1st December 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Yesterday was like a miracle. When I read the email and the understanding from the client. It was... yes, like a miracle. I know this is your way of giving me a sign that you are listening and you are answering my prayers. I am so grateful and thankful for that. I guess, I was near tears. I didn't imagine it. It was... the feeling and the experience was ... surreal in a way.

I pray that you offer my husband your blessings and grant him that job in BKK and with your blessings and guidance too that this is the big break he's been waiting for. I pray that you bless us with this new experience of living in BKK. I promise we'll make good of it. I promise I'll make good of it. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me ensure that my project with M&A continues sailing smoothly, everything falls in place perfectly and that it is a huge success with good communication and understanding with the client. Thank you, thank you and thank you.

I am continuously grateful and thankful that life has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful that my prayers are always heard and answered. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am indeed a lucky and blessed child. Life is great.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them all. I pray too that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets that job in BKK and this is the big break he's been waiting for. I pray that you bless him and you bless us with this experience. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray for the project for M&A to be a huge success and with your blessings and guidance, everything falls in place perfectly smoothly and that there is great communication and understanding between me and the clients. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray too that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance to help me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your blessings and guidance too in helping me gain clarity and wisdom to make the best, the rightest and truest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and that humankind grows kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

30th November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am feeling tired. This week, for some reason. And I feel like I am having my PMS. But it's early! Is my faith really that weak? Little pieces of bad news seem to disturb me easily. I pray for your blessings and guidance for me to rise above it all.

I pray also, that my husband gets that job in BKK and with your blessings and guidance, this is the big break he's been waiting for. Please bless us with the new experience of living in BKK. I promise we'll make good of it. I promise I'll make good of it. I pray too that you offer me your blessings and guidance and help me with the project for M&A. I pray that this project goes smoothly and everything falls in place perfectly and that I have good communication and understanding with the client. Please, please bless me and please guide me. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I am thankful for being such a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings, he gets that job in BKK and that this is the big break he's been waiting for. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Please, LB & GY. He needs this. We need this. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully and that every project under each individual business is planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that you offer me your blessings and guidance for the project with M&A and that it is a huge success, everything falls in place perfectly and sails smoothly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray too that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more inspiring, more understanding, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray too for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I need to stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

29th November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Yesterday, during my meeting for the M&A project, I had a sudden vision, a flash, if I could call it that - of returning home and just really letting my temper go and blowing my steam. Of course, I kept my cool and calm and I even kept my patience in the traffic jam on the way home. I can't help but think I've lost the inspiration to do this job. I am questioning myself - first and foremost - I'm not sure how it got to this stage. I thought I had everything in control. But, the client is not giving me the control I require. I have no intentions to give up, of course. But please, offer me your blessings and guidance and help me get through this and come out the other side successful. Please, I pray for the project to be a huge success and that everything sails smoothly and falls in place perfectly. Thank you.

I pray too that my husband gets that job in BKK. Please offer him your kind blessings and guidance and let this be the big break he's been waiting for. Please bless us with this new experience of living in BKK. I promise we'll make good of it. I promise I will make good of it. Please, I pray. Thank you.

I am still sincerely thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I believe some experiences are learning ones and I should be blessed to learn. I am thankful for the food on my table, the clothes on my back and the roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed. Thank you.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial rewards, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets that job in BKK and that this is the big break he has been waiting for. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that every project under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the project with M&A to be a huge success and that everything goes smoothly and falls in place perfectly as planned. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.
I pray that the children at the orphanage are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

28th November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I've been a little disturbed by the kids at the orphanage. I guess, I don't know what changed. Especially with RY. It seems he is less warm towards me now. I had now idea I would be affected in this manner. I thought the whole idea was to give my time and my love without expectations. I guess, I am a little hurt by his actions. Wow. What happened? I'd like some understanding on the issue, I guess. I pray for your guidance to help me find peace. And guide me to do the right thing. To be true. Yes, that's right. To be true.

I pray also that my husband gets that job in BKK and that this is the big break he's been waiting for. Please bless us with the new experience of living in BKK. I promise we'll make good of it. I promise that I'll make good of it. I pray for you to offer him your blessings and guidance. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me with the project with M&A. I pray that it is a huge success and that everything goes smoothly and falls in place perfectly as planned. Thank you.

I am truly grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for all the blessings. I am thankful for the food on my table, the clothes on my back and the roofs over my head too. I am thankful for all my prayers being heard and answered always. I am lucky and blessed. I know that. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them all. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in BKK and I pray that with your blessings and guidance, this is the big break he's been waiting for. I pray for your blessings and guidance to in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Please bless him and please bless us. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the project with M&A to be a huge success and that with your blessings and guidance, everything falls in place perfectly and runs smoothly. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at the orphanage are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong and healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

27th November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, the same date, same day last year, I started doing my Sunday long runs and after a 3 month of so break, I'm adamant to start it again :) Please bless me with a great run today. I am also thankful for a great Thanksgiving dinner yesterday with my husband.

I pray that my husband gets that job in BKK. Please bless us with this new experience of living in BKK. Please offer him your blessings and guidance and let this be the big break he's been waiting for. I promise we'll make good of your blessings. I promise I'll make good of the new experience too. I pray also for the project with M&A to be a huge success and that everything goes smoothly and falls in place perfectly. Thank you for all your blessings.

I continue to be sincerely thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all of my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed!

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in BKK and with your blessings and guidance, this is his big break. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that every project under each individual business is planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that the project for M&A is a huge success and that everything goes smoothly and falls in place perfectly as planned. I pray also that all the different partners I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness always. I pray that they grow up strong and healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray too that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuos guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

25th November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for keeping my Mom safe. She's home alone so please protect her. Thank you also for blessing my husband with an interim job while waiting for the confirmation from BKK. I am most grateful.

I pray that my husband gets that job in BKK and we will be blessed with the new experience of living in BKK. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance and make this his big break. I promise we'll make good of the new experience. I promise I will make good of the experience. I pray also that my project with M&A is a huge success, everything goes smoothly and falls in place perfectly. Thank you.

I am sincerely thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always, always heard and answered. I am thankful for being such a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in BKK and with your blessings and guidance, this is the big break he's been waiting for. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that every project under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the project with M&A, that it is a huge success and everything goes smoothly and perfectly as planned. I pray too that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and I pray we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always loved and happy and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray too for your guidance in helping me gain wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday. I pray to meet all these kind people often.

Thank you.

Eileen

24th November 2011 - One Year Anniversary

Dearest LB & GY,

I delayed my prayers today because I didn't want to rush through it. Just thought I'd like to spend some time reflecting on my one-year of praying.

I am searching deep within me.

I can't believe how fast the year had passed. It's been a year already. And I am proud to say that I haven't missed a single day's prayer. I realized that some days, my prayers had been short and curt. But I am pretty sure I still pray sincerely.

I had struggled to keep faith sometimes. It's not always easy. In fact, I feel fragile, and maybe still do a little. I want to believe that everything works out as planned but at the same time, that everything happens for a reason. And you are the force behind it. Is this what it is to keep faith? Sometimes, it is hard, particularly when things doesn't seem to go smoothly or as planned. And it is so easy to lose that faith.

But admittedly, you have shown me that I just need to stay positive. I need to believe that my prayers are always heard and answered. Admittedly too, I need some form of 'notice' if you can call it that... to help spur me along. Not sure if you understand what I am saying. I need some signs, to know that my prayers are answered. Are heard. Especially when I feel despaired and going through my PMS at the same time. Those are the hardest days and moments actually. Or when I thought something good might happen and it doesn't and I don't understand why not. I need your guidance at these times to let me understand it. I do. I do. I pray for your blessings and guidance always.

Dearest LB & GY,

I intend to stay positive and keep faith and make sure my faith is unwavering. I pray for your blessings always for this. For your guidance too. I genuinely want to be a better person, with good thoughts and good deeds always. Please guide me so. I need to be more aware of myself. I need to be more patient, definitely. I need to true.

As I say that, I am sincerely, sincerely grateful to a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I have food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I have so much love and opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful. Really. I am fortunate and I really would like, really, really would like to spend more time helping the less fortunate in any ways possible. But I also want to be able to make this decision rationally and not as some form of escape or trial. As I mentioned, I need to be true. I want to be true. So, please offer me your guidance here. And blessings too. But rest assured, even on less positive days, I am thankful for all these in my life. All the good things in my life. Therefore, I do believe and feel it is time to step up and help others in need. Please guide me here.

I pray everyday, for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need. I pray that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray too that they are happy and everything goes smoothly for all of them. I pray also that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday, for my husband. I pray that his career continues sailing smoothly and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job in BKK and that this is the big break he has been waiting for. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. I pray for him to be happy too. I pray also for your guidance in helping me stay positive and keep faith. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday for my businesses. I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the project with M&A to sail smoothly and that everything falls in place perfectly and that it is a huge success. Please guide me and bless me here. I pray too that all the different partners I work with continue working cohesively as a team and support one another unconditionally. I pray that we all reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday for the children at Happy Tree. I pray that they are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong and healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray too that you offer them your blessings and may they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I am too emotional with my work and get worked up immediately without seeing the total picture. I need to change this. I pray for your blessings and guidance for that. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. As I mentioned, I want to be true. True to my thoughts, my feelings and my actions. I want my actions to be good. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith and tenacity always. Thank you very much.

I pray everyday, for the world to become a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate all the time. I wish to meet more kind people in my life who would inspire me too.

Thank you very much.

Eileen