20th March 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I'm back once again. I have some thoughts in my head. I feel sorry for the people in Japan, but I realised that I haven't exactly tried my best to follow the news there or watch any of the videos, etc.... I'm not sure if it i sbecause subconsciously I do not want to see the horror or the tragedy of life lost and the shock of destruction or is it because I am simply uninterested. But I do pray for the people of Japan - to find the strength to face this tragedy with poise, peace and calm. I also recently received news of the demise of the Wedding Wishes client - and again, I find myself unaffected emotionally. For this, I can only take it as that I wasn't involved physically in the project and as such, I wasn't close to her and have not been following her news. But of course, I do still pray for her and her loved ones to find the strength to carry on and be happy that she is now in a better place. I do and I don't feel the need to publicise this, I guess. I don't wish for anyone to lose a loved one. I also had a small un-positive-like issue after my AWP meeting and it was amongst friends from my industry team and it just made me quite heartsick to hear about it and of course, my first natural reaction was to behave just as childishly. I pray for your guidance to steer me and keep me on the positive path of thought and behaviour.

I begin my prayers with my prayers of gratitude. I am thankful that the Splendour of Nature project ended on a pretty much high note and a success despite some shortfalls here and there. I had a lot of fun and I am thankful for that too. I am thankful for having had the opportunity to spend some time with my Dad and my Ah Por during my trip back home and it was very meaningful for me. I am thankful that I have a family that so, so, so love me and spoil me. I am blessed, so very blessed. I am thankful for the abundance of money I have in my bank accounts and my purse. I am thankful for the great experiences that I get to enjoy and learn from all the time. I am thankful for the endless opportunities that keep coming my way. I am thankful for a physically healthy body to think, feel, do and love. Life is good. Thank you.

I pray for a lot of things that I want, not just myself, but for my family and friends too.

For my family - both immediate and extended, I want for them to always be happy and lead a great life with great experiences. I want them to always, always be safe, sound and healthy and I want them to live a long and prosperous life. Thank you.

For my husband - I pray that he finds happiness and financial rewards in his work and that he finds career advancement within this month. I pray that all the numerous projects and campaigns that he oversees sail smoothly too. Thank you.

For all of my businesses - NS, MR, TWP, LFC, SP, JFT - I want them all to flourish and grow financially within the year. I want for each and every project under individual businesses to sail smoothly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I want for the nicest clients to sign up with us. I want for all my partners and myself to work cohesively as a team and watch each other's back and that we all see the big picture clearly and work towards that. I want too - for my projects with Sofitel and other external partnerships to be huge successes thus boosting the relevant businesses. I want for myself and my partners to reap the financial rewards of our labour and efforts within the year. Thank you.

For the kids at the orphanage, I want for them to lead a life that is full of love, joy and happiness. I want them to grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people. Thank you.

For myself - I pray for your continuous guidance in helping me stay positive, keep the faith and be at peace and calm always. I pray for you guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding and more inspiring. I pray too for your guidance in helping me think good thoughts and positive thoughts always. Thank you.

For the world - I pray that it is a kinder and more compassionate place everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

12th March 2011 - Special Prayers

Dearest LB & GY,

I pray for the people in Japan.
I pray that those who survived find the strength to accept the tragedy.
I pray that those who survived would find the strength to rebuild themselves and their homes.
I pray that those who survived and lost would find the much required peace.

Thank you.

Eileen

12th March 2011 - 19th March 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I would once again be missing my prayers here for a whole week and I'm going to do an advance one for the whole week. Please bear with me and please give me your blessings.

Right now, I am not feeling very well and I feel physically tired and it seems like I'm on the edge of getting irritated with small things. But I'd like to pray from my heart with a clear mind still and I do not wish to do so just for the sake of doing it either.

I am always thankful. I know that I am blessed and I am lucky for a life that has treated me very well, with a lot of love from family, husband and friends, with a lot of money in my bank accounts and my purse, with a lot of opportunities that have been granted to me and that keep coming my way, with a physically healthy body to think, feel and love, with a lot of experiences to learn and enjoy from, with a roof over my head, with clothes on my body and with food to fuel me. I am blessed. Thank you.

My prayers are the same everyday, but they are all the things that I pray for, that I want for myself and all of my loved ones.

I want for my entire family - both immediate and extended to always be happy and enjoy life's great experiences. I want them to be safe, sound and healthy always and I want them to live a long and prosperous life. For this, I thank you.

I want for my husband to find happiness in his work and I want all of the projects and campaigns that he oversees and manages to sail smoothly and that he reaps the rewards of his labour and efforts within this month. I want for him to find financial growth and career advancement within this month too. Thank you.

I want all of my businesses - TWP, NS, MR, LFC, JFT and SP to flourish and grow financially and successfully within the year. I want for all projects under each business to sail smoothly and successfully. In particular, my project with Sofitel - I want it to sail smoothly and be a huge success, further boosting our business growth. This week too, I have the Splendour Of Nature project and I want for this to take place smoothly and executed beautifully and successfully. I want for all of my partners to work together as a team and support each other as a team towards the big picture that we all so clearly see. I want for all of us to reap the financial rewards of our labour and efforts within the year too. Thank you.

I want for the children at the orphanage to constantly be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I want for them to experience a wonderful life and grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people. Thank you.

I would like to pray for your continuous guidance and blessing in helping me keep the faith, stay positive, remain calm and be at peace always. Also I pray for your guidance in helping me gain strength and remain focused all the time. I too want your blessings in helping me be a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding and more inspiring. Thank you.

For the world, I still pray that it is a kinder and more compassionate place for everyone.

Thank you. And I will promise to think of the same prayers everyday, from my heart while I am away.

Eileen

11th March 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Ok, my training had been pretty much sucky since the work weekend I had 2 weeks ago. Perhaps, it is my body's way of telling me to rest. I'm just literally tired and I feel rather under the weather. Please help me get through with more energy.

But of course, I never forget that life has been great and I am thankful. I am thankful for all the great experiences in life that I got to learn from, to share and to enjoy. I am thankful for so much love constantly surrounding me from my family, my husband and my friends. I am thankful for all the abundance of money that is in my bank accounts and my purse. I am thankful for the endless opportunities that keep coming my way. Of course, even while I am tired, I know I am lucky and I am thankful to have a physically abled body to do the things I need and to do the things I wish to do. Life is good indeed. I'm blessed.

I pray for all the things I want for myself and for my loved ones.

I want for my entire family - extended and immediate to have a great life and to be happy always. I want them to enjoy great experiences in their lives and I want them to always be safe, sound and healthy. I want them also to live a long and prosperous life. Thank you.

I want for my husband's work projects and campaigns that he oversees and manages to sail smoothly for him and that he reaps the rewards of his labour and efforts within the month. I want him to be happy and I want him to find financial growth and career advancement within this month too. Thank you.

I want for all of my businesses - TWP, NS, MR, SP, LFC and JFT to flourish and grow financially within this year and I want that all the projects under each businesses to sail smoothly, planned smoothly and executed beautifully and successfully. I also want that my project with Sofitel to take off smoothly and is a huge success. I want all of my different partners of my businesses to see the big picture clearly and work together as a team and support each other as a team to achieve the big picture. I want us all to reap the financial rewards of our labour and efforts within this year too. Thank you.

I want for the children at the orphanage to always find happiness, love and joy and that they lead and experience wonderful lives and grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people. Thank you.

I really need your guidance and blessings in helping me keep the faith and stay positive and I always be at peace and calm. I need to your guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient and more inspiring. Thank you.

For the world - I would like the world to be a better place, a kinder place and a more compassionate place.

Thank you.

Eileen

10th March 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Well, today's cycling was not bad. Maybe it was the Eminem music. :) But thank you for ears to listen and to hear.

Thank you too, for a life that has treated me well. Thank you for the abundance of money I have in my bank accounts and my purse. Thank you for the endless opportunities that keep coming my way. Thank you for the experiences in life that I get to enjoy and learn and share. Thank you for so much love that constantly surrounds my life. Thank you for a physically able body in which I can do all that I need and all that I wish. Life is good. Thank you.

I pray for all that I want, for me and for my loved ones.

I want for my entire family - both extended and immediate - to always find happiness and love and enjoy life's great experiences. I want them to be safe, sound and healthy and I want them all to live a long and prosperous life. I want them to always be happy. Always.

I want for my husband to find enjoyment in his work and I want for his work to be smooth sailing for him always. I want him to reap the rewards of his labour and efforts and I want him to find financial growth and career advancement within this month.

I want for all of my businesses - TWP, NS, MR, LFC, SP, JFT to flourish and grow financially within this year and that nice clients keep coming my way. I want for all projects under each business to sail smoothly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I want for my project with Sofitel to take off smoothly and executed perfectly and successfully. I want for all of my different partners for each business to work cohesively together, united, and support each other as a team to achieve our goals. I want us all to reap the financial rewards of our labour and efforts too.

I want for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by amazingness - love, joy and happiness and that they lead wonderful lives and have great experiences and I want them to grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people.

I want for the world to be a kinder and more compassionate place where good always prevail. I want too for people here in Cambodia to use the roads wisely!

For all of the above, I need your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me stay positive and keep the faith always, be at peace and calm and focused. I need to your guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding and more inspiring.

Thank you.

Eileen

9th March 2011 (add on)

Dearest LB & GY,

I feel like I am about to spiral out of control and I have so many swear words playing in my head. I don't want that to happen. I don't want to think of things on the negative side.

Please give me the strength to keep the faith and stay positive, stay calm and stay focused.

I don't want to lose it.

Thank you.

Eileen

9th March 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I really don't know why I've just been feeling physically tired. Ok, is it a sign from my body to say I need to take it easy for my training? But, I will be resting next week. Hmmmm....

Well, still, life has been good to me. And I am thankful. I am thankful for the wonderful things that I get to experience, wonderful experiences that I get to enjoy and to learn from. I am thankful for so much love that surrounds me from my family, my friends and my husband. I am thankful for the abundance of money in my bank accounts and my purse. I am thankful for a physically healthy body in which I get to do the things I need and the things I wish. I am thankful for all the endless opportunities that keep coming my way. Life is great!

I pray as always for all the things that I want for myself and my family and loved ones.

I want for my family, immediate and extended to experience a good life too. I want them to be happy and to be safe, sound and healthy always. I want them to live a long and prosperous life.

I want for my husband to find financial growth and career advancement within this month. I want him to be happy and I want him to be rewarded for his labours and efforts within this month. I want for all his campaigns and projects which he manages to sail smoothly for him. I want him to be a star at work.

I want for all of my businesses - TWP, NS, MR, JFT, SP and LFC to flourish tremendously and find financial and business growth within the year. I want that all the numerous projects under each business to sail smoothly and implemented successfully and that all the businesses draw super nice clients. I want my project with Sofitel in particular to be planned smoothly and implemented extremely successfully. I want all my various business partners to work and support each other as a team and I want us to reap the financial rewards of our labour and efforts within the year.

I want for the children at the orphanage to have a great and wonderful life that is filled with love, joy and happiness. I want also, for them to grow up to be wonderful and inspiring people.

I need your continuous blessing and guidance in helping me keep the faith and stay positive. I also need your guidance in helping me be a better person all the time - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding and more inspiring.

I want for the world to be a kinder place with kinder and compassionate people everywhere.

Thank you.

Eileen