Tuesday, June 10, 2014

13th June 2014

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm feeling really quite terrible. Mainly because I'm worried about my Grandma.

I know it'd be too much to ask for her to live forever.
I just want her to be well and happy and enjoy her life.
Please.

Am I terrible for not being by her side at the moment?
I feel lost. I don't know what I should do.
I want to be home, and then I feel I need to be here.

I am so afraid of losing her. Like, now is not the time and there is never a time that I would accept it.

So, please... guide me.

Please bless her most of all, to be safe, sound and healthy. I can't bear to see her dignity disintegrate. Not anyone I love, please. Mr. B and GY, please.

I pray. I really pray.

Thank You
Eileen 

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