13th March 2015 - 2nd April 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot believe how tardy I have been with my prayers. No wonder I felt something missing. Is it because my faith is not as strong as it used to be?

Anyway, I am so very thankful for the blessings and opportunities I am granted and that all my loved ones are granted. I am blessed that they are blessed too. It's unbelievable sometimes for me. But I'm so grateful.

Please continue blessing my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends, the children and all those in need and let them all be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journeys are always smooth and filled with love and joy. Thank You.

Please continue blessing and guiding me. Sometimes, I question my thoughts and actions. Please guide me to do the right thing with the right thought and the right heart. I want to know that something is done sincerely. From me. Please guide me.

Thank You.

Eileen 

5th March 2015 - 12th March 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Today is the last day of the CNY. I am missing my grandma.
I don't know why I still behave badly with her. What is wrong with my impatience? This is really terrible. :(

Please guide me to do right by her. She means the world to me and I cannot bear to lose her. I keep failing to understand her.

I am looking forward to my holiday plans with her in April. Really excited and I pray that she will have an absolutely great time. Thank You.

I pray as always that my family, my grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, all my loved ones and friends, the children are always safe, sound and healthy and please bless them all with long and prosperous lives. I pray too that their journey is smooth sailing filled with joy and love. That is my one big prayer always, always, always.

Thank You LB & GY.

I do pray also for your guidance, blessing me with the wisdom to be a better person and to choose to be a better person always. Thank You.

I would also like to say a prayer for all those who are struggling with their lives, for all those affected by tragedies for them to stay strong and courageous and please bless them with peace of mind and help them stay positive.

Thank You.

Eileen 

24th February 2015 - Additional

Dearest LB & GY,

My heart is so heavy. I am feeling it so much for my Grandma.
I had lacked patience with her, but at the same time, I'm so heartbroken that she is so sad.

Dear LB & GY, I thank you for blessing her with yet another CNY with the family. I will ask for you to please bless her with positivity, joy and happiness. Please bless her to see clearly. Please bless her with courage to let go. Please let her be happy. And please bless her with a long and prosperous life.

Please, LB & GY. Please......

I pray for that.

On top of that, I am thankful for a great celebration with the family. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.

Eileen 

16th February 2015 - 4th March 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I have a special prayer today and that is please bless my family, especially my grandma with a joyous and blessed CNY celebrations. Let it be wonderful and happy for everyone. Thank You.

I am so very thankful for a blessed life. Even this morning's great run in great weather. Thank You!
Thank You for a life that has treated me and my loved ones so very well.

Please continue guiding me to share, to love, to be compassionate, to help, to be kind, to do with right thoughts, right heart and right actions. Thank You.

Please continue blessing my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all of my family, all my friends, all the children and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. Please bless them with happiness and smooth journeys. Thank You.

Please bless everyone with a joyous CNY celebration and holidays and for those in the time of need, please bless them with strength, courage and peace.

Thank You

Eileen 

11th February 2015 - 15th February 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am so thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the love, opportunities and great experiences. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful that my prayers are always heard and answered. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. I am thankful.

I don't know why I live in fear everyday of losing the ones I love. This is frightening to me. Losing them. Please LB & GY, please bless all of my loved ones, my family, my friends, all the children and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives filled with joy. Thank You.

As always, please continue guiding me to be a better person. No ego, do the right thing with the right thought and the right heart. Please, LB & GY. Please guide me.

Thank You

Eileen 

28th January 2015 - 10th February 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot believe I forgot my prayers for a week. That is extremely terrible. I'm sorry.

You know, I'm at a stage of my life that there isn't anything to complain about. Life is great and I am so blessed with all the love, the opportunities, the experiences, I cannot ask for more. It is ..... amazingly unbelievable. I know that. Thank You. Thank You so much. I am thankful every moment, every day. I don't complain. I have no complains.

But I am forever living in fear that all of these will be taken away from me. I know that's not how I should be living my life. It is terrible.

Dear LB & GY,

I pray only that you bless my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my ;oved ones, friends and all the children that they are always safe, sound and healthy. I pray that they are always happy and everything goes smoothly for them. Please LB & GY, I cannot face losing them. :(

Please do continue guiding me to be a good person. Lately, I've been feeling really guilty about shrugging some of my responsibilities with the kids. Anyway, please do continue guiding me and reminding me to have the right thoughts, do the right action with the right heart.

Thank You

Eileen 

21st January 2015 - 27th January 2015

Dearest LB & GY

Am I doing the right things in my life?
Am I being better?

I'm trying to achieve understanding and patience, but at work.... it's so difficult. I am also struggling with the boys.

Have I lost the bright-eyed wonderment? I want to see good things.

Please LB & GY, please guide me. Guide me and bless me with love, compassion and patience and to embrace unwavering faith and tenacity. Thank You.

Please LB&  GY, please bless my family - both immediate and extended, my grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband, all my friends and the children with good health, always safe, sound and healthy and bless them all with long and prosperous lives. Bless them with a journey that is smooth and full of joy. Thank You.

Those are my two utmost important prayers. I know.

But I also pray for the old men and old women peddling the streets. May they find joy and peace in their lives too.

Thank You

Eileen