25th January 2013 - 28th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Please guide me to abstain from malicious thoughts in my head. Is my mind at an unrested level? I need to zen. Please guide me.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless and guide us and let this journey continue smoothly for us both. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am continuously thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them all. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere he looks. I pray that everything goes perfectly smoothly for him at HTC. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, HH, NM and LF are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

 

24th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot explain my feelings, really. I have no idea what the hell is really wrong with me. I don't know if I am being over-sensitive or I'm just over-dramatizing things or what....... Everything's going quite well and I have no reasons to be feeling all funky. I'm not all funky. It's like one minute, I feel a bit low and then I feel chatty. What's with the mood swings, I have no idea. :(

Please guide me with strength, with clarity and with wisdom and please guide me also back onto the path of unwavering faith. Thank you.

I would still like to do my prayer of Thanks today because I find sometimes, this helps.

I am thankful for living such a blessed life and for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I know things have worked out very well lately for my husband and I and I cannot say how thankful I am of that. And at the same times, I want to make sure I don't let it all get to my head. I still want to be very down-to-earth about it. Please guide me with wisdom and clarity.

I am thankful as always for being blessed with so much privileges in my life and an abundance of food, clothes, roofs and monies. Please guide me to always remember to share and share with my heart. I have plenty. I know that. Please guide me with wisdom and strength.

I am thankful for all the love that always surrounds me. I am so blessed to know such love. Please guide me to always love with my heart and to rule my life with kindness, compassion and love. Please guide me with wisdom and clarity as well as the strength.

I am thankful for the great opportunities and great experiences that comes my way. I am blessed with these learning experiences. Please guide me to remember to share my good fortune, my learnings and my experiences so that others may benefit from it. Please guide me with strength and wisdom.

My life is great and I cannot explain my mood swings. Please guide me. Please do.

I would like to also say my prayers for my family, my loved ones and friends. Please bless them and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures.

Thank you very much for yet another day of listening and answering my prayers. I am grateful.

Eileen

23rd January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Since this is another prayer in advanced, I'd like to do my prayer of Thanks. I also think it will be good for me.

Thank you for showing me the kindness of a taxi driver today.

Thank you for blessing me with an abundance of food and I never know hunger. Please bless me and guide me to share these abundances.

Thank you for blessing me with an abundance of all my basic needs that I never need to know what it's like to sleep out on the streets in the cold nor do I know what it feels like not to have enough clothes to keep warm. Please bless me and guide me to share these abundances.

Thank you for blessing me with all the love in the world from my family, my loved ones and from my husband. I am blessed and I am a lucky child indeed as I never need to know what it's like without love in the world. Please bless me and guide me to love with all my heart and to show love to everything in this world.

Thank you for blessing me with an abundance of great opportunities and learning experiences. Please bless me and guide me with the wisdom and clarity to share my experiences and opportunities in a positive manner.

Thank you for blessing me with a show of kindness and compassion from others, even from strangers. Please bless me and guide me to always, always remember to rule my life with kindness and compassion too. I sorely lack on this.

I continue to pray for your blessings and guidance and I pray for strength, wisdom, clarity and unwavering faith. I don't know what is wrong with me lately and I need to be guided back to the path of faith.

Thank you for your guidance, always.

Eileen

22nd January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Today morning was absolute perfection as I had a fairly great run and it was an absolutely great community breakfast session. Thank you for the experience.

I read somewhere or someone's post to practise  praying whenever I need toand not just once a day as part of my daily rule. So, I'm praying now.

I know the past week had seen some of my very bad behaviour rearing its ugly head and and I am aware and conscious of it. I thought I was feeling better yesterday and today.... However my landlady's email had thrown me off kilter for awhile. 

I'm working on my compassion and patience and kindness. And ego. And I do, do so pray for your blessings and guidance to help me become a better person. With this landlady issue, I just want us to have a smooth stay here in this new apartment and that everything goes well and of course I'd still like to believe that we had been blessed enough to meet a landlord and landlady who is kind and understanding to us. Therefore, I pray for faith and I pray for wisdom and strength. I'm working on not being an egotistical idiot and just learn to take the road less travelled by backing out amicably. Which is why I am praying for strength, wisdom and faith that everything will be all right.

Please continue blessing and guiding me andblessing my husband and myself with a smooth stay here in Myanmar. 

Thank you.

Eileen  

18th January 2013 - 21st January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot find a reason or an excuse for my behaviour this morning. It was utterly uncalled for when I came back from a blessed training and there was a truck parked outside my entrance. Yes, he was blocking my way but it was really no big deal, I know that and I knew that. The driver smiled, but I wasn't the least bit friendly at all. What is wrong with me?? Am I losing it?

Please LB & GY, please guide me back on the correct path. I don't like this. I will try, of course. Please guide me.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG and do please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless us with a smooth sailing journey here in Myanmar. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am, really continuously and utterly grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, everything goes perfectly well for him at work with HTC and that he gets the big break that he's been waiting for. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, NM, HH and LF are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they all grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moment and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future and guide me to the path of correct reasons. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Please guide me. I want to be a good person, a better person.

Thank you.

Eileen

17th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm trying to look for some signs....... of your guidance and your teachings....

Thank you in advanced and thank you for your guidance and blessings thus far.

Please bless my Por Por's soul and let her be reunited with my Kung Kung and may the both of them gain eternal peace. Thank you.

Thank you for blessing my husband and I with an abundance of great opportunities here in YG. Please continue blessing and guiding us and let us both get the big break that we've been waiting for. Please also bless us and guide us and let this journey be smooth sailing for us both. Thank you.

Please bless my friends who are in need at the moment with miracles and help them stay strong and positive always. Thank you.

I am always grateful and thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for being such a privileged kid with so much great abundances in my life. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. Life is great indeed.

I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all those in need are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. I pray also that they always enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he gets financial growth, career advancements and great opportunities from everywhere he looks. I pray that with your blessings and guidance, he gets the big break that he's been waiting for and everything goes perfectly well for him with the job at HTC. I pray also that with your blessings and guidance, he is inspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses continue flourishing financially and growing successfully within this year and that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that my communication and understanding with all my clients are great and smooth always. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals and that we all reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray that the children at HT, LF, HH and NM are always surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they are always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me in my commitment to help these kids have a better future. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to grow kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

16th January 2013

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank you for an awesome training session this morning. I pray for my knees. Am I doing too much?

I would like to just have a conversation with you today.
Of course, it goes without saying that I am thankful for everything in my life and for a life that has treated me and all my loved ones very well and blessed us with great abundance of everything. I am, I am grateful for that.

I am not sure, but I think I'm feeling a little bit lost. Especially with the volunteer, trying to make a difference work that I am doing. I'm actually not even sure what I am doing for that anymore. I think if you asked me, of course, I 100% would like to give the children a chance at life. At least half of the chances that I got in my life, if not more. I do so want to do that. But I am questioning if I am doing it for the right reasons. I don't have an answer it seems, as to why I do it. Why am I doing it? Just to help? Just to make a difference? Would I make a difference? Then, I was being very emotional and personal with one of the caretakers and really - who am I to judge? I don't have children so I don't know how it is like to bring children up in this world. Everyone has their own way. And style. My parents aren't perfect, but they're perfect in my eyes. Well, sometimes. To be honest.

I need to find the right path again. I need to do this, no.. I WANT to do this for the right reasons. I am only worried and afraid my reasons are wrong. I'm talking ego and recognization. I need to know that I don't want those. And I don't want to do it because I feel sorry or I pity the children either. Please guide me, LB & GY. I need the guidance.

Lately, I've been getting less and less patient with people in general. I don't know. And God knows, I do pray for patience everyday. And to be understanding and more compassionate. I have yet to learn to lead my life and rule it with compassion. I try. Sometimes, I do try. But what is compassion really? How do I be compassionate at work? Ok, yes,.... with outside, I can be. I know sometimes, it is just not in my place to judge or to teach and therefore, I need to be understanding and compassionate. But at work..... ? Please guide me.

Over and above all, please guide me to be a better person. In all ways. Please show me signs of your guidance. Please give me signs of reminders. I know you have showered me with kindness from everywhere. And I think I am not recipocrating enough. Please guide me with wisdom, clarity and strength. Please show me the right way and the correct ways.

Thank you for all your blessings. And guidance.

Eileen