10th May 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Please allow me to divert a little from my usual prayers, but I hope that you know my prayers are always the same for my family, loved ones, friends and everyone. Everyday. I pray for them all.

I'm not sure if I am having my PMS. I seem to be having mild mood swings! Of course, I'm feeling a little tired as well with the training.

I've been having some issues in my head. I'm not quite sure if I am staying true to myself or not and sometimes, I question - what I am doing. I seem to attempt teaching the children but it also seems like I lack finesse and patience in doing so. And at the end of the day, I question it. I don't even know what I am trying to achieve anymore and I question my own motive!

If I were to ask myself, yes, sincerely, I want the kids to have a chance at a better future. But I don't think what I am doing so far will help them get there. It takes money, and I know that. I want to save up some money to at least enable these kids to go for recreational hobby lessons - perhaps, art, piano, cooking..... this, I really want to do. Sincerely.

But the time spent with them everyday now - I don't know what it all means anymore. I can't view what I am doing as great. I can't view what I am doing as honourable. At the same time, I want to spend time with them. I have no issues with the rain or whatever it may be. It's just that - I have no idea what I am doing and why. I think I just need to be sure. I don't want to question my own motives for doing what I do, you know? Like I always pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay true to myself.

And then there's also the question of my methods. My patience. Oh my goodness, I look back and then I realize - holy crap. I need to exercise more patience with these kids and when did I start losing it? When they can't count something as simple, I .... I need to be more cautious, I know. I need to bear in mind that these kids have a learning disability. Yes - I think I question - whether I am caring with 100% heart and genuinity and compassion. Yes, I think that's what I am questioning now.

Dear LB & GY,

I think I have thought it through and I do sincerely want to help people who are underprivileged and I want, I want, not just hope to do the same thing when I move over to YG. But I need guidance as my compassion seem to be in question here. I mean, I am compassionate, but if I really am compassionate, shouldn't I have more patience? How do I help others with limited budget and funds? And how do I help others with limited language communication skills?

Dear LB & GY,

Please do bless me and guide me and give me signs of what I need to do. I know, I know there was a sign last week - a reminder that I must practise kindness to everyone I see. Is it kindness if I don't force the kids to learn?

Dearest LB & GY,

Please guide me with clarity and wisdom in doing what I do. Please continue guiding me to become a better person. In all ways possible. Free of ill-thoughts and one who practises great compassion. I shall preservere and have unwaverith faith. Please bless me in that too.

Thank you for listening.

Eileen

9th May 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for another great day of training today. I'm loving it.

Thank you for blessing my husband with the great offer in YG. Please continue blessing him and guiding him and let this be the big break that he's been waiting for. Please also bless us and guide us in this new experience, journey and new adventure. Thank you.

Please bless my friend with a miracle and help her stay strong and positive and have a speedy recovery. Thank you.

I am sincerely grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the great opportunities, love and experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gains financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray too that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids help themselves to a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

8th May 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Well, even though the final part of my training wasn't so perfect, I must say, I'm surprised with my determination :) Thank you for the blessings.

Thank you for granting my husband the great offer in YG. Please continue blessing him and guiding him and let this be the big break that he's been waiting for. Please bless us and guide us to in our new journey, adventure and new experience. Thank you.

Please bless my friend with a miracle and help her stay strong and positive and let her have a speedy recovery. Thank you.

I am continuously grateful and thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them too. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gains financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray also that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me with my commitment to help these kids help themselves to a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to become a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

7th May 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great run this morning. Thank you. I feel good. I feel great. I want to do more :)

Thank you for blessing my husband with the great offer in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding him and let this be the big break that he's been waiting for. Please bless us and guide us too in this new experience, journey and adventure. Thank you.

Please bless my friend with a miracle and help her stay strong and positive and have a speedy recovery. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray too that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that all my communications and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids help themselves to a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

6th May 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

I really need to learn patience. I sometimes behave badly impatient. I know that. Please guide me.

Thank you for blessing my husband with the great offer in YG. Please do continue blessing and guiding him and let this be the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless us and guide us in this new experience, journey and adventure. Thank you.

Please bless my friend with a miracle and help her stay strong and positive and have a speedy recovery. Thank you.

I am continuously grateful and thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he gains passion and is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids help themselves to a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray also for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

5th May 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

I know that perhaps, yesterday's incident with the accident is your way of reminding me to always show kindness and practise compassion to everyone, even to people who have done wrong. This is a hard lesson to learn, but with your guidance and blessings, I will learn it and do well in it.

I just came back from prayers and I am thankful for the opportunity to help a kind, old lady. Again, thank you for the reminder.

Thank you for blessing my husband with the great offer in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding him and let this be the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that you bless us and guide us in our new journey, experience and adventure. Thank you.

Please bless my friend with a miracle and help her stay strong and positive always and have a speedy recovery. Thank you.

I am sincerely grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and enjoy all of life's greatest moments and that everything goes smoothly for them. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gains financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities everywhere he looks. I pray too that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he gains renewed passion and is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are smooth and great. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

4th May 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for yet another great training day today. I hope the urine track infection goes away soon and I hope too  that the pain in my knees go away too.

Thank you for granting my husband with the great offer in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding him and let this be the big break that he's been waiting for. Please also bless us and guide us in this new experience, journey and new adventure. Thank you.

Please bless my friend with a miracle and help her stay positive and have a speedy recovery. Thank you.

I am thankful always, for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities everywhere he looks. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray too that with your blessings and guidance, he gains renewed passion and is reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids help themselves to a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen