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in BKK and with your blessings and guidance, he finds renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray that he is happy and stays positive and with your blessings and guidance, he shall. Thank you for your blessings.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that every project under each individual business is planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that the project with M&A takes off successfully and that everything falls in place perfectly and smoothly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you for your blessings.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. I do have a question, LB & GY - I feel I have an evil and abusive streak in me. I question my..... actions. Please guide me. Thank you for your blessings.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you for your blessings and guidance.

I pray that the world is a better place and that humankind grows kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

19th November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Couldn't really sleep. Not sure why. Just a lot of funny random thoughts in my head. Oh well, it's the weekend and I can rejoice :) Thank you.

I pray that my husband gets that job in BKK and that with your blessings and guidance, it's the big break he needs. I promise too to make good of your blessings for a new experience for us. I pray too that my project for M&A is a huge success and that it sails smoothly and everything falls in place perfectly. Thank you and Thank you.

I continue to be sincerely thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am grateful for the food on the table, the clothes on my back and the roofs over my head. I am thankful for the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for all of my prayers being heard and answered always. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them all. I pray too that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial rewards, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets that job in BKK and his passion is renewed and he is reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, this is the big break he deserves and he is happy. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that the project with M&A is a huge success and that everything falls in place perfectly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards our goals and I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at the orphanage are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who does good, thinks good and feels good always. I pray too for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and that humankind grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

18th November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great training today. I am most surprised that I am not affected by my PMS this month. Thank you for your blessings. I have unwavering faith.

I pray that my husband gets that job in BKK and I pray that you bless us with this new experience of living in BKK. I promise to make good of it. I pray too that my project with M&A is a huge success and sails smoothly and that everything falls perfectly in place. I pray also that my husband aces the interview today with WS. Thank you for your kind blessings and guidance.

I am thankful, sincerely, for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful too for all my prayers being heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child indeed. Life is great.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance to get that job in BKK and to get that big break he deserves. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he finds renewed passion and reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year. I pray that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that the project for M&A is a great success and that everything falls in place perfectly. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue to work cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray too that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray too for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray that the world is a better place everyday and that humankind grows kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen