25th June 2015 - 1st July 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I have been really, really tardy with my prayers this year. I'm sorry for that. I also don't want to have to pray only when things doesn't look good, you know. But I think prayers help me keep a positive mind.

I am facing more and more fears, at least once a day of losing my loved ones. I don't know my mind keeps going back there. Please guide me. Thank You.

As always, I say my prayers for my family, my mom, my dad, my grandma, my husband, all my loved ones, friends and all the children - please bless them always to be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journeys smooth sailing. Thank You.

I am thankful, very thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for all the food, clothes, roofs, the great experiences, the love and so much good things in my life. I really have no complains and nothing more I can ask for. I do ask for your guidance to help me be a better person - kinder, more understanding, more patient, more compassionate, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain strength, courage, wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions and staying true to myself. I pray for your guidance in helping me be more compassionate and share my love. Thank You.

Please guide me with the children as well. I need it. Thank You.

Here, I say a prayer for all those who have to slog it out in the rain to earn a living. I shall not complain about the rain. But please bless them with good things too. It's hard for them.

Thank You

Eileen 

12th June 2015 - 24th June 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Thank You for an awesome trip to Chiang Mai last week. I am so, so, so blessed! There had been a lot of reminders for a lot of things during the trip. But mainly was to focus on being compassionate and kind. I will remember. Thank You.

Thank You for blessing my family and loved ones and me with a life that had treated us very very well. I do pray for continuous blessings on all of them and especially my Grandma, my Mom, my Dad, my husband - keep them all safe, sound and healthy and let them live long and prosperous lives. I pray that their journeys are always smooth sailing and full of joy and love for them. Thank You.

I do pray for the children too - please guide me to guide them better. Please guide me to make a difference in their lives. Please guide me to impart the best knowledge to them in ways that I know. Thank You.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person. I will strive to take note of my action, my thoughts and my emotions. I pray for your guidance and please bless me with strength, wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours and stay true to myself. Thank You.

I say a special prayer for all those affected by tragedies - may their souls rest in peace and may their families find strength and peace and light. I pray for them.

Thank You

Eileen 

3rd June 2015 - 11th June 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

 

That was a right good scare I had regarding my housing. I was though, trying to stay positive through it and trying to keep calm and learning not to assign any emotion. It was tough. But today, I will be officially renewing my contract and for that, I am so, so, so grateful and thankful and everything. Thank You. Thank You and Thank You.

 

Today, I will also be taking a holiday trip with my husband. Once again, I cannot even begin to say how grateful I am for being so blessed in my life. Nothing, nothing and nothing I can complain about nor do I want to. I'm the luckiest girl alive and I cannot be grateful enough.

 

Please continue blessing my family, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, all my loved ones, extended families, my friends and all the children and that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that their journeys are always smooth sailing, full of love. Thank You.

 

I pray for your continued guidance in helping me become a better person - one who is kind, understanding, compassionate, patient and inspiring. I pray for your guidance in blessing me with strength, courage, wisdom and tenacity to make the best and rightest decisions and stay true to myself. I pray for your guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

 

I would like to say a prayer too for all who are affected by tragedies, that they stay strong. I cannot imagine the horror they must be going through and I am not sure I may even be able to bear it for myself. But for them, I pray that you grant them the strength and courage and I pray that you grant them light.

 

Thank You

 

Eileen 

27th May 2015 - 2nd June 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Whilst you are blessing me with a lot of opportunities, please do guide me in making the rightest and best decisions and that I am not judging things based on my emotions. Please, guide me. Thank You. I am of course extremely thankful and grateful for the blessings. It is amazing for me to get those opportunities. Thank You.

As always, please bless my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends, the children and all those in need that they are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. Please bless their journey with lots of love and joy and let it be smooth sailing always. Thank You.

I am thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful for the love, kindness and great experiences I see and get everyday. I am thankful for the food on my table, clothes on my back and roofs over my head. I am thankful for opportunities to share and help. Please continue guiding me to be compassionate, kind and caring. Thank You.

I say a prayer for those who are facing tragedies - I pray that you bless them with strength, courage, and unwavering faith and let there be light for them soon.

Thank You

Eileen 

20th May 2015 - 26th May 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I thought I had a pretty no-issue PMS this month but just feel awfully tired today. Weird :)

Anyway, I am still feeling the bliss of thankfulness at the love that I have in my life. I cannot believe how lucky I am. I am so blessed and so thankful. My life is awesome and I am so grateful. Thank You. Thank You for a blessed life in which me and my loved ones have been treated so well.

Please continue blessing my family, my Mom, Dad, Grandma, my husband, my loved ones, my friends, the children and let them always be safe, sound and healthy and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey always smooth and filled with love and joy. Thank You.

Please continue guiding me to be a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. Please guide me and bless me with courage, tenacity, wisdom and strength to make the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavors and stay true to myself. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay positive, be at peace and calm and have unwavering faith always. Thank You.

I need to remember to find beauty everywhere. Please guide me, LB & GY.

I would like to say a prayer for those affected by tragedy or those staring in the face of tragedy. Please help them stay strong and positive and help then keep the faith. Let them see the light soon.

Thank You

Eileen 

13th May 2015 - 19th May 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

Again, I cannot begin where to say how thankful and blessed I am..... in this life. Everything, everything is like a dream. Thank You for the blessings.

I am just a little lost about how I can help more. Especially with the children. I don't know what got into me. Please guide me here.

As always, I pray that my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends and all the children are always safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journeys smooth sailing. Thank You.

I actually haven't seen the old lady selling flowers for a long, long time now. I hope she is well and she is better. Please bless her. Thank You.

I still long for those days of my bright-eyed wonderment. Have I fatigued? Have I jaded? What happened? LB & GY, please guide me. I want to help more and have more compassion. Thank You.

I am so utterly, utmostly thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. Please guide me to do the right thing, with the right thought and the right heart. Thank You.

I pray for those who are facing something tragic in their lives right now. Please bless them with peace, strength and courage in the face of tragedy and let them emerge stronger than before.

Thank You

Eileen 

6th May 2015 - 12th May 2015

Dearest LB & GY,

I am very, very, very thankful for the trip we had over the short weekend break. I am thankful for a husband who is perfect in every single way. How I got so lucky, I don't know. Thank You.

I am thankful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am so very thankful for a life filled with love and joy, great experiences and adventures. I think there isn't any "need" you know, in my life. Sure, there are more wants. Maybe something I should learn to do without. But my life is absolutely great. For that, in that, I am thankful. Do guide me to continue sharing all of my blessings with people who need them. Thank You.

I am a little lost - seems I am always a little lost. But I really don't know what to do with the children. I can't see myself making a difference nor an impact in their lives. And it all feels a little...... unreal and my fire is fizzing out. LB & GY, please guide me back. Please guide me back on my commitment to help these kids help themselves towards a better future. Please teach me what I should do. Thank You.

I pray, as always, for continued blessing upon my family - both immediate and extended, my Mom, my Dad, my Grandma, my husband, my loved ones, my friends, the children. Please keep them safe, sound and healthy always and let them all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and their journey smooth and filled with love and joy. Thank You.

Please continue guiding me to be a better person - remind me. Guide me to have the right thought, right heart and right actions. Guide me to make sound decisions from wisdom and clarity and to stay true to myself. Guide me on the path of courage, strength and tenacity. Please bless me and guide me to have unwavering faith, to have peace and calm mind and to stay positive always. Thank You.

I also would like to say a prayer for all who are faced with tragedies at the moment. Please help them find strength and courage to face the dark and let them find the shining light as soon as possible.

Thank You

Eileen