27th September 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I need to say a special prayer. For my Por Por.

Please bless her with better health and let her be safe, sound and healthy. Please bless her with a long and prosperous life too.

I hate to see her in this condition. Please. I pray.

I do not understand why people need to grow old and lose the glories of their yesteryears.

Please bless her and not let her suffer.

Please. I pray.

Thank you.

Eileen

21st September 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

This is the first time I'm doing this on my new toy. Since its a prayer in advanced, I'd make it brief.

Of course as usual, I'm thankful. Thankful for a life that has been blessed with abundances and privileges. The small and the big. Thankful that all my family and loved ones are blessed with a life that has and will continue treating them well. Thankful for so much love in my life. I am very blessed and lucky. I know that. Thank you.

Please do continue blessing all of them and please bless them with good health and safety and let them all live long and prosperous lives. Thank you.

Please also bless all the poor children with joy, love and kindness in their lives. Do bless me and guide me in my endeavours to help these kids have a better future and a better life. Thank you.

For the last couple of days, I've been rather annoyed by a new client or co-worker on the EC team. I'm not sure if I'm being overly sensitive or defensive, but I'm getting all sorts of negative vibes from her. Even just over the email. Please bless me and guide me and help me gain clarity and wisdom in dealing with this issue. I pray for patience and compassion. Thank you. I mean,I really do not wish to have ill-thoughts. And I really think its just work. Please guide me. Thank you. I know you have blessed me by giving me this great opportunity and I do not wish to throw it away in the name of arrogance or impatience. Please, please do bless me and guide me and help see me through. Thank you.

Today is a brand new day, much like everyday is.

Thank you for all your blessings, not just for me and my loved ones, but for everyone in this world who are in need too.

Thank you again.

Eileen 

20th September 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great workout session this morning, although I am feeling a little deflated.

Thank you for blessing my volunteer work with so many kind-hearted souls who have responded positively to my shout-out. Please continue blessing and guiding me for this, on this. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband with this great offer here in YG and inadvertently blessing us with this new experience. Please continue blessing and guiding him and let this be the big break that he's been waiting for. Thank you also for blessing me with this great job with CM and now with EC and please also continue blessing and guiding me and let everything go smoothly for me at work. Please continue blessing and guiding the both of us in this new experience, new journey and new adventure and let everything go smoothly for us both. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray too that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree, Life Garden, Hosana, Nano and all the other orphanages are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures too. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future for themselves. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your guidance and blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

 

19th September 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I would like to keep my prayers short and simple.
I've had a little bit of an eye-opening day. I've gone to visit 2 orphanages and their living conditions are very poor.

Is it .... I have some questions. Sometimes, I feel all sorts of guilty simply because, I know these underprivileged kids have not enough food to eat, no bed to sleep on, etc.... and I get to satisfy my hunger pangs whenever I need to, I have nice bed, etc. Especially with food. I even get greedy with it. I have a whole pantry and fridge stocked well with food. Of course, I am extremely thankful. But.... I also feel guilty. How should it be? Should it be like this?

I mean, there is no doubt at all that I feel extremely lucky and blessed for all the privileges I have in my life that is in abundance. There's no end to my gratitude and if at all, I've learnt humility and not to complain about the little things in life. And I think I still do sometimes, though I don't say it out loud and maybe that's cheating, but I'm trying.

I want to say a big prayer to all of these poor children. I pray that they stay strong, positive and I pray that with your blessings and guidance, they will get food, clothes and shelter. I pray for your guidance in helping me in my commitment to help them. Help them in whatever ways and means that I can. I really, sincerely want to help. I cannot imagine how they can live in those conditions. Look at me! I feel ashamed because when I first moved here, I couldn't stand the dirt and the floor and whatever else. And these kids have... not even a proper bed. In Buddhism, we believe this is karma. But these are merely children. So, again I need your guidance here, to understand, why. Why them? Why not me? How can I help? What can I do?

Please LB & GY, help me, guide me, bless me in this journey of mine to help them. And I want to help them sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Please bless me.

Thank you.

Eileen

18th September 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for a great run this morning. I hope I will get fitter and fitter :)

Thank you for blessing my husband with this great offer here in YG and inadvertently blessing us with this new experience. Please continue blessing and guiding him and let this be the big break that he's been waiting for. Thank you also for blessing me with this new job with CM and EC and please also continue blessing and guiding me and let this be the big break that I've been waiting for too. Please continue blessing and guiding the both of us in this new journey, new adventure and new experience and let everything go smoothly for us. Thank you.

Please bless all my friends who are in need currently with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all  live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial rewards and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere that he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree and Life Garden and all the other orphanages are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. I will be visiting another orphanage tomorrow and I do pray for your guidance on this. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

17th September 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

It seems like I am doing my prayers in advanced again. And as such, I'd like to do my prayer of Thanks.

Thank you for blessing me with yet another consultancy job. Please bless me and guide me and let this be a smooth and great journey for me, in terms of experience and learning. Please guide me to stay level-headed at all times too. I want to do a good job for the people I've committed with. Especially to WW who had offered me something with nothing.

Thank you for blessing me with so much love from my family, my loved ones and my friends. From their love, I gain strength and I am thankful. So blessed. So thankful. So happy. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing me with a wonderful husband. I feel melancholic, maybe because I see he is working rather hard and not gaining grounds perhaps. But please continue shining your guiding light upon him and bless him with the big break that he's been waiting for. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing me with so many great experiences and opportunities. Amongst which is the opportunity to help others who are less privileged than I. Please guide me and let me stay true and committed to my cause as well. Please remind me to rule and run my life with compassion always. Thank you.

Thank you for the big things in my life, for blessing me with a wonderful, wholesome and fulfilled life. Thank you for all the small things in my life - nail polish is small, but I get to use them if I wish. :) Stuff like that, you know. I am blessed. Truly blessed. Most of all, Thank You for the choices I am greeted with all the time. Please guide me in making the best and rightest decisions for myself, my loved ones. Thank you.

I am just thankful for a privileged life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. Very thankful indeed.

Eileen

15th September 2012 - 16th September 2012

Dearest LB & GY,

I am making my prayers in advanced again for the weekend.

Today, I am thankful for a great training session in the morning. Weather's been great. Yay!
I am not sure if I am having delayed PMS. Maybe not so much PMS, but I've just been feeling melancholic. I'm not sure why. I mean, I'm overall, generally happy, but just .... feeling a little melancholic. I wonder why. Please guide me.

Thank you for blessing my husband with this great offer here in YG and inadvertently, blessing us with this new experience. Thank you for blessing me with this great job with CM and EC too. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let this be the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless and guide us in this new journey, new experience and new adventure. Thank you.

Please bless all my friends who are in need at the moment, with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere that he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray that the children at Happy Tree, Life Garden and all the other orphanages are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your guidance and blessings in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen