4th May 2016 - 12th May 2016

Dearest LB & GY,

I really think something is terribly wrong with me. I seem to take the closest people to me for granted. Now I'm missing my Grandma and I'm recollecting some really harsh words I used in my last trip back. Slap me please. :(

Please don't let me spiral down the dark hole again.

Please guide me.

I want to be a good person and I want to be kind, compassionate, patient and understanding. Please, LB & GY. Please guide me. Thank You.

As always, I say my prayers that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey smooth sailing always and filled with much love, joy and happiness. Thank You.

I pray for a speedy recovery for my husband. Thank You.

Here, I pray for all those who have to toil day in, day out, weather out storms to make ends meet. I pray that you bless them with better things. I pray too that you guide me on how I can help. I want to help.

Thank You

Eileen 

27th April 2016 - 3rd May 2016

Dearest LB and GY,

I think I am a terrible human being.
I realized that this trip going home.
I do not know how to decipher it nor do I know how to explain it and neither do I have a reason for my ridiculous emotions and behaviour.

I pray for your guidance. Please help me. Please guide me. Back on the right path to being a good person. A better person. Please. One who is full of kindness, compassion, understanding, patience and one who inspires. Please guide me. Thank You.

I say a prayer for all of my loved ones, my Grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, my immediate and extended family. I pray that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey smooth sailing filled with love, joy and happiness. Please let my Grandma be happy. Thank You.

I pray for a speedy recovery for my husband. Thank You.

I pray, really for your guidance in really guiding me back to the right path.

Thank You

Eileen 

9th April 2016 - 26th April 2016

Dear LB & GY,

Thank You for a blessed Cheng Beng trip with my family. It was great.

I take some time to say a prayer of thanks. I am so, so, so blessed with all the good things in my life. I cannot say thank you enough. The love, opportunities, great experiences, learning experiences. I am so thankful and grateful. I am also thankful for a life that has treated my loved ones very well too. We are all very blessed.

As always, I say a prayer that my family - both immediate and extended, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my loved ones, friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey smooth and filled with love and laughter. Thank You.

I pray too for your continuous guidance and blessings to help me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with the courage, wisdom and tenacity to make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray too for all those affected by tragedies to stay strong and have unwavering faith and may you bless them with positivities.

Thank You

Eileen 

29th March 2016 - 8th April 2016

Dearest LB & GY,

I just wanna say that I am thankful, utterly thankful for all the blessings of positive abundances and for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the food I have, all the clothes on my back and all the roofs over my head. Thank You so much. I am grateful and blessed.

I pray as always that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with the wisdom, clarity and courage to make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm always, stay positive and have unwavering faith. Thank You.

I am all for helping and inspiring. I hope you would bless me on this path. Thank You.

I pray too for all those in need at the moment that they will be blessed with the guiding light and they will stay strong and have courage and tenacity through it all.

Thank You

Eileen 

19th March 2016 - 28th March 2016

Dearest LB & GY,

I am so, so, so utmostly thankful for the opportunities blessed upon me. I will strive to do my best by them. Please continue guiding me. Thank You.

I am really, thankful, so thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for so much love, laughs and kindness in my life. Thank You. I know I am a lucky and blessed child.

As always, I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved one, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, the children and all my friends are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more understanding, more patient, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray too for all the people who are in need at the moment. I pray that they find that light they have been waiting for and that you will keep them all blessed with unwavering faith too.

Thank You

Eileen 

4th March 2016 - 18th March 2016

Dearest LB & GY,

I haven't prayed for awhile now. At times, I feel everything sliding around me. No, I feel myself sliding. Then I feel, no, I've got it. I think sometimes, I wish to go back to the wonderment and positivity that I had when I first landed here. I don't want to grow old and synical.

I am enjoying my new roles as a coach and mentor. Thank You for this blessed opportunity. Please guide me to do right. Thank You.

I would also like to start my volunteer work again and please do guide me to find my projects and continue empowering marginalized groups to be all they can be. Thank You.

I am indeed thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. There's nothing I could ask for more. I have it all and most importantly, I have family. That means alot so I pray as always, please bless them and keep them safe, sound and healthy and for them to live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journeys are always filled with happiness and joy. Thank You.

I continue praying for your guidance too, in helping me be a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, feels good and do good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I pray too for all humankind and for all who are facing dark days. I pray that they will find the light and come out stronger than ever.

Thank You

Eileen 

20th February 2016 - 3rd March 2016

Dearest LB & GY,

On this day, I would like to say a big prayer of thanks for a CNY celebration that had been blessed and wonderful for me and my family. Thank You. We are all truly blessed indeed for such a wonderful celebration with loved ones.

I pray only that my Grandma, my Mom, my Dad will live to see many more CNYs to come. I pray as always that my family, loved ones, my friends, my Grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Thank You.

I pray for your guidance and blessings in my journey forwards this year. Please guide me to do what's good and what's right. Thank You.

Eileen