1st November 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

What is happening with me? I thought this month was a month worth celebrating. It's been a year since I started praying and re-living my life in a positive manner. However, since 2 months ago, I have been watching as my positivity ebbed out. I cannot explain it. I wish to strive on and continue my positive streak. But I do not know what is happening. I feel ..... defeated.

Please LB & GY, please offer me your blessings and guidance. Please let me see the light. I know what I want. I want my husband to get that job in Bangkok or Vietnam or China. I want to streamline my business and focus more on my core business. I can do so remotely from either one of the locations. I want my focus to be balanced. I want things to be smooth-sailing. I want to be happy. I want to be calm and I want to be anger-free. I'm not sure if what I am asking is too much. I want to spend more of my time with people who need love and kindness. I will do whatever I can in my powers to get that done.

Please LB & GY, I wish to be positive and live my life with my glass full always. I need to be inspired always and look at things from the bright side. I wish to hear every news as great news.

Please LB & GY, please offer me your blessings and guidance. I need it. Please. I need you. I pray sincerely, for your blessings, for your guidance and for your help. Please show me the light.

Thank you.

Eileen

31st October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Sometimes, I think I am a pot calling the kettle black. I have been asking my husband to stay positive and have a positive attitude. I can only imagine that deep down, he finds it difficult too. Please LB & GY, I pray that you continue offering us your blessings and guidance and help us have positive attitudes and have unwavering faith. I pray too that we get good news soon - with your blessings, of course. Thank you.

Please know that I am sincerely and continuously grateful for a life that has treated me and all my loved ones very well. I do pray for the same things everyday - for all of them, for myself too. But it is of late that I feel I need to make 2 special prayers and I hope you will excuse my brevity.

I pray that my husband gets that job in Bangkok, Vietnam or China very soon so that we can make plans to move. I pray that this is the big break he deserves. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance in helping me find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all his dreams. Of course, I pray that he is happy too. And excited about life.

I pray that my projects with T&A and M&A are planned perfectly and are huge successes. I pray that the issue with M&L are resolved amicably. Please guide me here for today's meeting. I believe I had made up my mind not wanting to take on the job further. I'm sorry, LB & GY. I know this was an opportunity you gave me. In any case, I will pray for your guidance here.

Thank you very much, LB & GY. Above all, thank you for hearing my prayers and answering them. I wait for good news.

Eileen

30th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I cannot understand my erratic moods at all. I had a short flare-up yesterday over a really small issue.
Hmmm......

Dearest LB & GY,

I pray everyday for the same things for myself, my husband, my loved ones, my family and my friends. I hope you know that I am sincere with my prayers and I do only wish for good things for all of them. I am also sincerely grateful for a life that has treated me well too. And my loved ones. I know that I am truly lucky and blessed.

Dearest LB & GY, I have a special prayer lately and that is for my husband to get that job either in Bangkok, Vietnam or China and that you offer him your blessings and guidance in this. We both need to hear good news and I pray for this. I pray for my husband to find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all his dreams. I pray that he gets that big break he deserves. Please, LB & GY, please offer your blessings on this.

I pray also that all the projects I have - especially for T&A, M&A to be huge successes and to pan out perfectly and smoothly. I pray too that the project for M&L finds an amicable solution soon. Please offer me your blessings and guidance here too.

Above all, LB & GY, I pray to have unwavering faith and to continue having positive attitude and energy. Please bless me and guide me.

Thank you.

Eileen

29th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I don't really know what's up with me. Is it my hormones? Hmmm... why does it seem like I am still PMS-ing?

LB & GY, please hear my prayers and please offer me your blessings and guidance.

I do pray for the same things everyday, for myself, my husband and my loved ones and friends. But lately, I think my situation deserves more prayers. I pray that you offer my husband your blessings and guidance in helping him get that job he loves, either in Bangkok, Vietnam or China. I pray that everythings pans out perfectly for us and I pray that everything goes smoothly for us. Please bless us and give us good news very soon.

I pray that my projects especially for T&A, M&A goes tremendously well and are huge successes. I pray too that the issues with M&L are resolved amicably whatever the outcome may be. Please offer me your blessings and guidance here.

LB & GY, please bless me and guide me to continue staying positive and have a positive attitude, to look for the good things in life, to be at peace and calm and to have unwavering faith. Please, LB & GY. I wish to spiral upwards.

Thank you for hearing my prayers and most of all, thank you for answering my prayers.

Eileen

28th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I have a confession. I think my positive attitude is waning. I really do try to look for the good things and to see the good things. But like for example, yesterday, I do, I do really feel blessed and lucky that several people came to help me start my car. But for some reason, I don't feel as "good" as I used to about it. I cannot explain it. I hope you know what I mean. I think this whole job issue with my husband has taken its toll. But I do not wish to spiral downwards. Please help me, LB & GY. Please. I pray. I pray to stay positive and to have unwavering faith.

I hope you know that I am truly and sincerely grateful to a life that has treated me and all my loved ones very well. I am really. I need to find that strength and positivity about me again. Please guide me and please bless me. I cannot have one good day and one bad day like this. I know this time, it is certainly not my PMS.

I pray that my husband gets that job he wants. I know that it is perhaps time for me to say goodbye to this place. Therefore, I trust that you have plans in place for us. I pray for unwavering faith. I pray that with your blessings, we will get good news very, very soon. I need it. I do. LB & GY, please.

On top of that, I pray for everything to go smoothly. I need this too. I still have my fighting spirit. I do. I need to learn patience and calm. Please bless me and please guide me.

Thank you for hearing my prayers. Thank you for answering all my prayers.

Eileen

27th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

I feel a whole lot better today actually. Are my hormones really that crazy? I feel like good things are coming my way. I believe this is your blessings at work. I am grateful for that.

I am sincerely grateful and continuously grateful for a life that has treated me and my loved ones well. I am thankful for the great experiences and all the love and opportunities. I am thankful for being such a blessed and lucky child. I am thankful for all my prayers being heard and answered. I continue praying to keep faith that my conversations with you are always heard. Thank you.

I pray for my family - both immediate and extended, my loved ones, my friends,and all those in need to always be safe, sound and healthy and that they all live long and prosperous lives. I pray that they are always happy and that everything goes smoothly for them. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and pleasures always. Thank you.

I pray that my husband's career continues sailing smoothly for him and that he finds financial growth, career advancement and great opportunities lying in wait for him everywhere he looks. I pray that he gets that job of his dream either in Bangkok, China or Vietnam soonest possible. I pray that he gets that big break he deserves. I pray that you offer him your blessings and guidance to help him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all his dreams. Thank you.

I pray that all my businesses continue flourishing financially and grow successfully within this year. I pray that all the projects under each individual business are planned perfectly and smoothly, implemented successfully and executed beautifully. I pray especially for the projects with T&A and M&A to be great success stories. I pray too for M&L project to come to an amicable solution. I pray for all the different partners that I work with to continue working cohesively together and support one another unconditionally towards achieving our goals. I pray that we reap the financial rewards of our efforts and passion within this year too. Thank you.

I pray for the children at the orphanage to always be surrounded by love, joy and happiness. I pray that they grow up strong, healthy and to be wonderful and inspiring people. I pray that they enjoy all of life's greatest moments and adventures. Thank you.

I pray for your continuous guidance and blessings in helping me become a better person - kinder, more compassionate, more patient, more understanding, more inspiring, one who thinks good, does good and feels good always. I pray for your guidance in helping me find wisdom and clarity in making the best and rightest decisions for all of my endeavours. I pray too for your blessings and guidance in helping me stay focused, be at peace and calm, stay positive and have unwavering faith always. Thank you.

I pray for the world to be a better place and for humankind to be kinder and more compassionate every day.

Thank you.

Eileen

26th October 2011

Dearest LB & GY,

Today, I got a message from my best friend. She said, maybe I should enjoy the unknown and take it one step at a time. On one hand, I think it is true. On the other hand, I feel like I am losing faith a little. I thought I was doing quite well with my glass full attitude. But you know, I think it is hard to keep it up at times. I really need your blessings and guidance. Give me strength and help me stay positive and have unwavering faith.

I do pray for everything good for all of my family, loved ones, friends and all in need. I pray for the same things for myself, for them and for my husband everyday. Of course, I am thankful that life has treated us well. I wish to look at all the good things only and I wish to be positive and continue my positive thinking and attitude. Please offer me your guidance and blessings here.

I pray that my projects go perfectly smoothly and are all huge successes. Thank you for answering my prayers when I asked for business growth. Please continue blessing me and guiding me towards business success and the success of all my projects. Thank you.

I pray that my husband gets that job in Bangkok or Vietnam or China. I pray that things go perfectly smoothly for him and that you offer him your blessings and guidance. I pray that he gets that big break he deserves. I pray for your blessings and guidance too in helping him find renewed passion and be reinspired to achieve all of his dreams. Thank you.

Dear LB & GY, please hear my prayers. Please offer me your blessings and guidance in every way possible.

Thank you.

Eileen