11th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Please allow me to speak my mind today.
I am finding every ounce in me to keep my faith, to have unwavering faith.
But it's rather hard when we pray so hard for good news and we end up with unfavourable news.
I have not seen my husband wanting a job this much.
And I so wanted him to have it.
And now, he has no plans and I am trying to stay positive for the both of us. And it's hard because I don't even know what are his plans. What is in store for us?
I have made wrong decisions in the past and I'm just praying that we can start new and fresh with better clarity and wisdom.
I want my husband to be encouraged. To find renewed passion, to find renewed strength, to be reinspired.

What can I do to make our lives better? I am not complaining but it feels like we're in a vicious rut cycle. I want us to get out of it. I had believed and I had stayed positive for the past 10 months now. It hasn't been easy. Give me a sign. Any sign.

I am not angry. I am frustrated. I don't want to be. I want to be happy, I want to be inspired, I want to be positive and I want to see the glass as full.

I pray for your blessings and guidance. I pray so hard that something good happens for us. I pray so hard that we get the big break we have been waiting for. And we get it soon. We are trying to make plans but I don't even know where to start and what we should do.

Please guide me. Please guide us.

I am sad. I am sad for my husband because he seems so down-trodden. I pray he stays positive. I do not want him to feel pressured. LB & GY, please, I pray and I sincerely pray for that big break. I need that chance to make things right again. With your guidance, please. See that we get through this and excel tremendously.

Thank you.

Eileen

10th October 2011 - Additional Prayer

Dearest LB & GY,

Please continue to offer me your blessings & guidance to keep my unwavering faith. I pray that I stay positive and believe that everything falls into place perfectly.

Please LB & GY, let us get through this. Soon.

Eileen

10th October 2011 - Additional Prayer

Dearest LB & GY,

I believe with your blessings, I shall continue having unwavering faith. I believe you have better plans for my husband and myself and that everything falls into place perfectly.

I just pray that you continue to bless and guide us and I pray that a better offer shall come my husband's way very soon. Very soon indeed.

Thank you.

Eileen

10th October 2011 - Additional

Dear LB & GY,

I pray that my husband gets the job with MTVE. I pray really hard on this. Please offer him your blessings. Please offer us your blessings.

Thank you.

Eileen

10th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great run training this morning. And guiding me towards figuring out what needs to be done. I need clarity and focus. Please offer me your blessings and guidance.

Thank you as always for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and experiences. I am thankful for being such a lucky and blessed child. I am thankful for my prayers being heard and answered always. Life is great indeed.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that everything goes smoothly for them and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures and are always happy. Thank you.

I pray that my husband gets the job with MTVE and I pray with all of my heart that you offer him your blessings on this. I pray that with your blessings, he finds renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I have not seen him wanting a job this much, LB & GY. Please bless him. I pray for him. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue to flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all of the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the projects with T&A, M&L and M&A to sail smoothly, planned perfectly and everything fall in place perfectly and I pray that they are great successes and  I pray that the successes of these projects further boosts business growth for all involved. I pray too that we win the project for YC in Macau. I pray that all the business partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards our goals and I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures too. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more inspiring, more understanding, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours and I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and that humankind grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

9th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I keep my prayers simple again today.
But I hope you know that I pray for the same things everyday for all of my loved ones, family and friends and those in need.

Today, I pray that my husband gets the job with MTVE and he is recharged to pursue his dreams.
Today, I pray that my projects with T&A, M&L and M&A goes perfectly as planned and are great successes.

I pray that everything falls into place perfectly as planned.
I believe and I have faith.

Thank you so very much.

Eileen

8th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I make my prayer simple but I hope you know that sincerely, I continue being grateful and thankful, I have unwavering faith that my prayers are always heard and answered and I pray for the same good things everyday.

Today, I pray that my husband gets that job with MTVE. I pray that the months ahead, though challenging are exciting and it's good for us. Thank you. Thank you for offering your blessings and guidance for the big break.

I pray please, LB & GY.

Thank you.

Eileen