1st September 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I do not know what came over me last night. I guess, I was just disappointed. There are things that I cannot understand and by right, I think I should understand. But I'm in a "low mood" mode since I've gotten back from China and that shouldn't be the case. I will dig deep and take myself out of this funk. Simply because, I have so many things to be grateful and thankful for that I should be happy. I guess, I just miss China and perhaps, I miss my friend.

Thank you for listening to me and answering my prayers too. Thank you for blessing me and my loved ones, family and friends with a life that has treated all of us very well. Thank you for so much love being showered at me and so many opportunities and great experiences. Thank you for a life that is great indeed. I am blessed.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones and all my friends - to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live a long and prosperous life. I pray that they are always happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be happy, comfortable and strong and I pray that the family remains strong by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continue to sail smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth and career advancement within this month. Please give him your blessings and guide him with the clarity to find renewed passion and be reinspired to chase down his dreams. I pray that he is happy and finds a fulfilling career path. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that we win the projects for M&A after today's meeting. I pray that this will lead to a great jv and partnership with my friend in China too. I pray also that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally to achieve our goals. I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up healthy, wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they experience all of life's greatest moments and adventures always. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me gain the clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decision for all of my endeavours. I pray also for your guidance and blessings in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for all humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

31st August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am back from my China trip, safe and sound. I am thankful, so thankful for such a great eye-opening trip. I am thankful too for catching up with my friend and renewing the friendship. I think with it being my birthday and all and missing the holiday, I'm a mixed bag of emotions today. I feel like I miss China. I am not so sure why.

It seems an opportunity might open itself up to me to move over to China instead and I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me gain the clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decision for my business. Thank you.

I am truly grateful for a great experience in China over the last few days. And certainly very grateful too that I met nice strangers, nice people. I'm thankful. I'm thankful for a life that has treated me well, that has treated my family, loved ones and friends well too. I am surrounded by nice people and I am constantly enveloped in so much love. I am blessed. And lucky. Thank you for a life that is great.

Today, I start again, with my prayers for my family - both immediate and extended - and all my loved ones and friends - to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray for my husband's career to continue sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities coming his way. I pray that he finds renewed passion and is reinspired to fight the good fight. I pray that he is happy and finds a fulfilling career path in which he enjoys. I pray for him, LB & GY. Please show him kindness and blessings as well as guidance. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and I pray that all of the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that I win all the major projects that we are proposing and for the wedding, I pray that I will win the job for M&A too. I need to find and see some hope. I pray too for the opportunity to work with my friend. I am sure this will work out well and we will form a successful and formidable partnership, with your blessings and guidance always. I pray that all the different partners that I work with continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally to achieve our goals. I pray too that we reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more understanding, more patient, more inspiring, one who thinks good, feels good and does good always. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom in making the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and keep the faith always. Please show me kindness and hope for I need these to hold on to sometimes. I promise to strive to be strong and be positive but I pray for your guidance and blessings still. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday.

Thank you.

Eileen

25th August - 30th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Please excuse me for doing my advance prayers again in view of my travel plans tomorrow. First of all, thank you for blessing me with this trip. I hope to see new things and discover new opportunities. With your blessings, I will. Thank you.

I've been feeling in a funk the past couple of days and I hope it is really just PMS because I do not wish to spiral back into despair and hopelessness. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me be strong and keep the faith and to stay positive and see everything from the positive side. It gets a bit tiring when I almost feel like my situation hasn't changed by much. I need something to hold on to. I need to be stronger. With your blessings and guidance, I shall.

I am sincerely, still thankful for a life that has treated me and my family, my husband, my loved ones and friends well. I am thankful and grateful for the love that surrounds me and the many opportunities and great experiences. I know I have been lucky and blessed in more ways than one. For that, I am thankful and grateful.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended - to be safe, sound and healthy always and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are happy and they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures all the times. Thank you.

I pray for Nick's mom to be strong, comfortable and happy and I pray that the family remains strong and well by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continue to sail smoothly for him. I pray with all of my heart that he finds happiness, finds renewed inspiration and passion that enables him to chase down his dreams and find and see the opportunities lying in wait for him. With your blessings, I hope you give him your guidance to let him see and let him feel the magic of positive-thinking too. I do want him to be happy. I pray for him to find career advancement and financial rewards as well as being able to do something he loves and to find fulfillment. Please guide him to see and find clarity and wisdom. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year. I pray always, always, for that big break for myself and for all of my partners who are working very hard everyday. I pray that all projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray that all the clients that come to us are the nicest of all. I do pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me deal with some clients who may be more difficult than others. I know that for things to change, I must change first. I pray to win the projects for Oct 15th, Dec 26th and January 9th consecutively. I need this break. Please. I do pray hard. Please grant me this. I will work hard too. I pray also for all the different partners that I work with to continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving the big picture and our goals and I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and that they grow up to be well, healthy and wonderfully inspiring people. I pray that they lead a life that is full of great moments and adventures. I pray that I find the way to give them all a better future too. I pray you will bless and guide me here. Thank you.

I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more inspiring. I pray for your guidance and blessing in helping me think good thoughts and not think of negative responses and negative things about people. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me feel positive and feel good. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me do good deeds. I pray for your blessings in guiding me to find clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decisions in all of my endeavours and above all, awareness of my actions and reactions before I make these decisions or take an action. I pray for your guidance and blessings in helping me keep the faith always. Thank you.

I do pray for the world to be a better place for all and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday too.

Thank you.

And thank you in advance for a great and safe trip to China.

Eileen

24th August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am still in a bit of a funk. I need to get out this.
I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me re-discover my positivity. Back when I first read The Secret and the Laws of Attraction. I need that. I need to look forward, stay focused and keep the faith.

As I had prayed yesterday, I pray the same today. I pray for all good things in life for myself and my family and all my friends and loved ones and all my partners too. I want and I pray that all of us get that big break we have been struggling and waiting for. I'll be honest, I need a change of my situation. I still don't know what to do or what I can do. Maybe I do know. But I am not seeing clarity or wisdom. LB & GY, please guide me and bless me with the clarity and wisdom to know what I want to do and to do it and strive after it. Thank you.

It's really not that I am not thankful. I am thankful and grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I know am lucky and blessed in more ways than one. Many ways. But I cannot compare my life to others. Of course, I wish I could help others too. Those who need it. But again, grant me the wisdom to know how. I do not wish to be a selfish person either. I know life is great and I have many opportunities, much love and a great many experiences. I am thankful for all these. I am. Sincerely, I am. But I need to know, I need a sign to let me know that my situation is not despairing. I need something to hold on to, to keep the faith. Maybe I am weak. If so, I pray to be stronger. I pray to feel good and feel positive. Please bless me.

I pray sincerely everyday for all the same things for my family, for my husband, for my loved ones, for those in need and for my friends. Please bless all of us.

Thank you.

Eileen

23rd August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I feel down today. I do blame it on my PMS. But I'm so afraid of spiralling into a throe of negativities again. I remember a time where PMS had little affect on me after I started praying. I just feel like my situation is not looking so hopeful. I've been praying so hard everyday, wishing for that big break. But it just never comes. And we're into August already. I am just tired. I don't know what to do. I do try very hard to keep the faith that my prayers are heard and answered always. I try to look on all the positive side of things. I don't know what to do, really. Please guide me. Please.

I just pray for that big break and that everything will work out smoothly and perfectly. For me. For my husband. For all of my family and loved ones. For all my partners. I don't want it to feel like it is a despairing situation and I don't want any of us to be frustrated. I want us to be happy. I pray very hard for this. I hope you hear my prayers. I hope you will grant me your blessings and your guidance.

I need to stay positive and think positive and I need to keep the faith. It is a bit tiring sometimes. Some days. I try. I do try. I am not sure if these are lessons in my faith, my patience.... but I need something stronger to hold on to. I do. I really do. I am trying and learning to be strong too. But, I'm afraid.

I know I am lucky and blessed in more ways than one. In life, we cannot compare, but I think I've been having it a lot better than some. I am grateful. I am. I honestly am. See? I even get to travel to China. But please, LB & GY, I need to get out of this situation of a repeated cycle of nothing happening. I cannot keep working for no money. I cannot. I want to be generous in life. I do. I know money isn't everything but it is for some reason important. I dunno. Please guide me to gain clarity and wisdom.

Please, LB & GY. I pray today for that big break for all of us who needs it. Please bless me and please bless us. Give me a sign that my prayers have been heard.

Thank you.

Eileen

22nd August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I am fairly certain that I am having my PMS since I seem to get irritated quite easily. Well, it's still under control actually. But at least I am more conscious and aware of it. I had a good training this morning. The 20km run was good. Not the best timing but at least I made it.

I've been praying very hard for the project with IS to close smoothly. I know at the current moment, there seem to be some setback. But I believe all is not lost and I pray hard that my prayers are heard and answered. With your blessings, everything will go ahead as planned. Thank you.

I give thanks to a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I know I am a lucky and blessed child. I know sometimes I struggle to keep the faith, but I am learning. With your blessings, I shall learn more. I am thankful for all the love and opportunities in my life. Life is great indeed and I am grateful.

I pray as always for my family - both immediate and extended - for them to be save, sound and healthy always and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures. Thank you.

I pray that Nick's mom is happy, comfortable and strong and I pray that the family remains well and strong by her side too. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues to sail smoothly for him and that he finds renewed inspiration and renewed passion for his career and for life and I pray for all great opportunities to knock on his door to spur him to greater heights and happiness. I pray that he finds financial growth and a rewarding career path very soon too. Thank you.

I pray that all of my businesses flourish financially and grow successfully within this year and I pray that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray again for the project with IS to come to fruition. I pray hard. I pray too for all the different partners that I work with to continue working cohesively together as a team and support one another unconditionally. I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our passion and efforts within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness and I pray that they grow up to be healthy, wonderful and inspiring people, always enjoying all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you. I pray that Tola is fine and alright too.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good, and feels good always. I pray too for your guidance in helping me gain clarity and wisdom to make the best and rightest decision in all of my endeavours. I pray for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, stay positive, be at peace and calm and keep the faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate everyday too.

Thank you.

Eileen

21st August 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Again, I'd like to keep my prayer short today.

As always, I am thankful for all the good things in life and a life that has treated me and my loved ones very well. I am thankful and grateful for so much love and opportunities surrounding me and my loved ones always. I know I am a lucky and blessed child and I am thankful that all my prayers are always heard and answered. Thank you.

I always pray for all good things for myself, my family and my loved ones. I pray for the same, sincerely everyday from my heart. I wish nothing but good things for all. I hope they all have great lives too.

Today, I pray extra - that the project with IS is a success and we close the deal. I pray that it be our big break needed to break into this market. Please grant me this. Please grant us this. Thank you.

I also pray that my husband is re-inspired and finds renewed passion with his career and that he finds financial rewards and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere in a rewarding career. Please, LB & GY. Thank you.

Eileen